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By the time the first fat flakes of snow began to hit the windshield, Eloise Bridgerton was already in a bad mood.

“This is ridiculous,” she muttered, glaring at the sky like it had personally offended her. “Why does your country insist on pretending it doesn’t snow every single year? Has no one heard of plows? Salt? Infrastructure?”

From the driver’s seat, Phillip Crane huffed a laugh, hands steady on the wheel. “Last I checked, this is your country too.”

“Not when it behaves like this, it isn’t,” she shot back. “When it does this, I renounce it. I am a citizen of somewhere sensible, like… Spain. Or a well-insulated cave.”

“You’d die in a cave,” he said mildly. “There’s no tea.”

She folded her arms and slouched lower in the passenger seat, scarf tangled around her throat. “I’d adapt. Out of spite.”

Phillip shook his head, a smile tugging at his mouth. She could hear it in his voice. “There it is. The true core of you: sheer spite.”

“It’s gotten me this far,” she said primly.

He glanced over then, eyes a warm, steady brown in the soft grey light of afternoon, and something in Eloise’s chest went traitorously soft. The heater hummed, the scent of him filling the car—cedar and bergamot and coffee and that subtle Alpha heat just beneath the surface, settled and familiar. Comforting.

Home, some treacherous, gooey part of her whispered.

She told it to shut up.

They had been friends for years—since second year at university, when Phillip had turned up in one of Colin’s ecology seminars and somehow become part of the furniture of her life. Colin’s best friend. Her best friend. Part of every group chat, every chaotic Bridgerton gathering, every holiday.

Including the annual Christmas get-together at the Bridgerton country house, which was where they were currently headed. Or trying to. If the weather didn’t decide to bury them on the motorway first.

“How long until we get there?” she asked, squinting at the snow-smeared world beyond the glass.

Phillip checked the GPS, which was valiantly insisting the road still existed. “If this keeps up? Maybe an hour. Maybe two. Maybe we die and your mother kills me for losing her favorite daughter.”

“She’ll kill you for implying I’m her favorite,” Eloise said dryly. “She has seven other children to weaponize against you for that.”

“Six,” Phillip said. “I’m fairly sure Gregory already likes me more than you.”

She gasped, hand to heart. “How very dare you. Greg and I have a sacred bond. We have a pact about not telling Mother about his gaming habit.”

Phillip smirked. “And I taught him how to mod his PC. You can’t win this one, Bridgerton.”

She hated how much she liked him like this—loose, teasing, his shoulders relaxed. She hated how easy it was being in this car with him, just the two of them, the world outside muffled by winter.

She especially hated the way her Omega purred quietly under her skin, perfectly content.

Stop it, she told herself firmly. He’s Colin’s best friend. He’s your best friend. You are not seventeen. You do not imprint on people because they know your tea order and remember your deadlines and drive you to your family Christmas like some sort of responsible, annoyingly hot Alpha.

Besides, Phillip was… stable. Responsible. The kind of Alpha who double-checked his own seatbelt and everyone else’s, who scheduled his rut suppressants regularly, who built a career in environmental consulting and paid his bills on time. He deserved someone with fewer sharp edges. Someone softer, more accommodating. An Omega who didn’t pick fights with strangers on the internet for fun.

Not that he’d ever looked at anyone that way in front of her, anyway. Phillip was cautious, almost guarded when it came to romance; he kept his distance from traditional Alpha/Omega nonsense, and when he did date, it was brief, always fading before it turned serious.

Which was fine. Good. Safe. It meant the crush she definitely did not have on him could wither and die in peace.

The snow thickened, smearing the world into a white haze. Phillip slowed down, shoulders tensing.

“How are your suppressants?” he asked, tone casual. “You said you were due in January?”

Eloise shifted in her seat. “Yes, nurse, thank you. I took the last dose on schedule. I am responsibly chemically neutered.”

He snorted, but his fingers tightened on the wheel. “You know that’s not how that works.”

“I am choosing to believe it is.”

In truth, she had been feeling… off. An odd too-warm beneath her skin the past couple of days, restlessness prowling under her ribs. But it was nothing she hadn’t felt before. Suppressants sometimes threw her cycle slightly out of alignment, that was all. The last blood test at her clinic had been fine. She was fine.

Besides, if she weren’t, she wouldn’t have joined Phillip for a three-hour drive into the countryside with no one else around. She wasn’t an idiot.

The wind howled harder, buffeting the car. The snow was coming down thick and fast now, flakes whirling like a curtain.

“Road’s getting bad,” he murmured.

“Should we turn back?” Eloise asked.

He scanned the verge. “We’re in the middle of nowhere, and turning back on this mess might be worse than going forward. There’s a village about twenty minutes up, though. Worst case, we stop there and wait it out.”

“Bridgertons are going to explode if we don’t show up tonight,” she said.

“Your brothers are adults. They will survive without you for one evening.”

“Colin will eat the entire dessert table in a grief-fueled episode if I’m not there to regulate him,” she said darkly. “You’ve seen it.”

He smiled again, small and fond. “We’ll get there. Promise.”

He shouldn’t promise things, her heart thought, unreasonably. She always wanted to believe him.

The next fifteen minutes were a tense crawl. Visibility dropped to almost nothing; the world beyond the windshield became a tunnel of white. The GPS lost its nerve and froze. The road beneath them turned treacherous.

Phillip’s jaw clenched. “Hold on.”

