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Eren Mikasa
I’ve finally made it to the outside world
Everything has a finer quality here
The grass is greener, the skies are clearer, and the air is sweeter
I’ve come across flora and fauna that continue to baffle me
Sometimes, I don’t want to sleep, terrified that when I wake,
The titans will return, along with the nightmares
The world beyond the walls is an open cage
Yet I still can’t take off like a bird
Many lives were sacrificed to get this far
And though we’ve made it, the struggles persist
Countless citizens have succumbed to strange new sickness'
Disease has ravaged the land
Sasha has fallen gravely ill
Connie stays by her side, coaxing her to eat
I don’t have the heart to tell him that his dear friend will not make it
Submerged in shock are humanity’s brain and brawn
Hanji’s eyes have lost the glittering genius they once held
Wasting her days gazing at the oceans I’ve told you two about
Levi built himself a cottage overlooking a meadow
He can be found in the fields, immersed in pain
And I ask myself
Was it worth it?
Cruelty, sacrifice, betrayal and other irreconcilable crimes against humanity
We’re not good people anymore
I think this is what my parents imagined when they wanted to flee
The burning water, lands of ice, plains of sand
Just two lovers exploring a world so beautiful and free
And I tell myself
It was worth it
To live a life no longer stained with corruption and gore
A world where people can flourish and worry no more
A world where knowledge can go beyond a page
A world of children who will never have to see
Fellow comrades dying, screaming
Please save me
A world where the titans can’t hurt us anymore
A world that will never know of their life before
The one ruined by titans and wars galore
But I refuse to forget and in this world
I will write of mankind’s perils that allowed them to finally see the shore
As a retired soldier, I have no intention of using weapons anymore
But there’s an old saying that the quill is mightier than the sword
Life may not be perfect, but I will never forget
I'ts better here than it was in those hellholes called walls
Sometimes I perch on the steps of a dock near the sea
And I wish the two of you were here to see this with me
I wish for the times when we were a group of three
Little kids, before the first wall fell, chatting innocently
Eren you lied to me, telling me you couldn’t die
And you Mikasa, you left before I could say goodbye
But had the two of you never made the sacrifices you did that day
I would have never lived to see this day
Your friend till the end,
--- Armin Arlert
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