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Godric’s Hollow was too quiet.
Sirius noticed it the moment they Apparated at the edge of the village, the night air sharp and cold against his skin. The houses stood like they always had—stone and ivy and warm windows—but the magic felt… wrong. Thin. Hollowed out.
Remus staggered slightly beside him, breath catching as if the ground itself had shifted beneath his feet.
“Oh gods,” Remus whispered. “Sirius…”
They didn’t need to speak the rest.
They were too late.
They ran.
James and Lily’s cottage stood at the end of the lane, its garden trampled, the front door blasted inward. Smoke still curled faintly from the ruins, the air heavy with the metallic tang of dark magic and something far worse—loss, raw and bleeding.
Sirius crossed the threshold first, heart hammering so loudly he was certain it would drown out the world. His wand shook in his hand.
“James?” His voice broke on the name. “Lily?”
Silence answered.
Remus followed, slower, as if his body already knew what his mind refused to accept. The living room was wrecked—furniture splintered, photographs shattered on the floor. Sirius barely glanced at any of it. His eyes were fixed on the staircase.
Upstairs.
They climbed together, step by step, each one heavier than the last.
The bedroom door hung crooked on its hinges.
Lily lay near the doorway.
Sirius stopped so abruptly Remus nearly ran into him.
“No,” Sirius whispered. “No, no, no—”
James was farther inside, sprawled near the crib, glasses cracked, wand still clutched uselessly in his hand.
For a moment—an endless, unbearable moment—neither of them moved.
Then Remus made a sound that didn’t seem human at all.
He sank to his knees beside Lily, hands hovering, terrified to touch her and confirm what he already knew. Tears blurred his vision, his chest tight with a grief so sharp it felt like it might kill him outright.
“They were supposed to make it,” Remus said hoarsely. “They were supposed to—”
Sirius couldn’t breathe. His best friend. His brother. Gone.
And then—
A sound.
Small. Thin. A baby’s cry, wavering but alive.
Sirius’s head snapped up.
The crib.
He crossed the room in three strides and looked down.
Harry James Potter stared back at him with wide green eyes—Lily’s eyes—tear-streaked and frightened but unmistakably alive. A lightning-shaped cut marked his forehead, already scabbing over.
“Oh, Harry,” Sirius breathed.
He scooped the child up without thinking, clutching him to his chest as Harry’s cries quieted into soft hiccupping breaths. The baby reached out, tiny fingers tangling in Sirius’s hair.
Remus rose slowly, eyes red and hollow, and rested a trembling hand on Harry’s back.
“He’s alive,” Remus whispered, voice cracking. “Sirius… he’s alive.”
Sirius pressed his forehead to Harry’s curls and broke.
They were still there when Albus Dumbledore arrived, the old wizard’s expression grave as he took in the devastation.
“Remus. Sirius,” Dumbledore said gently. “I am so very sorry.”
Sirius didn’t look up. “He’s not going to the Dursleys.”
The words were sharp, immediate, unyielding.
Dumbledore paused. “Sirius—”
“No,” Sirius snapped, finally lifting his head. His eyes were bloodshot, wild with grief and fury. “You are not taking him from us. From them. James and Lily trusted me. Trusted us.”
Remus stepped closer, steadying Sirius with a hand at his back. His voice was quieter, but no less firm.
“Harry stays with us,” Remus said. “We’ll protect him.”
Dumbledore studied them both for a long moment. Two boys, really—twenty-one, exhausted, shattered—but standing tall in the wreckage of war.
“There are protections,” Dumbledore said slowly. “Ancient magic tied to blood—”
“Then find another way,” Sirius said. “Because he is not growing up unloved. He is not growing up in the dark.”
Harry whimpered softly, and Sirius rocked him automatically.
Dumbledore’s gaze softened as he looked at the child.
“Very well,” he said at last. “We will make a plan. Together.”
They left Godric’s Hollow before dawn.
Sirius carried Harry the entire way.
Grimmauld Place loomed dark and silent as they arrived, its wards shifting to admit them. The house was cold, dust-coated, steeped in generations of cruelty—but Sirius barely noticed.
“It’ll change,” he murmured, as if the walls could hear him. “I swear it will.”
Remus watched Sirius settle Harry into a temporary cot in the sitting room, gentle and reverent, like every movement mattered.
“We always said,” Remus said softly, “after the war… we’d get married.”
Sirius looked up at him, eyes shining.
“The war’s over,” Sirius said. “And we’re not doing this alone.”
Harry stirred, then settled again, thumb finding his mouth.
Remus reached out, resting his hand over Sirius’s on the cot’s edge.
“We’ll raise him together,” Remus said. “For James. For Lily.”
Sirius nodded, swallowing hard.
“For Harry.”
And for the first time since the war ended, hope—fragile but real—took root in the dark.