Eloise grabbed the door handle as the car hit a patch of something slick and shuddered sideways. For a moment, her stomach lurched; the world tilted; the tyres snarled on ice.

Phillip corrected instinctively, steering into the slide, bringing the car to a slow, careful stop at the side of the road. The engine idled, wipers squeaking helplessly.

For a long second, all she could hear was her own heart thudding in her ears.

“Everyone still alive?” he asked softly.

She swallowed. “Define ‘alive’.”

He exhaled, the smallest break in composure. “We’re stuck.”

She stared out at the wall of snow. “Properly?”

“Properly,” he said. “If I try to get us moving, we risk sliding into a ditch or into oncoming traffic—if there even is any. We need to get off the road.”

“Off the—Phillip, there is no off the road, there is only snow.”

“There are farm lanes, cottages. This is the Cotswolds, or close enough. People like owning sheep and getting snowed in. Look—”

He pointed. Through the white, she could just make out a dark shape further up the road: what looked like a track leading away, flanked by half-buried hedges and a wooden sign almost erased by frost.

“Can you read that?” she asked.

He squinted. “Something Lodge. Or Hedge. Or possibly Nudge, which sounds unhelpfully ominous.”

“If we die in something called Nudge Cottage, I reserve the right to haunt you.”

“Come on.” He turned the wheel carefully, inching the car forward. The tyres protested but eventually grudgingly found purchase, and they crept along the road until the turnoff. The track was narrower, lined with skeletal trees and drifts climbing high along the sides.

After what felt like years, a small stone building emerged from the white: a low cottage with a slate roof, chimney, and dark windows, a wooden gate hanging crookedly open. There was a sign nailed to the fence, half-buried.

“Snowdrop Cottage,” Phillip read. “Of course.”

Eloise snorted. “That’s disgustingly twee. I trust it entirely.”

He pulled into the drive, cut the engine, and turned to her. “We’re going to see if anyone’s home. If they’re not, we might have to commit light trespass in the name of not freezing to death.”

She lifted her chin. “We are civilized people with smartphones and bank accounts. We will leave a note and pay them handsomely. It will be polite trespass.”

“That’s the spirit.” He shrugged into his coat. “Stay here. I’ll check the door.”

“Excuse you?” she said. “I am not sitting in a car alone like a damsel in a horror film. Have you met my mother? She did not raise me to be passive.”

“You’re an Omega,” he said automatically, and then winced, because he knew what was coming.

“And?” she said, arching a brow.

“And… you’re going to come with me anyway,” he conceded.

“Correct,” she said, and wrestled her scarf tighter. “Lead the way, Alpha.”

He shot her an exasperated look that failed, quite catastrophically, to hide the flicker of fondness beneath.

They fought their way through the snow to the front door. There was a note pinned to it, flapping in the wind.

Phillip peeled it away and squinted. “‘Holiday let—keys in lockbox by the step. If weather is severe, please feel free to use cottage and call number below.’” He showed her the phone number scrawled beneath. “Seems we’re not the first people to nearly die out here.”

“And hopefully not the last,” Eloise said cheerfully.

“That’s bleak, even for you.”

They found the lockbox, fingers numb as they punched in the code written on the note. The little metal door sprang open with a protesting squeak to reveal a single key.

The inside of Snowdrop Cottage smelled faintly of cold, dust, and something floral—old potpourri, maybe. It was a single open room with a small kitchen tucked into one corner, a sagging sofa, a scarred table, and, against the far wall, a double bed with a quilt thrown over it.

Eloise stared. “Oh, of course.”

Phillip shut the door behind them, shaking snow from his hair. “What?”

“One bed,” she said, gesturing. “We are literally in a trope.”

He followed her gaze and went very still for a second. She felt the shift in the air, the subtle tightening of his scent. Then he cleared his throat. “Well. It’s better than the car.”

“No argument here,” she said, ignoring the flutter low in her stomach.

They set about exploring. The water was running, the electricity stuttering but functional. There was a small pile of firewood by the hearth, a basket of kindling, and a cabinet full of basic food: pasta, canned soup, tea, instant coffee, a criminal amount of biscuits. A note on the fridge confirmed the cottage was used as an emergency shelter in bad weather, with instructions to “please leave things as you found them and call this number to confirm your stay.”

Phillip dutifully dialed, left a voicemail explaining they were snowed in and would pay for the night, then turned to Eloise.

“We should get the fireplace going,” he said. “And you should take off those boots before your feet fall off.”

“Yes, father,” she said, but she was shivering, fingers clumsy on her laces. The cold had seeped into her bones on the walk from the car. Beneath the chill, though, there was that other warmth again, coiled low in her spine like a slow ember.

Phillip crouched by the hearth, arranging logs with efficient movements. Eloise watched him, the way his shoulders moved under his jumper, the flex of his hands. His scent, no longer dulled by the car’s artificial air, unfurled more fully in the small space: steady Alpha calm, underscored by something darker, richer.

Her Omega stirred with more interest than she approved of.

“You all right?” he asked without looking up.

“Fine,” she lied. “Just cold.”

He glanced at her then, eyebrows knitting. “You’re pale.”

“Thank you for that flattering observation.”

“Paler,” he amended. “Than usual. Sit down.”

She opened her mouth to argue, then closed it again. The room swayed faintly around the edges; she pressed a hand to her midsection.

“Eloise,” he said, softer now. Not Bridgerton. Not teasing. Just her name, like a hand held out.

