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Toono took a deep breathe as Kashima looked away for a second to close the closet door behind them. God, is this where they had been reduced to? A small, dusty, and dark closet that hasn't been used in years. (Unless of course of the Yaribu members had used it before.)
Kashima's air was heavy, dominating the limited air they had. Toono hitched his breath as Kashima spun his head around, hands going back to holding his waist and looking into his eyes. His face wasn’t holding that kind smile it usually had. It was replaced with a sober expression that stirred something in Toono's stomach.
Toono could smell the sweat on him, and Toono licked his lips which had been aching from the intense tonguing they had been doing from the past 30 minutes. And it was caused by one reason:
Toono hadn’t told Kashima he kissed Yaguchi Kyousuke.
Toono had no idea how possessive a guy Kashima could be, especially after all the times Kashima had been nice to him. Was it all a cover to conceal his true self? But Toono knew he was genuinely a kind person, then again the fact that he was struggling to breathe showed that Kashima might just be as serious about Toono like he claimed.
Toono clutched Kashima's shirt and leaned forward. "What the fuck?" He panted and gritted his teeth. 30 minutes of suffocating on another man's tongue, trying to keep up wasn’t for the weak.
Kashima huffed, almost annoyed and pulled Toono off by the hair. He looked at his face with an uncertain expression before continuing the kiss where it had left off. Toono tried his best to take it as Kashima completely obliterated his cavern. The space was too tight for him to pull away, so Kashima got his way of shoving himself deep into the back of his mouth. Toono whined, tapping Kashima on the arm as an attempt to get him off.
Kashima pulled away hearing the vibrations of the whining, staring at him with a grim expression. "So," he said, "When were you planning to tell me about your kiss with Kyousuke?"
Toono gulps, wiping his mouth, "I don't know, I'm not even sure if it was intentional. He did it before I could even realise.." Toono replied, the moment replaying in his head, trying to find a reason to defend it but he couldn’t.
"You—you’re not gonna do anything to him, right?"
Kashima frowned. "Of course not, he's like my cousin. We grew up together."
Toono heaved a sigh of relief. He ran a hand through his hair which had been messed up by all the touching.
"But," Kashima grabbed the hand and pulled it to the side, "You didn't bother to tell me."
Toono's heartbeat increased in the moment while Kashima's grip only got harder. "I... I- uh, didn't think it would be important. When we got together for real, I thought it would be in the past.. so that we could be happy."
"Oh you," Kashima cracked a small smirk, "I thought you were innocent at first, but I know you're not an idiot. We're together, but you still let Yacchan press up against you." Kashima's leg closes up and traps him. "You're too nice to reject one of us, so you double-timed instead. And now that we're together, you realized how much better the other option was."
"I don't think he got the message..." Toono mumbled. "Plus, he's not actually making any moves on me. Even if, it's never intentional. Yacchan is too absorbed in himself to own up to his decisions. Just like with the kiss, okay? He ignored me right after, so I don't care for him any-"
Toono's defense was interrrupted when Kashima suddenly grabbed his chin and made him look up back into his eyes to stop his gaze flying everywhere, making him focus only on Kashima. The warm air circulated around them as Toono only observed him. He watched him let go of a breathe, but his face tightened again as he spoke.
"Then let me give something that's actually intentional."
"What, like this isn't enough?" Toono asked in a meek voice, fluttering his eyes elsewhere now that he used up all the aggressive energy he had. "I can just tell Yacchan to back off, y'know. I'm sorry, okay? I really care for us, and I don't want to ruin it." He gripped his hand back.
Kashima smiled at him as he listened, and Toono thought he had finally returned to normal. But then he chuckled, "No, that's not enough. I want everyone to know you have someone. And better yet, Kyousuke will know it isn't him." He smirked.
Toono was scared as hell right now but he'd be lying if it didn't excite him. The idea of actually expressing that he was in a relationship with someone without even telling anyone made him sick, but maybe that's what makes dating fun.
"Lift your head," Kashima gently pushed up under his chin with a finger, Toono followed the action and watched as Kashima leaned down to plant his lips on his neck. He felt a wave of weird sensation from his neck run through the rest of his body. Kashima's lips felt like nothing, but it tickled when he started biting. He groaned under his breath, wrapping his arms around Kashima's neck to get them closer than they already were.
Fuck, what the hell happening’s to him? Why is he liking this?
Kashima's hand goes to Toono's thigh to lift his leg and fill in the gap left for the legs, changing his sucking to of tongue and teeth. Toono suddenly felt like a Yaribu member for the first time. Technically, he had seduced Kashima into initiating intimacy with him. Wasn't that what Akemi had told him when he was explaining the concept of the club? Kashima pulled off his neck and Toono could hear his own heartbeat.
