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Chapter 1 - Back to Hogwarts
Harry
The train slowed too early.
Harry felt it before he saw anything wrong, before the wheels began their long, reluctant scream against the rails, before the corridor outside the compartment quieted in that anticipatory way of people gathering bags. The deceleration tugged at his stomach, an indecisive hand unsure whether to pull him back or let him go.
He leaned toward the window. The countryside outside had thinned into dark trees and fogged hollows, the light low and indistinct, as though the evening had slipped its timing. Hogwarts should have been visible by now. Not the castle itself, yet, but the suggestion of it. A rise in the land. The lake’s dull gleam. Something.
There was nothing.
The train continued slowing, metal shuddering softly through the floor, until it eased to a stop that felt provisional.
The Hogwarts Express was never quiet. Even at end of term, even in exhaustion, there was always noise: laughter spilling too loud, arguments carried past their proper limits, the scrape of trunks, the thud of doors. Students announcing themselves by sheer volume. Proof of life.
Now there was only the soft hiss of steam and the distant creak of the train settling on its axles.
Harry stood slowly. The movement felt exaggerated in the stillness. He reached for his bag, hesitated, then left it. He wanted his hands free.
In the corridor, students stood shoulder to shoulder, but no one pushed. Heads turned as he stepped out, not sharply and without pointing or whispers, but with a carefulness that made his skin itch, the kind of attention that signaled people registering him and adjusting.
He’d been looked at his whole life. This was different. It was the kind of attention that rearranged a room before anyone admitted they’d noticed.
Someone’s elbow brushed his arm and immediately pulled back, over-correcting. A third-year murmured an apology that didn’t quite land before vanishing into the crowd.
Harry breathed in through his nose. The air was thin, as though filtered too many times.
The doors opened at the front of the train with a sound that echoed too far. It followed them down the steps and across the platform, lingering longer than it should against the stone. The space returned the footsteps a beat late, close enough that the back of Harry’s neck prickled.
The platform was lit, but unevenly. Patches of shadow pooled where there should have been light, and the torches burned with a wavering intensity that made the air feel unsettled. Hagrid was absent. So were the boats.
Instead, students were efficiently directed toward a wide stone path sloping upward through the trees.
As they walked, the silence thinned but didn’t break. Conversations stayed low, clipped. Even the first-years, usually vibrating with noise, moved with a subdued attentiveness, eyes darting not just to the looming castle as it finally emerged through the mist, but to the ground, the trees, the spaces between.
Hogwarts rose ahead. The towers were where they belonged. The windows glowed. But something in the proportions felt strained, a face holding an expression too long. Harry couldn’t have said what was wrong, but his body knew. His shoulders stayed tight. His jaw ached from clenching.
The Entrance Hall swallowed them in a rush of sound that felt delayed, as though it had been waiting.
Harry stopped just inside the doors.
The hall was off. Not damaged. Not unfinished. Clean stone, polished floors, banners hanging in their proper places. The war scars had been smoothed away with care. Too much care.
The staircases were there but one began a fraction further left than it should have. A suit of armor stood where a tapestry used to hang. The torches sat slightly lower, the flames reflecting in ways that bent the space oddly, stretching shadows into unfamiliar shapes.
Students re-mapped their memories in real time. Some laughed it off. Some frowned. A few glanced at him, not for reassurance exactly, but with the quiet expectation that he’d name it.
Headmistress McGonagall appeared near the foot of the staircase, precise as ever, posture immaculate. Relief moved through Harry in a short, sharp wave.
“Welcome back,” she said, voice carrying cleanly. “You’ll find some adjustments this term as we continue repairs and improvements. Nothing to be concerned about.”
Her gaze met Harry’s briefly.
Adjustments. Repairs. Improvements.
McGonagall positioned herself, not quite blocking the staircase, but close enough to control access. Her fingers tightened once around the parchment in her hand before smoothing it flat.
When the crowd began to disperse, she turned to him.
“Mr. Potter,” she said. “A word.”
He followed her toward the side of the hall, away from the flow of students. Up close, the stone behind her felt too near, though he knew it hadn’t moved.
“The train stopped short,” Harry said.
“Yes,” McGonagall replied. “Some areas are still stabilizing.”
“Hogwarts has always been responsive,” she said continued carefully. “Your quarters are prepared and you’ll be briefed tomorrow regarding your… ongoing involvement.”
“Right,” Harry said.
She studied him a moment longer, then inclined her head.
As she walked away, the hall seemed to exhale, then hesitate.
Harry stood alone near the wall, the weight of the place settling around him, not hostile and not welcoming, simply present with its attention fixed on him.