She sank onto the edge of the bed, kicking off her boots. “It’s just the adrenaline. We nearly died in a snowdrift. If this were a film, there would be a harrowing montage with sad music.”

He lit the fire, the flame catching and quickly beginning to eat through the kindling. Warmth licked at the air. He straightened and came toward her, scent shifting subtly as he got closer.

“Eloise.”

The tone made her look up sharply. His nostrils had flared the slightest bit, his pupils darker.

Uh-oh, something in her thought.

“I’m fine,” she said again, more quickly than before.

He stopped a few feet away, as if aware that getting closer would be a bad idea. His gaze dipped, then returned to her face. “You smell—”

“Nope,” she interrupted. “No you don’t. Whatever you’re about to say, it’s invalid.”

He exhaled, and the breath shuddered, just faintly. “Your suppressants…”

“I took them,” she insisted. “On time. I have the app reminders and everything. I’m not due until—”

Her body chose that moment to contradict her, a flush of heat rolling through her limbs, dizzying in its intensity. Her skin prickled; her head swam. The room narrowed to him: his scent, his broad frame, the way his throat moved when he swallowed.

Her Omega arched inside her, stretching, scent blooming warm and sweet in the air before she could stop it.

Phillip’s hand clenched at his side.

“Fuck,” she whispered.

He shut his eyes for a beat. When he opened them, they were darker, shot through with gold. His Alpha was awake now, alert and concerned, responding to the changed chemistry hanging between them.

“This might be an early surge,” he said, voice roughened. “You need to lie down.”

“Phillip—”

“Not for that,” he said sharply. “For your temperature. You’re overheated and shivering at the same time. It could pass. You might not be tipping into a full—”

He didn’t say the word, but it hovered there anyway.

Heat.

Eloise had only gone through one full, unmanaged heat in her life, before she’d started suppressants. She remembered it in flashes: too bright, too much, pain and desperation and a clawing need for relief. Her body had felt like a stranger to her, hijacked by something ancient and rude.

She had sworn, afterwards, that she would never let herself be caught like that again.

Her heart jackhammered. “I can’t be,” she said, half to him, half to herself. “It’s too early. It’s wrong.”

“Cycles don’t care about calendars,” he said gently. “They care about chemistry. Stress. Suppressants. And you—” He swallowed again. “You smell like you’re flirting with the edge of it.”

“Lovely,” she muttered, but her voice trembled.

The fire snapped and crackled, throwing shadows on the walls. Outside, the storm battered the cottage, snow hurling itself against the window.

They were alone. No other Alphas, no other Omegas, no safe clinic a taxi ride away. Just them.

Just Phillip.

She saw the calculation on his face. The war between his instincts and his reason. The way his Alpha wanted to get closer, to comfort, to protect; the way his human brain remembered that she was his best friend, Colin’s sister, someone he had spent years not touching.

“You should call your doctor,” he said finally. “Ask about an emergency dose. Or if there’s a pharmacy in that village down the road…”

She fumbled for her phone, hands shaky, the screen refusing to register her fingers properly. No signal. Of course.

“No service,” she said thinly.

“Mine too,” he confirmed after checking. “Okay.” He inhaled slowly, visibly bracing himself. “We’re going to handle this. It might just be a pre-heat spike. We get you hydrated, cool you down, sleep. Maybe it ebbs.”

“And if it doesn’t?” she asked quietly.

His gaze met hers. For a heartbeat, she saw everything in it: fear, determination, and something hotter that he was desperately trying to bank down.

“Then we deal with that when we get there,” he said. “With consent. And rules. And not while you’re looking at me like that.”

“Like what?” she demanded, offended.

“Like I’m the last drink of water in the desert,” he said before he could stop himself.

They stared at each other.

Her Omega purred, delighted.

Oh, it thought smugly. Interesting.

She broke eye contact first, looking down at her hands. “You can smell it that much already?”

“Yes,” he said hoarsely. “And any Alpha within half a mile could too, if there were any. Which there aren’t. Thank God. Take your jumper off; you’re overheating.”

She glared. “Buy a girl dinner first, Crane.”

He made a strangled sound that might have been a laugh if it weren’t so frayed at the edges. “Eloise.”

“I know, I know,” she said, breath hitching. “I’m deflecting. It’s my brand.”

She stripped down to her T-shirt, skin prickling in the sudden rush of cool air. The heat came back almost immediately, a wave that left her biting her lip.

He busied himself in the kitchen, filling a glass with water, found some paracetamol in a cupboard, brought them over with his gaze fixed studiously above her shoulders.

“Drink,” he said.

She obeyed, if only because it was easier than answering the panicky questions crowding her mind. He was so careful, standing just far enough away that he wasn’t looming, but close enough that his scent wrapped around her, steady as a heartbeat.

“Lie down,” he said again, voice softer.

“Only if you do too,” she said. “You’ll catch hypothermia sitting there like a martyr.”

“I’m not—”

“Phillip,” she cut in. “We are not doing the self-sacrificing Alpha thing where you sleep on the floor out of duty while I suffer up here nobly. It’s a bed. It’s big. We’ve shared sofas before.”

“Not while you were about to go into heat,” he said, very dry.

She flushed. “Well, no. But I trust you not to do anything stupid.”

His throat worked. “It’s not me I’m worried about,” he said softly.

Her stomach swooped.

It would be so easy to joke her way out of this. To wave it off and pretend nothing was happening. But that would be unfair to both of them.

