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Derapchu is on the bathroom floor with his body all cut up by his own hands. Punishing him self for being useless and dumb. Remembering what pentar said he cuts himself up even more. " GOD YOUR SO USELESS!" Pentar screams " WHY ARE YOU STILL ALIVE YOU SHOULD JUST DIE!" derapchu thinks that pentar right painfully drags himself to the bathtub and turns on the water, planing to drown himself in the tub. Once it's full he crawl into the tub fully submerged, laid down in the water waiting for death to take him, slowly black dots cloud his vision the last thing he sees is clown coming in and everything fades to black
Clown is downstairs organizing his chest he started to get a bit tired, he yawns and realizes that derapchu has been in the bathroom for a long time so the decides to check on him as the most awesome brother he is. He makes way upstairs and hears a splash he quickens his pace with worry, getting to the bathroom he opens the door to see derapchu all cut up and drowning in the tub, he runs over and pulls derapchu out of the tub and clown was quick to start doing cpr, derapchu finally cough out the water in his lungs, clown watches as derapchu looks up at clown but he slowly closes his eyes again passing out from blood loss, clown stares at him with a very worried He quickly grabs a towel and bandages, he takes off derapchu wet clothes and dry him off to bandage up derapchu's cuts all over his body he wraps up derapchu with a different towel that isn't covered in blood and picks his little brother up to take him to his room and lays him down on the bed, while he goes to grab clothes for derapchu he hears derapchu waking up and he runs over to him with some clothes, derapchu tries sitting up but clown pushes him back down, clown looks at him with tears rolling down his face, asking derapchu. " why... why would you try to kill yourself." Derapchu looks up at clown with tears in eyes, he opens his mouth to say something but closes it and just turns his face away from clown gaze. Clown just sigh's wiping away his tears says. " you don't have to tell me now just know that I'm not going anywhere, I'm here for you." He hugs derapchu after a small moment of silence and puts derapchu in his clothes and gets up to leave the room but than derapchu calls out for him. " Clown wait i-i'll tell you what happened." and so he did tell clown everything and he was l livid about what pentar said to him he takes out his communicator, derapchu says not to do anything Jurassic but clown didn't care, that dick hurt him and caused this to happen and he won't get away with it; he sends a message through the chat saying. " Pentar count your fucking days, I swear I will gut you like a fish for what you did. " Everyone started questioning why clown sent that to pentar but clown didn't care to answer their questions right now he just cares about his brother and taking care of him.