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Hanahaki, the disease that make flowers grow in the lung of who can't confess or repress your feelings, how ironic to someone named "Flower" right? Started with one or two petals going out of my mouth, now they're in a good part of the lump and everywhere, the bedroom have one flower covered of blood on top of each furniture, it's a hell breath with then, I could tell my feelings to kafu, but is it worth? I fell so stupid for can't tell her, no, of not being able, i get afraid of rejection, that's why i tell nothing, I should be like Fukase sometimes, tell what feel without fear, when the hanahaki started manifest on him on the other day he was already telling Len that he loves him and now they're together, that one of the things I like on my unbearable little brother, well opposite him, I don't even show my feelings, in this stage, will not make difference if i tell and be rejected or stay until be completely consumed by the flowers, the destiny will be the same, make de surgery will be só expensive and i don't want forgot her and our friendship moments we have, he probably will force me tell what i feel when see how much deplorable i look,.i wanted this was easy, you know? Obviously you don't know, you are just a lot of paper that i use to deposit my tears, anyways, I genuinely wanted tell my feelings, but when i saw her with her group, i see I not have any chance, her personality chance completely between her interactions with then and me, she look more happy with then, wanting or not, it's idiot i cry about that, even in this moment, is that for today diary.