“I—” She swallowed. “I don’t want anyone else here.”

He went very still. The fire popped behind him. “That’s not helping,” he said faintly.

“Good,” she said, trying for flippant and missing, landing somewhere closer to raw. “You’re not the only one whose instincts are making opinions known.”

Their eyes met. Something shifted, as if a line they had both been toeing for years had suddenly become visible between them.

“Eloise,” he said, and there was a warning in it. A plea. A question.

Her Omega, unbothered by nuance, decided it had been quite patient enough.

Heat rolled through her like a tide, hot and demanding now, not just a whisper. She gasped, hand flying to the mattress, fingers digging into the quilt. Her scent flared, thickening, honey-sweet and urgent.

Phillip’s knees hit the edge of the bed before he could stop himself. His hand braced on the frame, knuckles white.

“Okay,” he said, voice gone rough. “Okay. That’s… definitely not just a pre-spike.”

“No,” she managed, trying not to pant. “Insightful as always.”

He shut his eyes, breathing in deep and slow, fighting for control. She could feel his Alpha straining at the leash, the urge to get closer, to scent, to protect this Omega in heat.

“This is not how this was supposed to go,” he muttered, almost to himself.

“Were you—” She swallowed around the heat-clog in her throat. “You were planning on any of this at all?”

“Of course not,” he said, stung. “I don’t—do you think I’d willingly put you in this position?”

“I’m not saying you orchestrated a snowstorm as foreplay,” she snapped. “I’m just asking how far down you buried the possibility in your brain. Because I—I’ve thought about it.”

The words hung between them, shocking and bare.

Phillip’s eyes flew open.

She’d done it now.

“I’ve thought about it,” she repeated, because if she didn’t keep talking she might combust. “Not this exactly, but… you. And me. And if it would be… different. Than the stupid cliché expectations. Less horrible and more—”

“Eloise,” he said, voice strangled. “Stop.”

She laughed, breathless. “See? There it is. That’s why I never said anything. Because you’re too decent and we’re too us and I didn’t want to ruin That Which Is Sacred: the Group Chat.”

“Fuck the group chat,” he said, and then flushed, because that was not the point.

She blinked. “That’s blasphemy. Colin will faint. Even Pen wouldn't be able to wake him up.”

He dragged a hand over his face. “You’re in heat,” he said. “You’re not thinking clearly.”

“Who says this isn’t clear?” she shot back. “Maybe the hormones just lowered my inhibitions enough to say things I should have said ages ago.”

His scent spiked, dark and conflicted. “Don’t.”

“Don’t what?” Her voice wobbled. “Don’t tell you that I’ve wanted you for years in a quiet, stupid way that I told myself wasn’t real because you’re my friend and my brother’s friend and Alphas are trouble and I am not supposed to be someone’s neatly packaged Omega future? Is that the thing I shouldn’t do?”

He stared at her like she had turned inside out.

“You…” He swallowed again. “You can’t say that now. When you’re—”

“When I’m this,” she finished for him, bitter. “Yes, well, timing has never been my strength.”

He hesitated. Then, slowly, he sat down on the edge of the bed, careful to keep a few inches between them.

“I have wanted you,” he said, almost conversationally, as if they were discussing books. “For a long time. Quietly. Stupidly. In the way where I showed up to fix your leaky sink and pretended it was nothing. In the way where every time someone asked me why I wasn’t looking for a mate, I thought, ‘Because I’ve already found one and she doesn’t want that.’”

Her breath caught.

“But I never said anything,” he went on, “because you were clear that you didn’t want the traditional Alpha/Omega nonsense. That you didn’t want to be swept into that script. And I—” He let out a shaky laugh. “I would rather be your friend forever and want you quietly than risk losing you by making you think I only see you as… as an Omega to claim.”

Her eyes stung suddenly. “You idiot,” she whispered.

“Yes,” he said simply. “Frequently.”

The heat pulsed again, impatient. Her body wanted less talking and more everything; her mind clung to the words like a lifeline.

“So now what?” she asked, voice small. “We die of irony in a cottage with one bed because we’re too polite to do anything about it?”

He exhaled through his nose. “We set rules,” he said, Alpha instincts bending around his stubborn, thoughtful nature. “We remember that you are in a hormonal storm, and that I am not going to take advantage of that even if I want you so badly right now I can barely think straight.”

She shivered.

“And we decide,” he said, “if this is something you want me to help you with because you trust me and you know I will stop the second you say the word, or if you would rather I stay on the other side of this bed and talk you through breathing exercises until it passes, even if that takes all night.”

There he was, she thought wildly. The Phillip she knew: steady, cautious, frightfully earnest. Even now, with his Alpha growling under his skin, he still offered her an out.

“I don’t trust anyone more than you,” she said, truth burning on her tongue. “And I don’t want to go through this alone. I don’t… want anyone else near me like this. I want you.”

His scent punched the air, hot and dizzying.

“And we don’t mark,” she added quickly, before she could lose her nerve. “Not now. Not because my brain chemistry is throwing a tantrum. If we ever do that, it has to be because we’re both steady and sure and ready for the fallout of Violet Bridgerton planning a wedding within eighteen minutes.”

He let out a startled, helpless laugh. Relief and something like awe threaded through it. “Deal,” he said, voice low. “No marking. No claiming. Just… helping you through this. Together.”

“Together,” she echoed, her whole body singing with the word.

