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Ever since Theo met Boris, it was just them, them against everything, and until Kotku they were always together, they did things normal friends wouldn't, but they weren't normal, they were just Theo and Boris.
Boris never had time for Theo anymore, always at Kotku’s house getting drunk or fucking,it made Theo upset, he missed his bestfriend, he missed Boris.
Whenever Theo and Boris would talk it was always, “Kotku this” and “Kotku that” Theo hated it, but one thing he hated and felt guilty about more than anything, was that he had feelings for Boris, feelings he should only have for a girl, but Boris, Boris used to make him feel seen, comforted him when he couldn't stop thinking about how it was his fault his mom was dead.
Theo missed Boris, yes they saw each other almost everyday but Boris would always leave for stupid Kotku.
One day Theo and Boris were in Boris’ room drunk, and like always, Boris was talking about Kotku, “Boris, I dont fucking care”
“What?”
“I said i dont fucking care! Cant you just stop talking about her for 5 fucking minutes?” Theo immediately regretted yelling but he was just so angry right now.
Boris was silent, looking at Theo, “Boris its always about stupid fucking Kotku, i hate it”, “its never us anymore! Your always at Kotku’s house and when we do hang out you leave to go see her and fuck”
“Potter..”
“No, Boris! I’m done, i’m done forgiving you! You dont fucking care anymore i cant deal with this right now” “Fuck off Boris i’m going home!”
Boris just sat there, watching Theo leave.
When Theo got home he immediately went to the fridge to get vodka, he thought ‘maybe ill drink to much and fucking die, i hate this..”.
After he got the vodka from the fridge he went into the cabinet to look for the plastic bag of Vicodin.
He moved things around until he found the small bag marked with a V on it, there were 15 pills in the small bag, he set the items down on the counter and washed down 9 pills with the vodka he found in the fridge, he stumbled over to the couch and laid down accepting his fate.
Before he blacked out he thought "Maybe I'll see mom again… if heaven's real, she’s definitely there..”
POV switch
After Theo left Boris sat crying, thinking about and regretting every time he ditched Theo for Kotku, he didn't love Kotku, he loved Theo, he only was dating Kotku cause he thought that he could avoid his feelings by dating her.
‘I should go check on Potter..” he thought.
When he got to Theo's house, tears streaming down his face, he knocked on the door…no answer, he knocked again..still…no answer.
He started getting worried,
“Potter! Please open!”
“Am sorry”
He decided just to open the door, only to find Theo passed out on the couch, Shit, shit shit shit
Boris frantically ran to Theo checking his pulse, it was barely there
Xandra and Larry were up in there room asleep but Boris didn't care, he needed someone to take them to the hospital.
“Xandra, Larry, is Boris please wake up Theo needs help, please!”
Xandra opened the door, seeing Boris holding an unconscious Theo
“Oh my-”
“Xandra please, пожалуйста”
“Come on Boris we need to go to the hospital”. As they drove Boris held Theo the whole way threw.
When they got there the nurses immediately took Theo so they could help him
POV switch
When Theo woke up he was in a hospital bed he looked around and saw Boris, the person he wanted to see the least.
“Boris where am i””
“Oh god potter your up, was so worried”
Boris hugs Theo tightly as Theo starts crying
“Boris i– i’m sorry”
“Potter- Theo, please never do that again, was so scared”
(Xandra walks in) “Ok i just talked to the doctor, he said we can go home”
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When they got to Theo’s house Larry was still sleeping, “Theo im not gonna tell your dad but you better not do that shit again”
“I– ok Xandra”
“Potter.. Am sorry, really am, you were right, i should be spending time with you more” Boris hug’s Theo holding Theo’s head into his shoulder, “Potter need to confess something, i dont love Kotku, never have… i– i love you”
“Boris..”
“I texted Kotku, broke up with her… I love you … so much, potter”
“I love you to Boris”
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POV switch
That night Theo got held by Boris so tight he didn't care though, all he cared about was that he was happy, happy with the person he loved most
“I love you Boris, thank you”
“I love you to, Мой Тео”