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What if, in that charged moment after Wednesday’s quiet “Lead the way, Enid,” the pull of Enid’s longing finally eclipsed her fear? What if, instead of turning toward the corridor and swallowing her feelings, Enid let the wolf have its say

This is a What If/ continuation of my pre-existing work, Thwarted Reaper. You do not necessarily need to read the work to understand this. But you would get a better appreciation for it if you did. I could not leave that moment hanging, but it also gives a peek into what Wednesday and Enid could be at some point in the story.

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Wednesday stood, the dusk casting the last bruised light over her like a shroud. Her cello was more than an instrument; it was an extension of her marrow, a silent echo of the violence she could not voice. Her posture was poised, with shoulders back and spine straight, each movement predatory. The bow's bite into the strings unleashed a note so raw it consumed the silence, insisting on surrender. Enid watched, captivated by the brutal grace of Wednesday's hands stalking the fingerboard, her mastery over the cello complete. Heat rose in Enid's throat, splintering into a shiver that left her raw, nerves trembling. The feeling was unsettling, an urgent hunger she could only acknowledge internally, gnawing at her with each breath. Though confused and apprehensive, she knew something ancient had surfaced—something irrefutably hers.

Yet beneath the storm, a sharper dread gnawed at her—a fear that this ravenous ache would shatter the fragile thing she and Wednesday had built from the bones of loneliness. Enid raked through memories of old crushes, friendships that flickered and died, none of them more than a handful of embers compared to the wildfire Wednesday had set loose in her chest. Ajax was a ghost, a shadow, nothing beside this. The wind bit at her skin as she tightened her grip on the balcony rail, knuckles white with the weight of her unnamed hunger—a thing that slithered between friendship and something far more dangerous. The questions came, relentless and sharp: Did she crave the comfort of Wednesday’s presence, or was she reaching for something forbidden, something that would burn her alive if she dared to touch it? The uncertainty hollowed her out, carving wounds where confidence once was. Desire and dread tangled together, painting her thoughts in bruised colors, exposing a rawness she had never wanted to see.

Something ancient and merciless dragged Enid along the balcony’s edge, her steps silent, desperate for the barest glimpse of Wednesday’s face. Strands of midnight hair whipped against skin pale as bone, the wind worrying her braids like restless spirits. Wednesday’s eyes stayed closed, her expression suspended between torment and ecstasy. Enid’s breath fractured as she witnessed the brief, forbidden flick of tongue over lip—a gesture so intimate it left her insides unraveling, raw and unmoored. Enid’s breath came ragged, fingers itching to trace the razor edge of Wednesday’s jaw, to tip her head back and expose the vulnerable line of her throat. The wolf within her howled, desperate to claim, to be seen, but she crushed the urge into a fist, nails carving crescents into her palm, anchoring herself to the now. Her breathing faltered for a fraction of a second as her control slipped—a brief twitch of her hand, her claws lengthening involuntarily before she forced them back. She drifted closer, powerless against the pull that stitched her to Wednesday, the music binding them in a web of longing. The spell snapped with a sharp tap at her ankle.

Thing crouched on her shoe, two fingers twitching in silent mockery, a gesture of exaggerated mirth that only deepened her blush. Enid blinked, mortification burning her cheeks. Clearing her throat, she tried to steady her voice, her heart pounding against her ribs. 'Wednesday?' she called out, her voice cracking. The single word hung in the air, laden with uncertainty. Enid gulped at the chilly night air, willing herself to calm, her breath caught between hope and dread. She hesitated, the silence stretching unbearably, until Wednesday slowly turned, her gaze intense and unblinking. Their eyes locked, and Enid's pulse quickened, each beat a secret she dared not share. There was a pause, as if the world held its breath.

The music ebbed away with Wednesday's last trembling note, the absence of sound amplifying the tension between them. In the quiet, Enid squirmed under the weight of Wednesday's scrutiny, the pleasure in the pressure undeniable, yet frightening, threatening to unravel her defenses. Enid fidgeted, forcing herself to meet Wednesday's eyes as memories of the dining hall's chaos—clattering dishes, overwhelming smells, and echoing laughter—flooded her thoughts, underlining the sanctuary and peril of their private moment. "Would you, um, want to go eat dinner in the dining hall with me?" she managed, her voice just above a whisper. Wednesday regarded Enid with a puzzled tilt of her head, her expression unreadable. When she spoke, her voice was low and velvet-soft, each word rolling out deliberately, as if she knew exactly what it did to Enid. "Dining with you seems a far lesser punishment than enduring the company of the dining hall's wayward souls," she said, her words laced with a hint of her signature dark humor. "Lead the way, Enid."

Enid hesitated. A heartbeat, a breath, an eternity balanced on the knife's edge. The silence was a pause, a space where the world seemed to hold its breath. She watched as Wednesday’s hands, pale and precise, lingered on the cello’s neck, envy and longing tearing at her ribs. The moonlight, cold and merciless, painted Wednesday in shifting silver and shadow, daring Enid to abandon the brittle safety of what she knew.