She reached for him then, unable not to. Her fingers curled around his wrist, his pulse fluttering under her touch. He hesitated for a fraction of a second, then shifted closer, carefully, like approaching a wild thing he didn’t want to spook.

Their scents collided in the air, twining—hers honeyed and warm, his steady and spiced, flaring with answering want.

He cupped her jaw in one hand, thumb brushing her cheekbone. “If at any point you want to stop,” he murmured, “you say it. And we stop. I don’t care if we’re in the middle of—” He cut himself off, jaw clenching. “We stop. Understood?”

She nodded, throat thick. “Same for you,” she said quietly. “If it’s too much.”

“Nothing about you is too much,” he said, and then his mouth was on hers.

The kiss wasn’t careful. It was years of swallowed feelings and almost-touches, of jokes deflecting from something deeper, crashing together at once. His lips were warm and sure, his hand steady on her face even as his breath hitched.

The heat roared in approval. Her Omega pressed closer, scent blooming, body arching into him. His Alpha answered, scent darkening, hand sliding to the back of her neck in a protective cradle.

They came together on that sagging cottage bed, wrapped in firelight and the muted howl of the storm outside. Clothes were shed in a tangle; hands mapped familiar bodies in unfamiliar ways, learning new routes and drawing new constellations. There were gasped names and half-laughed curses, whispered promises and broken little sounds when the heat surged too strong and he gentled her through it.

He was careful, even when instinct tugged at him hard. She could feel it in the way he checked in, again and again, grounding her when the world went too bright. She held onto him like a lifeline when the worst of the heat climbed, their movements guided by a shared need, by trust and something much deeper than the biology driving them.

They moved together through the night, through waves of burn and relief, until the storm inside her finally began to ebb.

When it was over, truly over—no more clawing demands, just a sweet, aching afterglow—she found herself curled almost entirely on top of him, his arms around her, their scents so thoroughly tangled in the small space that the air itself felt saturated with them.

Her body was pleasantly heavy, languid. Her mind, for the first time in hours, could string together more than one coherent thought without it immediately devolving into Phillip.

Phillip, of course, was still there. Solid beneath her, chest rising and falling in slow, exhausted breaths. One of his hands stroked lazily up and down her spine, soothing.

“You okay?” he asked hoarsely.

She hummed, shifting slightly to bury her face in his neck. His scent there was strongest, gathered in the crook of his throat, and she inhaled it greedily.

“Dangerous question,” she mumbled into his skin. “I might answer sincerely.”

“Humor me,” he said.

She thought about it. “I don’t feel like clawing my skin off or ripping your clothes off,” she said finally. “Which is progress? I mostly feel… very tired. And annoyingly fond of you.”

He laughed, the sound rumbling through his chest against her. “Annoyingly?”

“Devastatingly,” she corrected, too wrung out to be anything but honest. “You were very… you. In there.”

“I’m not sure what that means,” he said, amused and tentative at once.

“Steady,” she said, surprised at how the word slipped out so easily. “You kept checking in even when I wanted to brain you with a cushion for stopping. You were… kind. And you listened when I said things like ‘no marking’ even when everything in you was screaming to do the opposite.”

“Everything in me was not screaming,” he protested weakly, and then sighed. “Most things were. But some things were yelling, ‘Don’t be an idiot, you’ll regret making a lifelong decision when your brain is soup.’”

She smiled into his neck. “Good things. I like those things.”

He was quiet for a moment. “You’re sure you’re not going to wake up tomorrow and decide this was a catastrophic mistake born of hormones and proximity?” he asked, the casualness of the words undercut by raw vulnerability.

She lifted her head to look at him properly. His hair was a mess, his cheeks flushed, his eyes tired and soft. There was a faint mark on his shoulder where she’d bitten down at some point, and the sight sent a funny little pang through her.

“If I blame the hormones,” she said, “I have to blame them for the last five years of wanting you whenever you showed up at my flat with coffee. Or argued with me about politics. Or fell asleep on my sofa during movie nights because you worked too late again. I don’t think they reach that far back.”

His mouth twitched. “So you’re saying this wasn’t a heat-induced crush.”

“I’m saying,” she said, choosing each word carefully, “that I’m in love with you, you idiot. And that the hormones just got tired of my nonsense and staged a coup.”

He stared at her, eyes wide.

“It would be very considerate of you,” she added, “if you felt at least somewhat the same, otherwise this is going to be unbearably awkward at future Christmases.”

He made a sound that was almost a choke. “Eloise.”

“Yes?” she said, heart thudding.

“I’m in love with you,” he said simply. “Not because you’re an Omega. Not because my Alpha likes your scent. Because you are you. Because you argue with everyone and care about everything and make my life louder and better and… more. I was trying very hard to be noble about it.”

“Stop that,” she said firmly. “It’s deeply inconvenient.”

“Noted,” he murmured.

They lay there for a while, just breathing together, the fire crackling as it burned low. At some point, exhaustion dragged her under, Phillip’s hand still moving in slow circles on her back.

When Eloise woke, weak winter light was trickling through the curtains. The storm’s howl had faded to a distant hush. Her body ached pleasantly, but the desperate razor-edge of the heat was gone, replaced by a deep, languid warmth.

The bed beside her was empty, still warm.

For one heart-stopping second, panic flared—had he left? Decided overnight that this had been a mistake? Driven off alone?

