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Is it all of my fault?

Summary:

Little Liechtenstein thinks that her big brother and Austria breaking up is all of her fault and Switzerland doesn’t know how to reassure her she has nothing to do with it.

Chapter 1: Home alone

Notes:

My first ao3 work YAYA!!! Anyway srry this first chapter is so short… i promise the others are longer !!

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I woke up to an empty house. Normally I would be worried for Switzy, but, he’s been seeing Mr. Austria more, so today I do not worry. I entered the kitchen quietly, scanning around the room. My eyes land on a note that Switzerland had apparently left on the fridge. I hope he isn’t out all day today, I would be so lonely!

 

I walked over to the fridge, gently grabbing the note and reading it carefully.

 

“Sorry, Liech, I won’t be home for a while. There’s money on the counter, use it how you like, I don’t care. Take care of yourself while I’m gone.”

 

I tilt my head, connecting the dots. Big brother doesn’t care how I use the money!? That’s never ever happened before! I clutch the note even harder, not really noticing I did until I stopped zoning out and took a good look at the note in my hands. “Okay, Lili, we’re going to use this money wisely. That’s what big brother would want!” I mutter, feeling determined.

 

I set the note back onto the fridge, looking over at the counter and taking in the sight of the money big brother had left for me. I’m feeling a weird sort of rush inside me right now, I wonder why.. but that isn’t important right now! What’s important is that I take care of myself and don’t do anything that would get me in trouble!

 

All of a sudden, I snapped out of my excitement. Big brother will be out for a while. How long is a while?! Will it be a long while? Or a short while? A worrying while? Who knows, who knows! He really left me all alone…. by myself… with money of all things.. and he doesn’t care how I spend it..

 

This is, like, really suspicious! What if big brother was going to leave me here all by myself for days, no, weeks, and he used the money as a bribe! I’m overthinking this again, never mind. As long as he is safe.. I don’t care what he does… and if he doesn’t abandon me! That too.

 

“The day will go by smoothly, Lili. You don’t have to worry.”At least, that’s what I told myself. For now, I will eat breakfast, although I’m eating in silence. Even if big brother didn’t really talk much while we ate, I didn’t mind doing the talking, even if he responded using only one word.

 

Making breakfast wasn’t much of a difficult task, I had done it a few times before. Mainly when I happened to wake up before Switzerland and wanted to do something nice for him. I’ll just make some toast, that’s simple.

 

As I waited for my toast to finish, I grabbed some jam to put on it, so it isn’t that bland. Grabbing jam took no time, so I waited for my toast to finish cooking by thinking. Really thinking.

 

I wonder why big brother is hanging around Mr. Austria way more than he used to. If I remember correctly, Switzerland didn’t really like Mr. Austria… Wait. I giggle softly at the thought. Are they in looovvee?~

 

I hope they are, big brother needs someone to love, like, romantically. Maybe it’d help him be kinder. The loud ‘ding!’ of the toaster stopped my pondering. I grabbed a plate and carefully grabbed my toast, placing it onto the plate. I grab the jam I had gotten earlier, looking around for any sort of knife so I could spread it on my toast. I should’ve gotten a knife earlier…

 

After scrambling to get a butter knife, I successfully spread the jam on my toast.  Dinner is served! Well, it’d be breakfast is served, but who cares? Before being able to dig in, I poured myself a glass of milk. Now breakfast is really served.

 

I ate louder than I ever have before, probably because of the silence.