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Behind Those Blues

Summary:

Gojo Satoru is loved completely.
He’s just afraid that love comes with a cost.

When Suguru discovers a private list meant to make Gojo “easier,” he doesn’t try to fix him. He learns how to love without rescuing, how to stay without taking over.

A quiet, intimate story about blindness, autonomy, and choosing each other again.

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Morning arrives quietly in their apartment.

Not with an alarm or urgency, but with warmth. Light filters through the thin curtains in the living room, pale and honeyed, slipping across the hardwood floor and settling where dust motes drift lazily in the air. The city outside is awake, but here it feels buffered, softened, like the world knows better than to rush them.

Gojo Satoru is already awake.

He sits curled into the corner of the couch, one bare foot tucked beneath his thigh, the other resting against the warm flank of his service dog. Shoko lies stretched along his legs, her weight solid and familiar, her breathing slow and even. One ear flicks when the kettle clicks on in the kitchen.

Gojo’s fingers are buried in her fur, moving absentmindedly. He does not need to look to know where she is. He never does.

His eyes are open, pale blue and unfocused, catching light more than detail. They always look a little brighter in the mornings, almost washed out by the sun. When he is relaxed like this, when there is no reason to be careful or alert, his right eye drifts slightly, lazy and unbothered. He does not notice. He never does.

Instead, he listens.

The hum comes first. Low and melodic. Suguru, moving through the kitchen, brushing past counters, opening drawers. He hums when he thinks no one is paying attention. It is something soft today, tuneless but content, the kind of sound that only happens when he is thinking about nothing at all.

Gojo smiles.

He shifts, stretching his arms over his head until his shoulders pop lightly, then lets them fall back against the couch. The fabric is worn here, softened by years of use, shaped subtly to his body. This spot is his. Everyone in the apartment knows it.

Shoko lifts her head at the movement, nudging her nose into his knee. Gojo laughs quietly and scratches behind her ears.

“I know,” he murmurs. “You’re starving. Truly neglected.”

Her tail thumps once against the couch in protest.

The smell of coffee drifts in from the kitchen, rich and dark. Toast follows soon after, the faintest hint of something sweet, probably honey. Suguru has a habit of sweetening things without realizing it.

Gojo tilts his head toward the sound of footsteps approaching. He does not look directly at Suguru when he enters the room. He never needs to. His attention follows the soft scuff of socks against the floor, the gentle clink of ceramic.

“Morning,” Suguru says.

His voice is still a little rough with sleep.

Gojo’s smile deepens. “You’re humming again.”

Suguru pauses. There is a brief, sheepish silence. “Am I?”

“Yes.”

“Huh.” A beat. Then, amused, “Don’t tell anyone.”

“Too late. Shoko knows.”

Suguru snorts and moves closer. The coffee table creaks slightly as he sets down a mug. Gojo feels the shift in air before Suguru’s hand finds his, fingers warm, familiar. Without thinking, Suguru’s thumb brushes over Gojo’s knuckles, slow and absent, like he has done this a thousand times because he has.

Gojo turns his hand palm-up, inviting. Their fingers lace easily.

“Cream?” Gojo asks.

“And sugar.”

“Thought so.”

Suguru leans down and presses a kiss into Gojo’s hair, just above his temple. It is not showy or lingering. It is muscle memory. A punctuation mark.

Shoko huffs softly, offended at being momentarily ignored.

“I see how it is,” Gojo says, reaching down to rub her chest. “He brings coffee and suddenly you’re invisible.”

Suguru laughs, low and fond, and drops onto the couch beside them. The cushions dip under his weight. He smells like soap and sleep and the faintest trace of paint thinner that never quite leaves him anymore. Animator’s curse.

Gojo shifts automatically, angling closer until their shoulders touch. He rests his head against Suguru’s arm, fitting there like he always has.

“You working late today?” Gojo asks.

“Probably,” Suguru replies. “Storyboard revisions.”

“Again?”

“They keep moving things two pixels to the left and calling it a creative choice.”

Gojo grins. “Visionaries.”

Suguru nudges his knee with his own. “Says the man who works from home in pajamas.”

“They’re lounge pants. Very professional.”

Suguru hums, unconvinced, but his hand tightens slightly around Gojo’s. He traces the faint scar along Gojo’s thumb, the one from a kitchen mishap years ago. He does it every time, like checking a worry stone.

Gojo feels it. Lets himself feel it.

There is no tension in the touch. No question.

The apartment breathes around them. The refrigerator hums. Somewhere outside, a car horn blares, distant and unimportant. The walls are lined with half-finished sketches, framed photos they never bothered to straighten, a calendar Gojo insists he does not need but Suguru updates anyway. Shoko settles back down with a sigh, chin heavy on Gojo’s ankle.

This is home.

Suguru finishes his coffee and sets the mug aside. He reaches up, brushing Gojo’s hair back from his face, fingers gentle as they skim his temple.

“You’re spacing out,” he says softly.

“Just listening,” Gojo replies. “You sound happy today.”

Suguru blinks, surprised, then smiles. “I am.”

Gojo turns his face toward him, eyes unfocused but warm. His lazy eye drifts slightly, unguarded. Suguru notices, like he always does, and feels that familiar swell in his chest. Cute. Endearingly, achingly cute.

He kisses Gojo then. Slow. Unrushed. A kiss that tastes like coffee and morning and the quiet certainty of being chosen every day.

Nothing is wrong.

Nothing needs fixing.

They are simply here, together, sharing space.