Then she heard the clatter of mugs from the kitchen area, the soft scrape of a chair. Phillip’s scent drifted to her, calmer now but still wrapped around everything in the little cottage. Their scents had mingled, she realized, not in the permanent, irrevocable way of a mark, but in the softer, subtler way that came from choosing each other over and over.

She sat up slowly, pulling the quilt around her shoulders like a cape, and padded toward the kitchenette.

Phillip stood at the counter, making tea, as if this were just any morning and not the morning after years of emotional repression and one very eventful heat. He was wearing sweats and a T-shirt, hair still damp from what must have been the fastest shower in recorded history.

He looked up when she approached. For a moment, they just… looked at each other.

“Hey,” he said softly.

“Hey,” she echoed.

“How do you feel?”

“Like I survived a war,” she said honestly. “But better than I did last night.”

“Good.” He slid a mug toward her. “Sit. Drink. Eat a biscuit. Doctor’s orders.”

“Are you a doctor now?” she asked, perching on a chair and wrapping her hands around the mug.

“I have a first-aid certificate and a deep-seated need to fuss over people I care about,” he said. “Close enough.”

“Ah, yes,” she said lightly, though her heart stuttered at people I care about. “Your Alpha nesting instinct manifested as making me tea.”

“You nested,” he pointed out. “You stole every blanket in the cottage and built yourself a fort around us at about two in the morning.”

She flushed. “Don’t talk about my nest. It’ll get ideas.”

He smiled into his tea.

After they’d both caffeinated and eaten something, reality began to creep back in. Eloise went to the tiny bathroom, stared at herself in the mirror—hair a disaster, neck dotted with faint bruises, eyes bright—and tried to assemble her thoughts into something coherent enough to handle a Bridgerton Christmas.

“So,” she said, emerging again. “Do we… tell them? Or do we pretend the cottage didn’t happen and hope none of my siblings smell the fact that I’m basically marinated in you?”

Phillip grimaced. “You know that’s not going to work.”

“I do,” she sighed. “Hyacinth has the nose of a bloodhound and the discretion of a gossip columnist.”

He ran a hand through his hair. “We don’t have to make any big announcements if you’re not ready. But I’m not going to pretend nothing happened. Not with you. Not with your family.”

“You say that like they’re interchangeable categories,” she said dryly, but warmth curled through her at the unspoken you are part of that family to me.

Outside, the world was transformed. The storm had passed, leaving behind a landscape smothered in snow, the sky a pale blue. The road, mercifully, had been partially cleared; a plow must have come through at some point while they slept.

Phillip called the number from the fridge again, spoke to a kind-sounding woman who told them not to be ridiculous and to drive safely, and then it was time to go.

Getting dressed without blushing every three seconds proved impossible. Every glance at him recalled a moment from the night before. Every brush of their hands sparked little memory-flares.

In the car, their scents were even more intense in the confined space. She caught him glancing at her more than once, something hungry and disbelieving in his eyes.

They drove in a quiet that wasn’t awkward so much as full.

“You’re thinking very loudly,” Phillip said after a while.

“I always do,” she said. “You just usually have the mercy not to comment.”

He smiled sideways at her. “What are you thinking, then?”

She hesitated. “About after,” she admitted. “After Christmas. After today. What this… is. How we make it real outside a snowstorm and a cottage.”

He was quiet for a moment. “We talk,” he said. “Properly. Without impending hypothermia or a hormonal coup. We take it one step at a time. We tell your family—or don’t—at a pace that feels okay to you. We don’t rush into marks or official paperwork because your mother is already planning grandchildren's names in her head.”

“She’s been doing that since I was twelve,” Eloise said. “It’s not about you.”

“Comforting,” he murmured.

“But,” she added, “if you’re in, I’m in. I don’t want to pretend this was some weird snowbound blip. I want… you. In my life. Like this. Properly.”

His hands tightened on the wheel, but his voice was very steady when he said, “I am very much in, Eloise. I don’t think I remember how to be out.”

Heat—not the hormonal kind—flushed through her.

“Good,” she said softly.

The Bridgerton country house was a riot of green and gold when they pulled up: wreaths on the doors, fairy lights in the windows, the unmistakable chaos of a family who approached holidays like competitive sports.

As soon as they stepped inside, warmth and noise and Bridgerton descended on them.

“Finally!” Colin exclaimed, sweeping across the hall like a storm of his own to wrap Eloise in a hug. “We thought you’d died in a ditch.”

“Nearly did,” she grunted into his shoulder. “Your country is nonsense.”

Penelope appeared at Colin’s shoulder, cheeks pink from the heat and the cold, a sprig of tinsel tangled in her hair. “I told them you’d be fine,” she said, eyes flicking over Eloise in a quick, assessing sweep before she gave her a tight hug. Her Omega instincts kicked in as she leaned closer, nose wrinkling slightly. “Although… oh.”

Her gaze slid from Eloise to Phillip, then back again, and her eyes went wide, a slow grin blooming. “Oh.”

Colin released Eloise and clapped Phillip on the back, then froze as well, nose wrinkling. His eyes flicked from Phillip to Eloise, then back again. “Oh,” he said slowly, looking at Penelope. “Oh.”

Oh, no, Eloise thought.

“Don’t say it,” she warned.

He grinned, delight slicing through his shock. “You reek of each other,” he said cheerfully, minding his volume not at all. “Mum! Hyacinth! Gregory! Guys! They did it!”

“You traitor,” Phillip muttered under his breath.