Despite the tightness in his chest, despite the way the day’s sounds seemed to hang in him, Harry realized this was the only place he’d felt able to breathe since the war ended.
Harry moved with the crowd at first, letting the current of students carry him toward the staircases, toward the noise that was trying too hard to become normal again.
The hall had the familiar parts, but not the familiar weight. Hogwarts used to feel like a body he could trust: old stone, old magic, stubbornly itself.
He kept his eyes level as he walked, but his attention slid sideways anyway. A portrait he didn’t remember, an elderly witch with a hawk on her shoulder, hung where a landscape of rolling hills used to be. The witch’s eyes followed the students with an intensity too awake for paint. The hawk clicked its beak once, slow and deliberate.
A staircase began to pivot, then stopped half an inch short of where it should have locked. The movement was so slight most people wouldn’t have registered it. A girl in Hufflepuff robes frowned at the gap and stepped over it carefully, worried the floor might shift under his weight.
Someone brushed past him, hurried, and Harry caught the scent of soap and parchment and something else, thin and metallic, rain on cold iron. The scent vanished as quickly as it came.
He had made this climb hundreds of times, first as a student with a scar and a too-large trunk and later as someone returning for meetings, memorials, and repairs. He reached the landing that should have offered the familiar view down into the Entrance Hall.
Instead, the angle was slightly off, enough to make the sightline unfamiliar, as though the castle had tilted its face a degree to the side.
His fingers tightened around the banister without him realizing.
It’s just repairs, he told himself, but his body didn’t take the reassurance.
On the second floor, a group of third-years paused at a corridor intersection, glancing back and forth trying to decide which way led where.
Harry slowed as he passed, and one of them, a girl with her hair pinned up too carefully, looked directly at him. Her face went oddly blank, like she’d stepped behind glass.
“Sorry,” she said, though he hadn’t done anything.
The old instinct rose: Don’t let them see you break.
His quarters were on a corridor he remembered from Auror training assignments, staff housing that had been repaired and repurposed after the war.
Harry reached the door with a draft that slipped under the skirting board and placed his palm on the wood.
The wards recognized him immediately. Gentle warmth through the grain, a soft click, and the latch released.
Inside, the room was spare and clean. A bed with a dark crimson coverlet. A desk. A small fireplace. A window looking out over the grounds, the lake a dull smear beneath the dusk. A kettle sat on a side table.
Harry set his bag down and stood there, waiting for the relief to come.
The room felt ordinary. Safe. It should have let him drop his shoulders.
Instead, the space compressed, a pocket of air held in someone else’s lungs.
He crossed to the window. The glass was cold beneath his fingertips. Outside, the grounds were a familiar dark sprawl of trees, stone paths, and the curve of the lake, yet the shadows looked organized, less random than shadow ought to be.
Below, students moved in small clusters toward their towers. Their voices were distant, softened by the glass.
Harry watched until the last group disappeared into the castle.
His own face looked back at him, older than he sometimes remembered. The scar. The tiredness around the eyes. The expression he wore when he was waiting for something to happen.
He turned back to the room and, for the first time, noticed something out of place: the desk chair was angled slightly away from the desk, as if someone had been sitting there and had just stood up.
He walked to it and set it straight.
He ran the kettle. The sound of water pouring was too loud in the quiet room, bouncing off the stone in a way that made him uneasy. The sound came back delayed, the room deciding whether to acknowledge it.
When the kettle began to steam, he made tea the way he always did, strong, too much sugar. He sat on the edge of the bed with the mug between his hands. The warmth seeped into his palms, grounding him more than the room did.
He should send a note to Ron, to Hermione, tell them he’d arrived.
Instead he sat, staring at the floor, and tried to name the pressure in his chest. It wasn’t fear. Not exactly.
A knock came at the door.
Harry’s whole body reacted before his mind did, muscles tensing, breath shortening.
He set the mug down carefully and walked to the door.
“Who is it?”
“McGonagall.”
He opened it.
She stood with a folded parchment in one hand and a small, tight expression that didn’t belong on her face. There was soot on the cuff of her sleeve, as if she’d brushed past a damaged wall and forgotten to clean it off.
“May I come in?” she asked.
Harry stepped aside. She entered, eyes flicking once around the room, confirming things were where they should be.
“You felt it,” she said quietly.
Harry didn’t pretend not to understand. “I felt something.”
McGonagall’s mouth tightened. She moved to the fireplace but didn’t light it, simply stood near it needing stone at her back.
“We have had… incidents,” she said. “Since the reconstruction began. Small misalignments. Corridors that do not lead where they ought for short spans of time. A classroom door that opens onto an empty landing rather than the room beyond.”
Harry’s stomach dipped. “And the students?”
