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And Yongbok notices something. Even when they disagree, they’re smiling. Even when Minhee dramatically flops backward onto the carpet and declares, “This game is rigged,” Seungmin just reaches over and pushes her forehead lightly.

He sighs. “You’re insufferable.”

She smiles smugly. “You liked me anyway.”

“I liked you because you were my true friend before anything else.”

True friend.

Or,

How children of the family understand love by watching the people around them, who love each other first.

Notes:

When TinySeungberry left a tiny comment that goes like "Congrats on 2 years of this series," I was like... aww, thank you dear…. wait, what???

Then I checked. It's.... our last fic marks two years... Two years!!! TWO YEARS since the first fic of this series. WHAT???? 😭

I genuinely can’t- T-T Congratulations to us... every single one of you who stayed.

Here’s to us and our little happy, healthy, full of love skz fam world. 🥹✨

 

Alsooooooo Happy Valentine's day to all. 💚 (DON'T FORGET TO LOVE YOURSELF FIRST)😌💙

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Changbin learned the word loyalty before he knew how to spell it.

Thanks to his parents.

Little Changbin doesn’t mean to overhear it. But it happened. He was just six.

He’s halfway down the hallway with his building blocks when he hears his mother’s laugh, the polite one, the one she uses with strangers.

The front door is open. Hyunjin stands just outside, one hand still on the handle, heels clicking faintly against the tile. She was dressed nicely, her hair tied back, a few strands loose around her face. Still looking very much a teenager, a young adult.

There’s a man standing a little too close. Changbin's little mind wanders, huh, the uncle from two houses away. And he’s smiling in a way little Changbin immediately dislikes.

“You really should come out with us sometime,” the man says lightly. “It’s just coffee. No big deal.”

“Without my husband?”Hyunjin smiles back, but it’s careful. “I don’t think that’s appropriate.”

“Oh, come on,” he presses. “Your husband doesn’t have to know.”

The air changes. Changbin feels it even before his mother does.

Hyunjin’s expression doesn’t snap. It doesn’t flare. It settles. Calm, and cold.

“My husband,” she says evenly, “knows everything.”

The man chuckles awkwardly. “I didn’t mean it like that. I just-”

“I know exactly how you meant it.” Her voice is still polite. Still controlled. “But I don’t go anywhere,” she continues, “where I have to pretend I’m not married.”

The words land softly, firmly.

Changbin grips his blocks bag tighter.

The man shifts, embarrassed now. “I was just being friendly.”

“And I’m being clear. That... my loyalty isn’t situational,” Hyunjin adds. “So let’s keep this civil.”

The man nods stiffly, mumbles something about seeing her some other day, and leaves. 

Hyunjin closes the door gently. Locks it, and exhales. And then she sees him.

Little Changbin freezes halfway down the hall. For a second, they just look at each other. She doesn’t look guilty, or flustered.

“Eavesdropping, little bunny?” she asks, one brow lifting.

Changbin hesitates, then nods.

She walks toward him, heels now softer against the floor. She kneels in front of him, she smooths his hair back absentmindedly.

“Want to ask mumma something?”

“Why didn’t you just say yes and not tell Dada?” he blurts.

Her hand stills. “Because I don’t lie to your father.”

“But he wouldn’t know.”

Hyunjin smiles faintly. “I would.” She shifts so she’s sitting on the floor now, back against the wall, pulling him down beside her.

“When I married your dada,” she says quietly, “I chose him. Not just for good days. Not just when it’s convenient. I chose him every day after that too.”

Changbin stares at the door. “What if someone better comes?”

Her laugh is soft this time. Real. “There isn’t someone better.”

“But what if-”

She tilts his chin gently so he has to look at her. “Little bunny, Love isn’t about upgrading,” she says. “It’s about committing.”

He frowns, thinking.

“In this house,” she continues, “we don’t keep doors half-open. If I let someone speak to me like that and didn’t stop it, even as a joke… that’s a crack. And cracks grow.”

Changbin thinks about glass. About how even tiny lines can spread.

