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The first winter Coriolanus Snow spent in District 12 arrived without ceremony.
It came in the night, slipping through the seams of the little house at the edge of the Seam, frosting the windowpanes and turning the coal dust outside into something pale and unfamiliar. Coriolanus woke to the quiet weight of it—no trams, no Academy bells, no Capitol hum. Just cold, pressing in from every side, a reminder that he had chosen this.
He would have to leave soon, head back to the Peacekeeping Base he was supposed to call home after his blissful day off. As Coriolanus was now a newly anointed officer, General Hoff and his goons barely noticed his comings and goings. They generally turned a blind eye whenever it was obvious that a soldier was seeing a district girl. The Capitol needed more workers, even if the soldier couldn’t be a father.
He lay still for a long moment, listening to the soft creak of the house settling and the distant sound of wind moving through bare branches. His breath fogged faintly in the air. The blanket Lucy Gray had given him—patched, thin, but clean—did little against the chill.
It had been cold in the penthouse, but the Snow family escaped elsewhere for the frequent Winter solstice events. Everywhere else in the Capitol, winter had been a spectacle. Controlled temperatures, heated floors, fashion that turned cold into an accessory. Here, winter was a challenge. It asked what you had prepared and punished what you hadn’t.
Coriolanus swung his legs over the side of the bed and winced as his feet met the floor. Even as he pulled his boots over his thin, Capitol issued socks. The relentless District cold bit through the soles of his boots, sharp and unapologetic. He dressed quickly, layers scavenged and mended, each piece a quiet concession to a life he was still learning how to inhabit.
He thought of the night before, one of the few evenings he got alone with his songbird. Maude Ivory usually insisted on following them, but that night Barb Azure had forced the little girl to accompany her to some party at her girl’s home. Tam Amber and CC made themselves scarce, so they were well and truly alone.
Lucy Gray fed the stove until the fire caught properly, the flames licking up and casting long shadows across the room. Outside, the wind worried at the trees.
“That storm’s building up,” she commented.
“Seems like it.” Coriolanus sat on the floor with his back against the hearth, knees drawn up, hands tucked uselessly beneath his arms as he watched her. He tried not to show how the chill got to him. Pride was a hard habit to break.
Lucy Gray noticed anyway.
She crossed the room without comment and dropped down beside him, his mother’s shawl spreading like a wing as she leaned into his side. Her warmth was immediate, undeniable.
“You’re freezing,” she said.
“I’m fine,” he replied, too quickly.
She hummed, unconvinced, and shifted closer until his shoulder brushed hers fully. The fire crackled, sparks snapping upward. For a while, neither of them spoke.
He learned quickly into this relationship that the Covey were never idle. Even on her days off with him, she was always working. Hemming one of Maude Ivory’s skirts, working on a new song, or most often, crocheting a piece of clothing for herself or for another covey member.
Accordingly, it wasn’t a surprise when her fingers soon drifted to her yarn basket. As she lay against his shoulder, Lucy Gray worked her crochet hook with practiced ease, yarn slipping through her fingers in steady rhythm.
Coriolanus watched the motion, strangely soothed by it. In the Capitol, hands were adorned, manicured, meant to be admired. Here, hers were meant to do things. Make things. Keep people alive.
“What is it?” he asked eventually.
She glanced at him sideways. “It’s a surprise.”
“I don’t like surprises.”
“I know,” she said, smiling. “But you’ll like this one.”
He scoffed softly but didn’t push. Instead, he focused on the fire, on the heat seeping through his layers. The room smelled faintly of smoke and wool and something sweet he couldn’t place.
“Tomorrow’ll be snow,” Lucy Gray said. “You can feel it in your bones.”
“I don’t think my bones know what snow feels like,” he said.
She laughed quietly. “Ironic, baby, since it’s your name. But oh well, they’re about to learn.”
Silence settled again, comfortable this time. The wind outside picked up, rattling the windowpanes. Without thinking too hard about it, Coriolanus shifted, his arm brushing against hers. She didn’t pull away. Instead, she leaned fully into him, head resting against his shoulder.
He lifted his arm and let it rest around her. She fit there easily, as if they were puzzle pieces made for each other. It used to frighten him, how easily she became his entire world. These days, it was just a relief as he navigated the unfamiliar territory.
They sat like that, sharing heat, the firelight painting her hair gold and red. Lucy Gray’s stitches continued, steady and sure.
“You ever miss it?” she asked softly.
“The Capitol?” he said.
She nodded, eyes still on her work.
He considered the question. The Capitol had been loud, bright, relentless. Full of opportunity, but it wasn’t fair, considering how far out of reach that opportunity was. Here, there was cold, and hunger, a kind of honesty that left him nowhere to hide, but a comforting simplicity, too.
“Yes,” he said finally. “And no.”
She smiled at that, like it was the right answer. “That’s how you know you’re really somewhere new.”
He tightened his arm around her just a fraction. She sighed, content, and for a moment the world felt small enough to hold.
When the fire burned low, Lucy Gray set her work aside and tucked the yarn away. She stayed where she was, though, neither of them eager to break the fragile warmth they’d made together.
“Coriolanus?” she said quietly.
“Yes?”
“I’m glad you stayed.”
The words landed softly but carried weight. He looked down at her, at the trust in her eyes, and felt something inside him settle—something he hadn’t realized had been restless.
“So am I,” he said.
The warmth of the memory gave him the strength to think about the cold journey back to the base. When he stepped into the main room, Lucy Gray was already awake.
She sat at the small table near the stove, wrapped in her shawl, a cup of something steaming cradled in her hands. The fire had been coaxed back into life after being snuffed out by the night’s storm, just enough to take the edge off the room. Her hair was braided loosely over one shoulder, but he could tell she hadn’t brushed it by the curly strands escaping to catch the light.