The hall swarmed with Bridgertons, as it always did. Violet appeared from the sitting room, hands still dusted with flour. Daphne followed, with Simon at her shoulder. Benedict and Sophie turned up from somewhere, Sophie with a dish towel thrown over one shoulder and flour on her nose, Benedict with a sprig of holly stuck in his hair like it had lost a fight with him. Francesca and Michaela emerged from the library doorway, Francesca calm, Michaela grinning like a cat who’d found cream and gossip, and Kate arrived alongside Anthony from the back corridor, still in an apron over her dress, sleeves rolled up like she’d been bullying the kitchen into letting her help.

Hyacinth skidded to a halt halfway down the stairs, eyes going gleefully wide.

“Oh my God,” Hyacinth breathed, inhaling dramatically. “Pay up, everyone.”

“What?” Eloise demanded.

Hyacinth pointed accusingly at her. “Two years ago, at Christmas, we started a betting pool on when you and Phillip would finally stop being oblivious disasters and get together. I said it would happen in some kind of crisis scenario that forced you to confront your feelings. Like, say, a snowstorm.”

“You did what?” Eloise yelped.

“Honestly, it was inevitable,” Michaela said, leaning casually against the banister, Scottish lilt warm and amused. “I’m just offended that I wasn't invited to the planning meeting. I could’ve set better odds.”

“Michaela,” Francesca murmured, but she was smiling, quiet eyes soft as they flicked between Phillip and Eloise.

“I mean it kindly,” Michaela added, hand over her heart. “Very romantic. Very ‘forced proximity fanfiction.’ Proud of you both.”

Violet made a scandalized noise. “Hyacinth!”

“What?” Hyacinth said, utterly unrepentant. “Have you met them? It was inevitable. I merely profited from being correct.”

Gregory sighed dramatically. “I thought it would be at my graduation. You know, heightened emotions, sentimentality. I’m wounded.”

Anthony, ever the eldest, pinched the bridge of his nose. “We are not running a book on our sister’s romantic life.”

“Too late,” Benedict said. “Pot’s at forty quid. Hyacinth, I believe I owe you a fiver.”

Sophie elbowed him lightly. “You are a terrible influence,” she murmured, though there was laughter in her voice. She stepped forward and kissed Eloise’s cheek, then Phillip’s. “I’m happy for you both,” she said warmly. “Truly.”

Hyacinth beamed and held out a hand. “Everyone pay up, please. I have Christmas presents to fund.”

Kate folded her arms, dark eyes dancing. “I told Anthony I’d put my money on ‘some ridiculous crisis.’” She looked pointedly at Eloise. “You never do anything the simple way, do you, Eloise?”

“It’s called personality,” Eloise said stiffly. “Some of us have it.”

Anthony looked torn between exasperation and reluctant amusement. “For the record,” he said dryly, “I refused to participate.”

“That’s because you lost the last family betting pool,” Kate reminded him sweetly. “Something about Colin and Penelope ‘not happening this decade.’”

Colin spluttered. “We were subtle!”

“Darling, no,” Penelope said gently, patting his arm. Then she caught Eloise’s gaze, her eyes suddenly soft and shining. She stepped in and hugged her tightly again, nose brushing Eloise’s hair, inhaling once more. “You smell… happy,” she whispered. “And like him. I’m so glad.”

Eloise’s throat tightened. “Don’t be nice to me, I’ll cry,” she muttered.

“You can cry later,” Penelope said. “Right now I need more information. Was it the snow? Was there a tragic fall? Did someone say ‘there’s only one bed’?”

“There was only one bed,” Eloise said, deeply aggrieved.

“Of course there was,” Michaela said. “The narrative demands sacrifices.”

Phillip, to his credit, did not flee. He stood beside Eloise, shoulders squared, expression a little sheepish but resolute. His hand brushed hers, the slightest touch, grounding.

Violet’s eyes, Eloise noticed, were bright and suspiciously shiny. She came forward slowly, looking between them.

“Eloise?” she asked softly.

Eloise took a breath.

“Yes,” she said. “Phillip and I… are together. Properly. As in, not just friends. As in, we—” She stopped before she could say got snowed in and I went into heat and— “—had some time to talk. And we decided to be idiots slightly less.”

Phillip added, steady and earnest, “I love your daughter, Mrs. Bridgerton. I have for a long time. We weren’t planning on… accelerating things quite so dramatically, but I won’t pretend I’m anything less than very, very happy.”

Violet’s face crumpled into a smile. “Oh, my dears.” She pulled Eloise into one arm, Phillip into the other, hugging them both at once. “You think I didn’t know? A mother always knows.”

“You ran a betting pool,” Eloise muttered into her shoulder.

“I did no such thing,” Violet said. “Your siblings, however, are monsters.”

“Love you too, Mum,” Benedict said dryly.

Kate stepped closer to Phillip as Violet released them. “If you hurt her,” she said pleasantly, smile razor-sharp, “I will ensure your life becomes a series of unfortunate events.”

“Kate,” Eloise groaned.

Phillip met Kate’s gaze, not flinching. “If I hurt her, I’ll enlist you to help me punish myself,” he said calmly. “No one would do it better.”

Kate’s eyes softened, approval flickering there. “Good answer,” she said.

Hyacinth fluttered to their side, eyes sparkling with mischief and something softer. “So,” she said, “does this mean I get to be a bridesmaid again in, like, two years? Three? Do I get to give a speech this time? I’ve been drafting material for ages.”

“Hyacinth,” Eloise groaned.