She turned, facing Wednesday fully, the words clawing their way up her throat before she could choke them back. “Wait,” Enid blurted, her voice trembling, echoing off stone and glass like a warning. The suddenness made Wednesday pause, her fingers freezing on the cello’s latch, eyes narrowing, sharp and unreadable.

Enid's pulse thundered as she stepped closer, closing the distance with a recklessness she had never allowed herself before. The air between them crackled with everything unsaid, every secret and hunger pressing into the space. As she moved, the sleeve of her shirt slipped down, revealing faint claw marks on her arm, a testament to the inner turmoil that mirrored her desire to move forward. The sight of the marks added a tangible edge to the tension, an external sign of the struggle beneath her calm facade.

“I—” Enid faltered, hands twisting in her sleeves, desperate for something to anchor her. “I don’t want to just… go to dinner. Not yet.” She forced herself to meet Wednesday’s eyes, searching for a crack, a flicker of something alive beneath the mask.

Wednesday’s lips parted, surprise flickering across her normally impassive face. “Then what do you want, Enid?” The question was soft but knife-sharp, slicing through Enid’s hesitation.

The wolf inside her clawed to the surface. “I want you to look at me the way you look at your cello,” Enid whispered, voice raw and stripped bare. “Like I’m something worth your time. Something you’d fight to keep.” Her voice broke, but she couldn’t stop now. “I want more than just being friends, Wednesday. I think I always have.”

Silence reigned, heavy and absolute. Enid's confession hung between them like a blade, her heart battering itself bloody against her ribs, desperate and terrified. The stillness stretched, a thump of her heartbeat breaking the quiet, echoing in the void like a solitary drumbeat. She braced for the cold, for the familiar ice of Wednesday's indifference.

But Wednesday only watched her, eyes bottomless and black, the moonlight carving shadows across the sharp angles of her face. Slowly, she set the cello case aside, stepping forward. Her touch was hesitant, almost reverent, as her fingers brushed the wild gold of Enid’s hair.

“You are not a possession, Enid,” Wednesday murmured, her voice stripped of its usual iron. “But you haunt me, in your own relentless way.” Her thumb traced the line of Enid’s jaw, touch cold and unwavering. For a moment, her expression flickered with something akin to fear, an unguarded look that betrayed the depth of the struggle within her. “I have been… avoiding the obvious.” Inwardly, Wednesday wrestled with the fear of vulnerability, the daunting possibility of allowing someone to truly know her. That fear had kept her armor intact, but now, in this hushed moment, it frayed at the edges, her heart yearning to let Enid breach her solitude.

Enid’s breath stuttered. “And what’s that?”

“That you are the only thing in this place that makes me feel alive.” Wednesday’s lips twitched, a rare softness threatening at the corners. “Would you like to go to dinner now, or stay here and see what happens next?”

Enid’s heart soared and trembled, hope and hunger warring in her eyes. “Let’s stay,” she whispered.

As Enid’s confession lingered—raw, trembling, impossible to swallow—Thing, perched on the cello case, paused in his silent mockery. His fingers, usually restless, stilled. With a knowing flourish, he bowed, tapping Enid’s ankle one last time before vanishing out the balcony door, leaving the room cloaked in rare, sacred privacy.

Now, only Wednesday and Enid remained. The hush between them was thick, humming with the threat of possibility.

Wednesday did not move. She stood, carved from shadow, her gaze pinned to Enid. For once, Enid could not decipher what flickered in those bottomless eyes—no sardonic glint, no cold calculation, none of the familiar currents she’d learned to survive. Instead, there was something raw, a focus so sharp it bordered on hunger. It was as if Wednesday was peeling her open with a glance, stripping her down to the bone, searching for something neither of them had ever dared to name.

Enid’s wolf senses sharpened, catching a scent rising from Wednesday—ripe plum, sweet and shadowed, deepening with every breath. But beneath it, something else, subtle and insistent, nameless and wild, curled around her senses like a storm gathering at the edge of reason. The unknown scent tugged at her, feeding the ache that gnawed at her chest.

She swallowed, her voice barely a ghost. “Wednesday, you’re looking at me like—like I’m something you want to unravel.”

Wednesday blinked, slow and deliberate, as if surfacing from a dream. “I am examining a variable I have not previously encountered,” she said, voice low and measured, though a tremor betrayed her. “I do not know what this will yield, but I find myself unwilling to look away.”

The silence held, thick and suffocating. The unspoken pressed between them—the possibility that this was not an ending, but the beginning of something neither could name, scented with plum and storm, charged with longing and the threat of discovery.

Enid’s breath trembled in her chest, the ache of restraint nearly as savage as the hunger itself. With Thing gone and Wednesday’s gaze burning through her, she let instinct drag her forward.

The space between them vibrated, the air thick and slow. Moving so Wednesday could see every intention, Enid reached out—her hand trembling, betraying her—letting her fingers hover near Wednesday’s shoulder. She did not touch, not yet. Instead, she caught one of Wednesday’s midnight braids, letting the silken plait slip through her fingers like a question she was too afraid to ask.