“We’ve kept it contained as best we can.” Her voice sharpened briefly on best. “Most of it is brief. Corrects itself. Like a… muscle spasm.”
Harry pictured the delayed echo. The way the Entrance Hall hadn’t breathed.
“What is it?” he asked.
McGonagall looked at him. Her eyes were sharp, exhausted, careful.
“We do not know,” she said. “Not precisely.”
Harry let out a breath. The honesty was a relief and a warning at once.
McGonagall lifted the parchment. “The Ministry has framed it as a security concern. A potential remnant of war magic. You are being asked to assess and report.”
His name was written neatly at the top of the parchment in her hand. Beneath it, a list: meetings, personnel, the word assignment used with the kind of bureaucratic neutrality that could hide anything.
He could almost hear Kingsley’s voice: It’s just precaution, Harry. We need eyes we can trust.
Harry swallowed. “So I’m here to be the Ministry’s reassurance.”
“You are here because I asked for you,” McGonagall corrected, her voice sharp. Then, softer: “And because I believe Hogwarts will, if it is doing something, do it more carefully with you inside.”
Harry held her gaze. “That’s… comforting.”
“It is not meant to be,” she said, and there was something almost like apology in it. “I’m being honest.”
Harry stared at the parchment again, his fingers tightened around it.
“Who else?” he asked.
McGonagall hesitated, a fraction too long.
Harry looked up. Her expression didn’t change, but he felt the evasion in the air like a temperature shift.
“Reconstruction has brought in several specialists,” she said. “Ward-menders. Structural enchanters. And certain individuals who…” She stopped. Started again. “… who have reason to be here.”
“Certain individuals…” Harry repeated.
McGonagall’s eyes sharpened. “I will not gossip with you, Mr. Potter. Specialists will work together as the Ministry sees fit.”
He almost smiled. “Fine,” he said.
A beat of silence. Then she said, in the same careful tone as before, “You will not be alone in this work.”
Harry nodded slowly. The words didn’t tell him anything, and yet they added weight to the room. A sense of proximity being arranged, by the Ministry, by McGonagall, by something else entirely.
McGonagall moved toward the door.
“Try to sleep,” she said, and Harry heard the strain under it, the way she spoke to him like someone making an impossible request.
“Hogwarts is not a…neutral place,” she said, quietly enough to be a confession. “It has always responded to what is within it. We like to pretend we control it because we hang banners and give rules. But it is old. And it has been through war.”
Harry’s throat tightened.
“Good night,” McGonagall said.
“Good night,” Harry replied.
The room seemed to shift after she left, in a way Harry felt through his ribs, like something had leaned closer once the conversation ended.
He stood by the door for a long moment, parchment in hand, heart thudding with something familiar and unwanted: the rhythm of being assigned to danger again.
He crossed to the desk and set the parchment down, flattening it with his palm, a useless attempt to flatten the situation too. He glanced at the quill beside it.
He went back to the window. Outside, the grounds were almost dark now. A few torches burned along the paths, their flames fluttering in a wind Harry couldn’t see.
He pressed his forehead lightly to the cool glass. His reflection ghosted faintly over the darkness.
Behind him, the room was still.
Not empty, though.
The stillness gathered in the corners, patient, and pressed against the walls like it belonged there.
Harry’s breath fogged the glass in a small oval.
The familiar sensation in his chest shifted slightly. He realized something with a strange, sudden clarity: he did not want to leave. Not because Hogwarts was safe, not because it was easy, but because the world outside these walls had become all sharp edges and expectations and other people’s versions of him.
Here, even with the wrongness, he was… inside something bigger than his name.
Maybe, for the first time since the war, he wasn’t the only one carrying what had happened.
Harry closed his eyes. In the dark, he let the stone’s weight settle around him.
When he finally moved away from the window, he left the lamp off. He lay down fully clothed on the bed, as if sleep were something he could be ready for without trusting it.
The mattress dipped beneath him.
Sleep didn’t arrive; it circled.
Harry stared up into the dark and waited for the night to return something warped to him.
Somewhere in the castle, far beyond his hearing, something shifted, quietly, deliberately, a corridor deciding what it wanted to be. He breathed in, and for a moment, the breath went all the way down.
Harry lay on his back, hands folded over his stomach, trying to keep himself from floating out of his own body. The room was dark enough that outlines were blurred, desk, chair, bed.
He listened for the castle to settle. Hogwarts had always had its own noises, familiar enough that they eventually became part of what felt safe to him.
Tonight there was an obscure rhythm to it.
A pause.
A soft scrape, far away.
Another pause.
When he opened his eyes some time later, he wasn’t sure how long later, the room was still the same. The air had thinned, the way it did when a door opened somewhere else in the castle and the draft found him by instinct.
