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I’ve always despised that man. The perfect angel at the top of the school, who had already taken everything from me before. But worst of all, I’m jealous. So fucking jealous of how he can just get everything without working for it.
There was a boy.. a boy who once belonged to that angel, but ended up in my arms. How lucky I was that I had him with me for so long, yet way too short. He should have been mine until the end, but that selfish angel took him from me again, without any mercy.
He must have hated me from the start. I had always been so mean to him, I didn’t want to get hurt again- but despite all my efforts I got attached so easily. That boy was special. He had everything I wanted, everything I needed.
I would do anything for just one more moment with him. One more moment where I feel loved by him.
He got snatched away right before I could say it. Right before I could give him the charm I had so carefully crafted for him to show my love. A symbol for our eternal bond as Switch.
But now it’s just me and Sora left. All on our own. And I was so excited to show them what I had made.
It hurts so much to watch him in the arms of that angel. Living his life without me. As if he never knew me.
It almost seems like he never needed me, as if the nights he cried to me about his stress and just seeing my face made him happy don’t mean a thing anymore. Why am I beating myself up over someone that hurt me so much.
He’s always been happier with that.. Eichi than he ever could be with me. I’ll never know if he actually truly ever cared about me or if he just needed me to feel better about himself.
And yet I still love him, I care about him so deeply. All I hope for is that he’s never lied to me, and that every time he said he loved me, that truly was the case. But there’s no way of knowing that, maybe I’ll never find out.