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How strange and pleasant it is when You gradually find yourself under of your loved one. His arms wrap around yours, his tongue glides over your body, from the tip of your ear to your navel. How awkward! But I liked that feeling of awkwardness, that vulnerability in someone's arms. He liked it when I was awkward. This often happens when he's in the right mood, he likes to have a little fun. He says dirty things to me while I'm talking on the phone. It happened rarely and was so fleeting, and now he sits on me and quietly whispers the most vulgar things in the world. Worse, worse than it was
I turned my head away without noticing, but his hands pulled me back. Was I really that pliable? I didn't against. My eyes widened when I saw the way he looked at me. Suddently something fell inside me when I suddenly thought that he would only look at me like that and no one else. We just looked at each other, devouring each other with this feeling: me with wide open, while he with slightly narrowed and relaxed eyes. God, does he know what he's doing?
From such a tension, my lips parted on their own, and the breathing became slightly sharper. I swallowed my spittle at his confidence. something, what fell early, shattered into small pieces at that moment. "What, do you like it?" - What a stupid question, of course! I thought this loudly enough that I wasn't forced to say it out loud. He put his head on my stomach and I started to hear my heart beating in my head, It was too loud, but even so, I didn't pay attention to this nonsense, looking at what was happening in front of me.
He lifted my awful sweater with his teeth and looked at me again, this time with his mouth open, breathing heavily. He closed his mouth, pressing his lower lip with his teeth. Lower lip jerked and he opened his mouth again. his eyes twitched barely noticeable, I finally noticed how he was shaking slightly. "Are you okay? We can-" I didn't have time to finish before I was interrupted "Yes, i'm okay. I'm better than okay" - he smiled, And that smile gave me confidence that everything was okay.