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The Shape Of What Reminds Me

Summary:

Someone requested a captive Harry fic so I got creative :)

Note: It has come to my attention that people don’t realize what fiction is or that there are people who want to make requests of an author. This story is purely fiction and was requested by a reditor.

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Harry wakes to the sound of breathing that is not his own.

 

It is slow. Measured. Close enough that each exhale disturbs the hair at his temple.

 

For a terrible, suspended moment, he thinks he has died and this is what death sounds like—someone waiting patiently beside him, counting.

 

Then memory crashes in.

 

The battle. The spell that knocked him from his feet. Hands like iron closing around his wrists. The cold certainty of a voice saying don’t damage him.

 

Harry opens his eyes.

 

The world is dim, lit by a low, greenish glow that seems to come from nowhere and everywhere at once. Stone curves overhead, smooth and ancient, pressing in like the inside of a throat. He is not bound, he realizes distantly, but he is not free either—something heavier than rope pins him in place.

 

An arm lies across his waist.

 

Not restraining. Not gentle.

 

Claiming.

 

Harry does not move. He does not breathe any louder than he must.

 

Behind him, coiled across the stone like a living shadow, is a serpent so large it defies reason. Its scales are dark, matte green, ridged and scarred. One unblinking eye watches him with ancient interest. Its body is warm where it presses against Harry’s legs, solid and inescapable.

 

Nagini.

 

And behind Harry—so close that the fabric of Harry’s robes brushes against black wool—is Voldemort.

 

Not standing.

 

Reclining.

 

As though Harry has always belonged here.

 

“You are awake,” Voldemort says softly, the words more observation than greeting.

 

Harry swallows. His throat feels raw, scraped hollow by fear and dust and screaming spells. “Let me go.”

 

A pause. Then a quiet sound that might almost be amusement.

 

“No,” Voldemort replies. “That would defeat the purpose.”

 

Harry turns his head just enough to see him.

 

Voldemort’s face is pale in the dim light, eyes like polished garnets fixed not on Harry’s face, but on the hollow of his throat. One long-fingered hand is curled loosely in the fabric at Harry’s side, as if anchoring him to the world.

 

“You’re hurting people,” Harry says hoarsely. “You don’t need me for that.”

 

Voldemort’s fingers tighten—not painfully, but decisively.

 

“On the contrary,” he says. “I need you for nothing else.”

 

The words settle like ash.

 

Harry laughs, sharp and brittle. “You expect me to believe that?”

 

“I expect you,” Voldemort says, “to listen.”

 

Nagini shifts, her coils tightening just slightly. Harry becomes acutely aware of how small he is, how easily crushed. The Dark Lord leans closer, his breath cool against Harry’s ear.

 

“You have wondered, haven’t you,” Voldemort murmurs, “why you persist.”

 

Harry goes still.

 

“Why you survive what should kill you. Why you slip through my fingers every time I close my hand. Why the Killing Curse has failed you.”

 

Harry’s heart hammers.

 

“You feel it,” Voldemort continues. “The wrongness. The echo. The sense that part of you does not quite belong to you.”

 

“No,” Harry says automatically.

 

Voldemort hums, unconvinced.

 

“I felt it the moment I touched you,” he says. “The night you were brought to me, screaming and burning and unfinished.” His grip tightens again. “I felt myself looking back at me.”

 

Silence stretches. Thick. Suffocating.

 

“You are not merely my enemy,” Voldemort says at last. “You are my work.”

 

Harry’s chest aches. “I’m not—”

 

“You are,” Voldemort interrupts, and for the first time there is steel in his voice. “You are the vessel that endured when others shattered. The fragment that learned how to breathe.”

 

Harry squeezes his eyes shut.

 

“I should have destroyed you,” Voldemort says thoughtfully. “The moment I understood.”

 

Harry flinches despite himself.

 

“But I did not.”

 

The arm around Harry shifts, drawing him closer, aligning their spines. Harry can feel the steady, unnatural calm of Voldemort’s pulse.

 

“Because destroying you,” Voldemort says, “would be an act of self-mutilation.”

 

Harry’s breath stutters.

 

“You are bound to me,” Voldemort continues. “Not by spell or oath or blood. By essence. By consequence.”

 

Harry turns his face just enough that Voldemort’s cheek brushes his hair.

 

“I do not share what is mine,” Voldemort says quietly.

 

Nagini’s tongue flicks.

 

Harry feels it then—not magic exactly, but recognition. A pressure behind his eyes, a resonance in his bones. Something ancient and wrong humming in response to the presence behind him.

 

He hates it.

 

He hates that his body does not recoil. That the fear is tangled with something colder and deeper—a sense of being seen down to the marrow.

 

“What do you want from me?” Harry whispers.

 

Voldemort considers.

 

“To keep you,” he says simply. “Alive. Intact. Close.”

 

“For what?”

 

“For when the war ends,” Voldemort replies. “And I decide what to do with the part of myself that learned how to love the light.”

 

Harry laughs again, but this time it breaks halfway through.

 

“You can’t,” he says. “I’ll fight you. Every second.”

 

Voldemort’s fingers lift, brushing—briefly, almost curiously—against the scar on Harry’s forehead.

 

“I know,” he says. “That is what makes you useful.”

 

The serpent shifts again, settling.

 

The stone hums with old magic.

 

And Harry understands, with a clarity that makes his vision blur, that escape is no longer a matter of distance or doors or wands.

 

It is a matter of severing something that should never have existed.

 

Behind him, Voldemort closes his eyes—not in sleep, but in satisfaction.

 

And holds on.