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The world I love. The world that was made by one of my friends. I can't stay away from it for too long... I love here, even though I usually am alone.
I like being alone, but I like to be accompanied by some friends, especially one in particular.
I can't really know what he thinks. He's difficult to understand.
Well, I do know when he gets angry, or when he seems weird, but... It's not like I am much of a help...
I'm inside the treehouse right now, the one he made it. I wish he was here. 𝘐 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘮. Ugh... what am I thinking??? It's not like I... nevermind.
- It's late, but I can't sleep. - "I like my bed... the green bed he made for me. But I don't want to sleep here anymore." I glance at his bed. - ... Well, it's not like he's here.
I get up and take a few steps to his bed. "A blue sheet is quite striking haha..." I think to myself. "And he won't complain... right?" My hands timidly lifting the sheet so I could lay there.
"𝙔𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 "𝙗𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙩" 𝙝𝙖𝙨 𝙟𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙖𝙢𝙚"
- hai buc - I say in the chat, shyly, but he can't see that "Thank god".
- hi ac - And in a blink of an eye he's in front of me. I mean, admins have powers, but can't he walk like a normal person? - hru
I mean, he's the creator, he can do that. Not like I can't do that too, but I still walk most of the time. The flying count as walking.
- I'm ok, hbu? - My body tenses a bit. Why is that even happening? That blue bucket in his head is nothing compared to my tail voidstar haha. THIS DOESN'T EVEN MAKE SENSE. WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT. You're not talking, you're thinking duur, imagine if we are talking, he could listen, and I would freak out.
- I'm gud - Of course, I'm glad he's good, I wouldnt know what to say if he was not ok...
- great - And here is the silence again... a bit awkward, but also comfortable, because with him I can't be down... Err, sometimes.
The same time he makes me feel good, great, fine. there's a few times that he makes me feel down... Like when he rages quit 'cuz I was winning so much, or when he said that he would never team with me again. Haha, great times. And I didnt even cry because of it hahaha... Who am I lying to?
I don't like when he's not paying too much attention for me, maybe I'm a bit jealous. Which is strange 'cause I'm not the one to be jealous.
- what are you doing — Oh. I didn't think he would ask that.
- nothing, I'm just trying to sleep — I pause. "Hell, I forgot that I was almost in his bed" — it's not a problem if I sleep in your bed, is it?
- no — I don't know if he said this uncomfortable or okay with that... I mean, he would say if it was not okay, right?
- ty — I start sitting in his bed - If.. this is not a weird request... could you... perhaps... stay with me?... I mean, you can totally deny it haha, I would totally understand why and- — I just stop talking, I cannot say another word. It's too embarrassing already!
- uhm — How I wish I could dig into the ground and never get out. — it wouldn't hurt
What? He agreed? Wow. WOW. hahaha. I didn't think he would agree. I'm happy... This is so awkward ugh.
After laying down, I keep thinking myself why I even asked that. He sits next to me. what should I do????? Nothing. We're friends, it's totally ok to feel like that. Yeah.
I take courage to ask the one with blue jacket something. — r u sure u don't wanna lay down? lol — I didn't even laughed. This was just to hide the shame
A hand gently ruffles my hair. I start feeling sleepy. I wonder if he will answer... or he's just going to ignore that like he has done before.
Believe it or not, he approaches and gets under the sheet. My heart is beating fast. Friends can cuddle, right?
I get closer to him, my face has a light red forming in my cheeks.
We don't say anything, but I know we both don't know how to deal with that. It's weird. It's good. Does he like that too? I hope so...
After what I thought it be a decade, I start falling asleep — Goodnight, bucky — The lasts words I can form before sleeping...
- Gn ac — The last thing I can hear before sleeping.