He sat up slowly. The kettle sat on the side table. The parchment was on the desk where he’d flattened it. Nothing had moved, yet the hair on his arms raised.
Harry swung his legs off the bed and stood, weight careful on the stone floor. His hand twitched toward his wand.
From somewhere outside his door came the faintest sound of footsteps passing. Even and measured, a metronome tapping against stone.
Harry moved to the door and placed his hand on the latch.
The corridor beyond should have been dim, torchlit, familiar, but it was darker than it ought to be, the torches set too far apart, their flames small and bluish at the edges. The stonework was older, rougher, uneven in a way Hogwarts usually smoothed for itself. The ceiling arched higher, disappearing into shadow. The air smelled faintly of dust and cold water.
Harry stared.
The corridor extended in both directions, but the usual intersections were gone. No portrait of the wizard who always snored. No armor with the dented helmet. No rug with the faded pattern.
Harry stepped out. The stone was cold beneath his boots.
He turned his head slightly to look at his door behind him, to anchor himself.
The plaque with his name was still there, but the wall around it looked wrong, as if the door had been set into stone that did not match the rest of the corridor. A patch repaired too neatly.
Harry swallowed. He forced himself to look forward again.
The metronome footsteps came once more: soft, even, somewhere ahead. He moved toward them without meaning to, drawn by the simple instinct.
The corridor played tricks on him. He walked without gaining distance.
His heart started to thud harder, not panic, but pressure. The familiar feeling of being herded into a story he didn’t get to write. Then the corridor turned. Not at a corner; there wasn’t one. The space simply shifted sideways, the far end sliding out of alignment, and suddenly he was facing a different stretch of stone.
Harry stopped dead. The air in front of him shimmered faintly, like heat off summer rock, except the corridor was cold.
There was an unfamiliar door there, set into the wall, old oak with iron bands and a handle formed into a ring.
His skin tightened along his spine, a warning so physical it almost hurt.
Don’t.
The word came into his head without sound.
The door wasn’t locked. He could tell without touching it, the same way you could tell when a room was waiting for you to enter.
“Lumos,” he whispered.
Light bloomed at the tip of his wand brightening the space around him. The shadows beyond the circle of illumination were dense and patient.
Harry took a step toward the door.
The metronome footsteps stopped.
Harry reached out and gripped the ring handle. The iron was cold enough to bite. He pulled the door open.
For a second, it was nothing but the absence you saw when you shut your eyes too hard. Then the darkness shifted, and Harry saw the outline of a corridor beyond. Torches burned there too, steadier, warmer. On the wall, impossibly clear even in the distance, was a tapestry.
Harry’s breath caught.
The tapestry depicted a scene he didn’t remember seeing before: a girl in a pale dress kneeling on stone, hands pressed to her ears, mouth open in a soundless scream. Around her, the air seemed to fracture, painted in jagged lines of silver and gray, like magic splitting the world open.
He stared, unable to look away.
Something in his chest clenched. Not memory, exactly.
The tapestry’s jagged lines shimmered faintly, catching light that did not exist in either corridor. The tapestry girl remained frozen in her scream.
Harry took one step toward the wall hanging. He felt the air push back. His wandlight flickered.
In the same moment, behind him the door clicked softly.
Harry spun. The door was still there but it was further away. Enough to make his stomach drop with the understanding that the castle could stretch space on purpose, could move his way back without moving his feet.
Harry opened door and started back into the other corridor beyond it. He could feel the castle pressed close, a palm at his back.
“Alright,” he murmured, not sure who he was speaking to. “Alright.”
He let go of the handle. The door began to close on its own, slowly, quietly. As the gap narrowed, Harry caught one last detail: a second figure in the tapestry’s background, half-hidden behind a stone arch, tall, the shoulders held in a practiced restraint.
The corridor in front of him shifted again, a subtle realignment. The old stone smoothed. The torches brightened. Familiar portraits blinked awake along the walls.
Harry stood in the corridor outside his quarters, staring at his door and the plaque that gleamed in the torchlight, waiting for his mind to decide it had imagined everything.
His hand shook once, small and involuntary; his body had finally found the fear his brain had postponed.
He opened his door quickly and stepped back inside. Set the wards with a sharp motion of his wand that was half-prayer, half-instinct. Finally, he let himself breathe out.
Now he knew, without McGonagall telling him, without the Ministry framing it, this wasn’t just damage.
A door that wasn’t a door, a corridor that shouldn’t exist, a girl’s soundless scream stitched into the walls like a warning.
Harry sat on the edge of the bed, wand still in his hand. He didn’t feel like a celebrity ghost now, haunting the aftermath of his own story.
He felt like a witness the castle had chosen.