“Mornin’, gorgeous.” she said, smiling. “They’re all out doin’ the morning chores.”
He blushed less at the nickname now. “Morning,” he said, and he didn’t hesitate before he leaned down to kiss her good morning. He resisted the urge to nuzzle her cheek and inhale deeply like he wanted.
The weeks were long without the whiffs of her homemade perfume made of flowers and whatever else she used. Her scent was like a drug to him on the base. Once, Beanpole spotted him running his thumb over a hair ribbon she’d given him as a token, and his friends teased him for weeks. Imagine what it would be like if they knew how done for he really was?
Her doe eyes watched him quietly as he pulled back to pour himself a cup of whatever tea she brewed this morning. His bird noticed everything, much to his dismay. Surely she would see the way his shoulders hunched despite his effort at composure. Her eyes softened, just a little when he ran his thumb over her beauty mark.
“It’s a real one today,” she said. “First snow stuck.”
He crossed to the window and looked out. The world beyond the glass was transformed—coal-dark ground buried under white, the trees etched in frost, the air sharp and clean. District 12 looked smaller somehow, quieter, as if holding its breath.
“It’s… different,” he said.
“That’s one word for it.” She stood and moved toward him, setting her cup aside. “You’ll get used to it,” she said, wrapping her thin arms around him in a tight hug.
He wasn’t sure whether the statement was comfort or a warning.
They shared a simple breakfast, mostly in silence. Coriolanus found himself conserving movement, as if even gestures cost heat. Lucy Gray noticed everything. She always did.
When he stood to leave after a few goodbye kisses, she reached into the small basket by the stove.
“Wait,” she said.
He turned, confused, as she pulled out a bundle of soft, uneven fabric. It was wrapped in brown paper and tied with a bit of twine. She held it out to him, suddenly shy in a way he rarely saw.
“Well,” she said. “I made you something.”
Coriolanus stared at the bundle. Gifts were complicated things, loaded with expectation and debt. In the Capitol, they were performances. Here, he wasn’t sure of the rules.
“You didn’t have to,” he said automatically.
“I wanted to.” She smiled, then added, “Go on. Open it.”
He untied the twine carefully, peeling back the paper. Inside was a pair of mittens.
They were thick, crocheted from mismatched yarn—shades of gray and blue and a surprising thread of red woven through one cuff.
Coriolanus understood the weight of the mittens in a way no Capitol born could have.
Yarn in District 12 was not decoration; it was security. Lucy Gray had told him once, casually, that every skein in her basket had a purpose already assigned—scarves for the littlest Covey children, repairs for threadbare sleeves, trade goods when food ran thin. She never made anything without knowing exactly who it was for. Nothing was wasted, and nothing was given lightly.
He turned the mittens over in his hands and recognized the colors immediately. The gray had once belonged to Maude Ivory’s shawl, unraveled and saved when the covey baby’s shoulders grew too big. The blue came from a half-finished sock Lucy Gray had abandoned months ago, set aside for “someday.” Even the thread of red—bright and almost defiant—was familiar. He had seen her hesitate over it before, fingers lingering like she was weighing the cost.
She had chosen to spend it on him.
The realization struck deeper than the cold ever had. Lucy Gray hadn’t made him something pretty or symbolic; she had given him resources. Warmth. Time. A portion of her careful planning for survival. In the Covey, those choices were reserved for family—the kind you trusted to stay, to share winters and losses and the long stretch of living in between.
Coriolanus swallowed as he searched for something to say, his throat tightening. For all his life, belonging had been conditional, measured by usefulness or name or status. This was different. This was quiet and unquestioning. Lucy Gray had looked at him and decided he was worth preparing for—not as a guest, not as a curiosity from the Capitol, but as someone whose hands would need warming beside theirs for many winters to come.
Family, he realized, wasn’t declared. It was stitched, slowly and deliberately, into something meant to last.
“I know they’re not the type you’re probably used to,” Lucy Gray said lightly, taking his silence as indifference. “But they’re warm, sugar, I promise. I tested them myself.”
The mittens warmed his hands already, as if it had been holding her heat. The idea that she had spent hours on this—counting stitches, working by firelight, thinking of him—settled in his chest with unfamiliar weight.
“They’re…” He stopped, searching for a word that felt adequate. “They’re perfect.”
She laughed, relief brightening her face. “Try them on, then.”
He slid his hands into the mittens. They fit surprisingly well, snug without constricting, the yarn soft against his skin. The cold he’d been carrying since morning receded, chased away by something warmer than wool.
Lucy Gray watched him, pleased. “See? Told you.”
He flexed his fingers, marveling at the sensation. “You made these,” he said again, as if repeating it might make it more real.
“Crocheted them myself,” she said. “Taught by a woman in the Covey who said if you can keep a rhythm, you can keep a stitch. Figured you could use them, what with this being your first winter here.”
First winter here.
The words lingered between them, heavy with implication. Staying hadn’t been a single moment so much as a series of small decisions—missed trains, letters unsent, roots slowly, stubbornly taking hold. Still, hearing it spoken aloud made it feel solid.
“Thank you,” he said quietly.
She waved it off, but her eyes stayed on his face. “You chose to stay,” she said. “Seemed right you’d have something to help you through it.”
He didn’t trust himself to answer, so he did the only thing that felt honest. He reached out and took her hand.
Her fingers were cold, callused, real. He lifted her delicate hand and pressed a soft kiss to her knuckles.
Outside, the wind swept over the snow, but inside the little house, Coriolanus Snow felt, for the first time since leaving the Capitol, that winter might be something he could endure.
Because someone had seen the cold coming.
And she had chosen to prepare for him.