"Hey, why'd you stop?" He asked. That made Kashima smile, the darkness in him finally withered away. "I'm coming back for seconds, I'll give you as many as you want." He chuckled, opening the closet door to let fresh air in.
"Oh thank god," Toono heaved, taking in the cold air of the outside. Kashima led him out and sat him on one of the counters of the science lab this whole ordeal had taken place. The windows gave a peek out at the time of day, this whole thing started at late noon, but it was almost fully evening now.
Kashima has this planned out, hadn’t he? Confront for about 30 minutes, stay in the closet until monitor rounds got over in the evenings, and do whatever until hall checks start again at bedtime. God, Toono wished he could’ve seen this before. This would’ve made everything so much easier. There was never a need to be nervous..
Well at least he could put the couple of hours before the second monitor rounds started to use. He unbuttoned his shirt by two buttons and Kashima looked at him curiously. “Shit, what happened to you?” He asking but his hand reached out to spread his collar out so that it would made it easy to give him hickeys everywhere.
He ran a hand over his soft skin and looked at Toono. “What do you want me to do?”
“As much as you think would be enough to show I’m in a serious relationship. Or how much I deserve for playing you and Yacchan..” Toono replied. Kashima smiled, going in with his teeth on the next hickey. And then the next one, and then of course all the way until the 6th which he decided was where to stop.
Toono calmly buttoned his shirt back up but his mind was secretly racing in gay panic. He didn’t actually think this through. What if a teacher saw this…? Well, some of them know he has sensitive skin and often came up with rashes. But even this was kinda extreme.
Kashima kissed him once before walking back with him, apologizing if his skin would feel itchy or painful the next morning. Toono waved him off, but he woke up the next morning feeling a separate heartbeat in his neck. People stared at him funny, but that was what Kashima wanted anyways.
When Yacchan saw his neck, his eyes got the widest Toono had ever seen. “A-are you okay!? Did you get attacked or something?!?” He sputtered. Toono tried laughing it off but Yacchan looked genuinely concerned, trying to insist him into going to the nurse.
“No, I can’t go to the nurse. I— Yacchan, it’s not a skin allergy. Uh., someone else did it to me…. With my consent, but if wasn’t that creep that follows the yaribu members around!”
Yacchan seemed to finally understand, “Oh. Thank goodness..” He looked away for a moment before looking back. “I’ll catch you later, then..” He walked off a little dull. Toono felt guilty, but it wasn’t his problem if Yacchan got jealous. He didn’t actually like Toono, right?
He sighed and went on with his day. Thank everything good on earth that he didn’t have club activities today, but he caught Tamura’s eye during break and he saw the utter shock he held on his face. He would’ve definitely chased him to ask but fortunately Toono was able to sneak off into the cafeteria crowd.
And then his worst fear, a teacher saw his neck. Asked him to come over after the school day was done for ointment or something. As the teacher helped him apply it, he asked Toono with a somber tone, “How did this happen, Toono?”
Toono felt his face heat up. “Nothing. It’s nothing at all.” But the teacher stared on at him. Toono sighed, “Okay yeah something happened, I wandered off during the evening with my friend to the greenhouse and went near all the trees and stuff. And then I got a bunch of bites from god knows what in those mountains..”
The teacher exhaled, glad that the marks weren’t burn marks made by a group of bullies, “And I’m assuming you didn’t want to visit the nurse in case she would report back to us.”
“Yes, sir. Sorry, sir.” Toono mumbled in slight shame. The teacher smiled and patted his shoulder. “Son, when I was your age, I did so much worse. You just got the short end of the stick of having sensitive skin, how’d it get this bad though? Did you scratch it, or did your friend try helping?”
Toono gulped, stuttering a bit before saying, “My friend tried squeezing the spot a bit to relieve the pain, and I guess it just got inflamed after while healing. Don’t get him into trouble, he didn’t mean for anything to happen.”
“Well you both have to receive some sort of punishment for being out in restricted areas, especially after cleaning time. But you have the photography club as an excuse. Your friend doesn’t, so who was he?” The teacher asked, folding his arms for a response.
“Kashima Yuu, sir.” Toono replied.
“Oh,” the teacher said, “Yuu? That kid’s a model student. And he’s in the photography club too with you, isn’t he? I’ll let you off the hook this time, Takashi. Be careful, wear bug repellent or you’ll be in my staff room after class everyday.”
“Yes, sir.” Toono nodded and took the ointment before walking out as fast as he could. He walked down the hallway and typed frantically in the web search ‘How to remove hickey in 5 minutes’, because it wasn’t gone by the next morning, the teacher would a hundred percent figure out his neck wasn’t covered in bug bites, but Kashima bites instead.
He did not want a lecture from the head teacher about intimacy, and he also did not want to tarnish Kashima’s good name. It got Toono out of trouble all the time. But shit, this made him want more hickeys, maybe in more hidden places though.