Work Text:
I love you
I love you so much it feels like it's tearing me apart. Like everything around me is normal but I am
burning
burning
burning
And every time I try to tell you
To kiss you
Something
Anything
All I can see is
Sticky red liquid on cement and a body wriggling in pain
All I can hear
Is your screams, and the knowledge that I caused them knocks the wind out of me
I want to tell you so much
I feel it in every part of me, searing, aching
But I can't
