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Whenever I feel like I'm at the bottom or just overall bad I go there and it comforts me a little
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There I live in a peaceful meadow, I take care of multiple sheep that usually roam around my small cozy house and all around the area.
Sometimes during spring, summer or just when the weather outside is good I go outside and lie down on the mid length grass while sheep are either eating or taking naps and I end up taking one too since the sun hits just right, it's warm but there's a small breeze that gives me a fresh feeling and the smell of nature outside overall comforts me and I wake up hours later realizing sheep surrounded me, all of them sleeping so to not startled them I just keep lying on the ground and watch the sky with its beautiful clouds with shapes that looks like celestial kingdom hiding behind them and I start imagining how would be life If I live there.
There not everything is sunshine and rainbows and I still feel sad because that's life but I always end up feeling a little better by the simple things in life that comforts me.
I don't live with anyone except pets/animals and I'm really happy with this. I go out frequently with my friends that lives just next town, my grand parents also lives closer and I get to see them more often and I even learned how to talk in their language a bit more even if my speech is still bad but they're happy I made progress and sometimes we all laugh over the table with silly mistakes I made while speaking and have a good time.
Everyone dream job can be accomplished without any worry, not in a way that if you want to be a doctor you'll do only 1 year of study and poof suddenly you're a doctor but in a way that if you want to be an artist, baker, shop owner you don't have to worry of money issues and your job gets valued as much as others.
Sometimes during Autumn and Winter when there are big storms and I feel kinda worried for my pets outside, I'll let them enter my house and my living room will end up looking like a sea of wool surrounded around the fireplace. And just in case something goes wrong there I end up staying with them downstairs and sleep on the cozy armchair with a warm blanket until the storm passes by and everything goes calm again.