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so many good memories; with her in my bed, sleeping snuggles, and not yelling about how terrible I was,
sometimes, though I would catch her half need while half-awakened,
I would see who I thought she was, her true self, when she pulled me to her and asked me not to leave,
I wouldn’t know when she would rub against me and sleep, no snoring, just quiet ness she was so warm and comfortable
I should have just said I was sorry for whatever and let her come into bed.
I never cared for the sex or the idea, not that it was not nice, but sometimes doing all the work makes me tired
I only cared about her when
I woke with her in bed
I knew I must not have been that bad of a man,
I just kept waiting to give her that ring. The perfect time is spring for a wedding,
but atlas its spring,
and shes not my bride
or even my girlfriend.
She is a patient in a drowsy hospital in a coma, all cause of me
like flame to a flower she burnt,
My heart hurts whenever I see her.
She's been in a coma for two long weeks.
She got too close when asking about climate and what my company would do,
and her fellow environmentalists hurt her
I was supposed to get my head cracked open.
However, she moved in the wrong way, through my eyes, she covered me, and took the hit
, and fell
I tried to cover her as best
i could but
I was pulled away.
The ambulance came for her,
I worried my heart felt like it was gonna blow
Oh, what could I have done as her family asked me to stay away
When she woke up?
I long not to, however,
i cant watch her from a distance
I wanna hug her or get a kiss, even just a fee
l I want to stumble upon her brush across her body in hallways, tell her I'm sorry for whatever i did or atleast just one day just one where i can see her live
But that will never happen
. I long for u my dear Irea