Daphne raised her hand. “If we’re handing out speech duties, I’d like to volunteer,” she said. “Someone has to mention the years of pining. It’s a public service.”

Phillip laughed, tension finally bleeding from his shoulders before he turned towards Hyacinth. “One crisis at a time, Hyacinth,” he said. “We only just got out of the snow.”

Hyacinth sniffed Eloise again, theatrical. “You smell happy,” she said, with unexpected sincerity. “Gross, but also… good.”

Eloise’s throat tightened. “Don’t be nice to me, I’m fragile.”

Hyacinth rolled her eyes and then hugged her hard.

Colin slung an arm around Phillip’s shoulders, hugging him in that vaguely violent way men sometimes did. “If you hurt her,” he said lightly, but with an edge of real warning, “I will throw your body into the nearest bog.”

“Get in line,” Kate murmured.

“I’ve already claimed Scotland,” Michaela added cheerfully. “We’ve got plenty of dramatic cliffs.”

“If I hurt her, I’ll throw myself in first,” Phillip said, no joke in it at all, “And make sure to drag you and Mich in with me.” He added, face splitting into a big grin as he poked Colin.

Colin’s expression, which had softened, quickly turned into laughter and Michaela let out the biggest scoff before laughing herself.

Sophie reached for Eloise’s hand, giving it a squeeze. “Welcome properly to the club,” she said quietly. “The ‘fell in love with a complete idiot and now we’re stuck with them’ society.”

Penelope snorted, leaning into Colin’s side. “I think we’re at capacity.”

The chaos eventually swept them toward the sitting room, where a tree glittered in the corner and someone had put on terrible Christmas music. Eloise found herself on the sofa with a mug of hot chocolate, Phillip pressed against her side, his arm along the back of the cushions in a way that made it very clear they were no longer pretending not to orbit each other. Penelope perched on the arm of the sofa near Eloise’s shoulder, Kate and Anthony claimed an armchair, Francesca and Michaela tucked themselves into the corner of another, Benedict and Sophie sharing a footstool like a pair of overgrown children.

Their scents wrapped around them, their bodies falling into the easy, unconscious closeness of people who had finally stopped fighting their own gravity.

“So,” she said quietly, so only Phillip could hear. “No backsies?”

He tilted his head to look at her, eyes warm. “No backsies,” he agreed. “You’re stuck with me.”

“Good,” she said, and leaned in to nuzzle his jaw, just enough to make his Alpha sigh in contentment.

Penelope made a soft little noise, hand pressed dramatically to her chest. “I’m so proud of you,” she whispered. “Look at you. Feelings. Growth.”

“Shut up,” Eloise muttered, but she was smiling.

Outside, the snow lay in thick, soft drifts, clean and bright beneath the pale sun.

Inside, with the fire crackling and her family bickering and Phillip’s hand resting lightly on her thigh, Eloise felt something she hadn’t realized she’d been missing until now.

Settled. Wanted. Chosen.

Later, when the house was quieter and most of the family had drifted off to bed or to their own corners, she and Phillip slipped out into the back garden. The snow was untouched here, the air crisp and sharp.

Fairy lights wound through the trees, casting a soft glow.

They stood side by side for a moment, breath clouding in the air.

“Do you regret it?” he asked suddenly, voice low. “The way it happened?”

She thought of the panic, the heat, the way her body had dragged them to the edge of something terrifying—and the way he’d been there, a steady presence in the storm.

“No,” she said slowly. “Not the way it happened. I wish I’d said something before it took a hormonal uprising to make me. But… I’m glad it was you. I’m glad it was us.”

He exhaled, shoulders relaxing.

“And you?” she asked. “Any noble self-sacrificing guilt brewing in there I need to kick out of you?”

He smiled, small and wry. “Only the usual. But I’m working on it. You help.”

“I am very good at bullying people out of their worst impulses,” she said.

“I’ve noticed,” he murmured.

They fell quiet again, the silence between them comfortable.

“About marks,” he said after a moment. “When you’re not fresh off a heat, and we’ve talked more, and you’ve had time to decide if you truly want a ridiculous, stubborn Alpha attached to you legally and chemically… I would like to revisit that conversation. Someday.”

Her heart gave a happy little lurch.

“Someday,” she agreed. “When we choose it. Not because a snowstorm caught us off guard.”

He turned to her then, eyes soft and sure. “I choose you,” he said. “Snowstorm or not.”

She smiled, feeling it all the way through her. “I choose you too,” she said. “Even when you tell me to take my boots off.”

He laughed, and then he kissed her, slow and sweet and utterly unhurried, no heat-driven urgency now, just two people standing in the cold with all the time in the world.

Inside, someone put on a louder song. Eloise could faintly hear Hyacinth shouting at Gregory, Colin arguing with Anthony about mulled wine, Penelope and Kate plotting something in the kitchen, Violet telling them all to hush, Benedict and Sophie bickering over tree ornaments, Francesca and Michaela laughing over some private joke.

Out here, it was just them. Friends who had finally stepped over a line that had been there for years. An Alpha and an Omega who had chosen each other, not out of obligation or biology, but because, somewhere along the way, they had become each other’s favorite person.

Eloise tugged Phillip’s scarf down and pressed her nose against his neck, inhaling deep.

They smelled like each other now.

Not claimed. Not bound.

Not yet.

But getting there.

And for the first time in a very long time, Eloise Bridgerton was in no hurry to run away.