The gesture was tentative, reverent—a silent offering, a chance for Wednesday to retreat if she wished. Enid’s heart hammered, senses alive with plum and that wild, unnamed note that lingered between them. She looked up, searching Wednesday’s face for any sign: resistance, confusion, or—if she dared hope—a signal to continue.

Her voice, when it came, was little more than a whisper. “You can stop me if you want.”

But Wednesday did not move. She stood, motionless, gaze fixed and unblinking. The braid slipped through Enid’s hand, cool and soft, the contact electric. The silence was permission—a wordless invitation, the line between them drawn tight and trembling, begging to be crossed.

What did Wednesday want? The question gnawed at her with a rare, unfamiliar urgency. For all her precision and control, she found no ready answer—only the keen awareness of Enid’s proximity. The question gnawed at her, sharp and unfamiliar. For all her precision and control, there was no answer—only the raw awareness of Enid’s presence, the pulse of possibility thrumming in the air, the tension of her braid in Enid’s trembling hand. It was something new, something that unsettled the careful order of her thoughts.

When Enid’s voice, gentle and uncertain, offered her the chance to pull away—to choose—Wednesday’s heart, usually so steady, gave a sharp, traitorous stutter. She remembered, with a flicker of disgust, the clumsy advances of Tyler and Xavier: their assumptions, the way they pressed in, treating her boundaries as obstacles to be broken. Their touch was always an intrusion, a trespass. They never asked; they only took.

Enid was different. She did not assume, did not demand, did not try to tear down Wednesday’s defenses by force. Instead, she offered the one thing Wednesday had never been given: agency. The choice was hers.

What did she want? In this moment, Wednesday realized she wanted to be seen, not solved; wanted to be wanted, not owned. She wanted to exist in that fragile space between closeness and autonomy, between the safety of distance and the knife-edge of vulnerability.

She met Enid’s eyes, letting the silence answer. She did not pull away.

Wednesday’s fingers curled at her sides, knuckles white as she let herself be led by something unfamiliar—something soft, edged with pain. For a moment, she only watched as Enid’s hand hovered, braid slipping through trembling fingers, granting her the choice to stay or vanish.

She chose. In the silence that followed, a distant bell chimed softly, its echo threading through the moment like a quiet acknowledgment of the shift that had just occurred between them. The world seemed to exhale, allowing space for this decision to anchor itself in the fabric of their reality.

Wednesday stepped forward, closing the last sliver of space. Even with her boots, Enid’s height eclipsed hers, and for once, Wednesday did not mind. She tilted her head up, pale face inches from Enid’s, eyes burning with a rare, unguarded intensity.

Deliberately, she leaned in, dark hair brushing Enid’s cheek, her voice a breath against the shell of Enid’s ear. Her lips barely moved as she whispered, her words low and secret, meant for Enid alone:

Before stepping back, Wednesday’s eyes held a secret. Earlier, when Enid asked what she wanted in an uncertain voice, Wednesday had replied softly, "Ti aspetto." Now, with their breaths mingling in the hushed intimacy, she leaned in, dark hair brushing Enid’s cheek, whispering words meant only for her: «Ti desidero, mia luna selvaggia.»

The Italian words lingered between them, dark and intimate—I want you, my wild moon.

Wednesday drew back just enough to meet Enid’s eyes, waiting, her defenses stripped away, want exposed in the hush.

Enid's heart hammered, wild and unyielding, the rhythm a mirror of the chaos inside her. She did not know the meaning of Wednesday’s Italian—only that the words unfurled between them like silk, dark and dangerous, sending a shiver through her bones. In that moment, as the foreign syllables lingered in the air, she realized the depth of her emotions. She became acutely aware of Wednesday's presence, a gravity that pulled at her hopes and fears alike. It was the unguarded, hungry look in Wednesday's eyes that spoke louder than any language, unlocking something within her that she had barely dared to admit existed: a quiet hope that she was not alone in this longing. For the first time, Enid allowed herself to see herself through Wednesday’s eyes—as someone who mattered, someone worth wanting.

Without thinking, Enid reached up, hands trembling with awe. She cupped Wednesday’s face, thumbs brushing over porcelain skin, careful and reverent, as if she held something both precious and lethal—a bloom of wolfsbane, deadly and beautiful.

She leaned in, pressing her lips to Wednesday’s—soft, hesitant, a promise trembling on the edge of restraint. The kiss was gentle, almost reverent, as if Enid were tasting something forbidden, savoring the risk and the sweetness tangled together. For a moment, the world shrank to the hush of breath and the electric press of mouth to mouth, every question and doubt dissolving in the certainty of that touch.

When she finally pulled back, Enid’s hands lingered, her gaze searching Wednesday’s for any trace of regret. But all she found was want, reflected in fathomless black eyes—at this distance, she could see flecks of gold—and the certainty that whatever line they had crossed, they had crossed it together.