Chapter Text
Everyday was a hassle for Ena.
She’s miserable.
Alone.
And in pain.
It’s all her fault though, she pushed away the people who care, the people who wanted to help, and the ones who thought she had a life worth living.
She sliced her wrist and blood spilled from the wound like a carbonated drink that exploded almost.
Ena stared at the bloody mess on her floor. She sobbed so hard she puked on top of the blood.
Disgusting.
She’s nasty and vile. She should’ve just killed herself, but she was too busy crying.
She left her room and quickly grabbed some cleaning supplies from the bathroom. She half-assed her cleaning. She didn’t care. Not like she’d be here much longer anyways.
Ena grabbed the razor once more…
“This time I’ll do it…” she muttered.
She held it to her throat..
“I’ll be dead before I even know it.”
Then Akito knocked on the door. It made Ena lower the blade.
“What do you need Akito?” she asked hoping that he’d go away quickly.
Instead of doing that Akito walked in the room and handed Ena a package.
“It’s from Mafuyu.” Akito blandly said before he left.
‘From: Asahina Mafuyu’
‘To: Shinonome Ena’
This had to be a joke right?
She’s barely spoke with Mafuyu. Not after the incident…
Right… the incident…
A few months ago Ena was really going through it.
She went crazy and started to lash out at Kanade which lead to arguments with Mizuki and Mafuyu which lead to her relapsing out of frustration and the others usually following suit.
She’s toxic and a piece of shit.
When Mafuyu came over he tried to get her to take her meds; however, it made things terrible.
Ena began to hit and scratch at Mafuyu. The commotion caught Akito’s attention. It made him have to hold down Ena as Mafuyu forced the pills in her mouth and cover it.
“I FUCKING HATE YOU GET AWAY FROM ME!” she screamed and sobbed as she went on a rant…
“Just go away and fucking die! I’ll kill myself! I’ll fucking kill myself! I’ll celebrate when you guys fucking die. You make me beyond mad. Beyond suicidal. Why didn’t I just do it before?!”
The two boys were clearly upset, but they knew better than to argue with her on it. She’d only get worse and say more disgusting and vile things to them.
After that Mafuyu had left. Ena was alone. She hated being alone…
Then her phone started going off.
Amia: ‘are u srs Enanan?’
Amia: ‘do u know how bad ur words hurt?’
Amia: ‘u wanna kys and want ur brother and bf dead?’
Amia: ‘I can’t believe u would say that.’
Amia: ‘ik ur struggling, but rlly? that shit isn’t ok…’
Ena closed her DMs with Mizuki. She was panicking and felt terrible as the realization kicked in.
She knew Kanade knew as well now. The three were in a group call. She’s fucked.
Instead of answering anyone, she just ignored them and isolated herself. She didn’t even talk to Akito or their parents much anymore…
Ena’s all alone.
Everyday was a hassle for Ena.