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“Oh my Clematis
Hope bloomed from the abyss
Oh my clematis
Always be by my side”
Sua…?
It’s too bright…
It’s too loud…
I can’t move.
I can’t hear anything.
The ringing is too loud…
Why are they all cheering? Why are they all smiling? Do they not see you… lying here… blood pooling… blood? No, why is there blood, why does my face feel warm? Why is my chest hurting? Clenching? Sua? Sua! Why aren’t you answering me?!
Sua? Why is there bl—?
Oh… That’s right. It’s your blood.
Is this what it means to lose, Sua?
Death.
You’re dead.
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…
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It’s not fair…
It’s not fair…
It’s not fair!
We were going to tie… We were both going to win… We were going to preform together forever!
So why?
Why aren’t you moving… Why aren’t you singing, breathing, laughing? Why aren’t you smiling at me… Why aren’t you looking at me…?
Why did they take you away from me?
Why did you have to die?
It’s not fair Sua, I wanted… All I wanted was to preform with you… to be with you forever.
My God… My universe…
Sua…
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“Oh my clematis
Hope withered in the abyss
Oh my clematis
Please stay by my side”
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“My Clematis”