“So you stopped it,” he says slowly.

“I stopped it,” she confirms.

Right then, the front door unlocks again. Jisung steps inside, shaking off his jacket. “Why is it so quiet? Did I miss something dramatic?”

Hyunjin looks up at him. “Just a long day,” she says simply.

Jisung walks over without hesitation, pressing a quick kiss to her temple.

“Come here,” he murmurs.

And she does.

Changbin watches the way his father’s arm settles around her waist. The way she leans into him automatically. The way neither of them seems worried about losing the other.

Later that night, while brushing his teeth, Changbin thinks about the word loyalty.

It doesn’t feel dramatic.

It feels like what his mother did at the door.

It feels like the way his father didn’t question her.

It feels like doors being closed firmly.

Locked. 

On purpose.

And no outsider can enter.

So even years later, when anyone asks what love means, Changbin answers without thinking.

 

(Changbin: Love is Loyalty)

 

 

 

 

 

Jeongin doesn’t realize she’s about to witness something profound.

She is stretched across the carpet, one leg bent, one of her plant biology texts in hand. 

From upstairs comes the sound of doors opening.

Then-

“Seungmin!”

It’s not loud, nor dramatic. It’s worse. The tone Jeongin's sister uses when something irreversible has occurred.

Seungmin is on the couch, laptop open, glasses sliding down his nose as he scrolls through something work-related. He doesn’t react immediately.

“Hmm?” he hums.

“I cut my hair.”

Jeongin slowly lowers the book in her hand, whild Seungmin stops typing. He closes the laptop.

“Okay...”

Minhee steps into the living room, and Jeongin sees it instantly.

Her hair is shorter. Not disastrously short, but uneven enough that it's noticeable at first sight itself.

Minhee crosses her arms. “They’re uneven.”

Seungmin stands, and walks toward her at an unhurried pace. Jeongin watches closely.

She’s seen this before, not hair specifically, but Minhee in her spirals. They come in many forms. Hair, rearranged furniture, sudden baking at midnight, emotional epiphanies at inconvenient hours.

Seungmin reaches her. He gently lifts a strand between his fingers, and examines.

“They are uneven,” he agrees.

Minhee gasps like he stabbed her. “I knew it!”

“But,” he adds smoothly, adjusting the strand back into place, “only if someone is staring at your hair that long.”

Jeongin bites her cheek.

Minhee narrows her eyes. “You’re supposed to comfort me.”

“I am comforting you.”

“You just confirmed my crisis!”

“I confirmed your observation,” he corrects.

Jeongin watches Minhee pace. “I followed the tutorial,” she says. “She said cut vertically. I think I angled it wrong. Now I look like a mess.”

Seungmin listens, like this is the most important thing to pay attention to. Then, he walks to the drawer, and pulls out a small pair of scissors.

Jeongin’s stomach drops. “Min,” she says cautiously, “are we sure about this?”

Seungmin glances at her. “No?”

Minhee whirls around, and cups her hair. “You are not touching my hair.”

“I’m evening it.”

“You just admitted you’re not sure!”

“I’m sure enough.”

“If I look bald-”

“You won’t.”

“How do you know?”

“Because I won’t let you.”

It lands.

Jeongin feels it settle in the room, the quiet certainty in Seungmin’s voice. 

Minhee huffs but takes a seat. Seungmin drapes a small towel over her shoulders, combs her hair down slowly.

Jeongin notices something then. Seungmin isn’t rushing. He’s not trying to 'fix' her quickly so he can go back to work.

He trims a little, steps back, studies. Jeongin presses her lips together.

Minhee peeks upward nervously. “Well?”

“Still uneven. But better.”

She rushes to the mirror. Jeongin follows because she needs visual confirmation that this didn’t end in tragedy.

Minhee studies her reflection. Turns her head left, then right. Her expression slowly shifts. “Wait.” She leans closer. “They actually look cute.”

Seungmin shrugs lightly. “I know.”

Minhee glares at him, then throws her arms around him. Seungmin catches her instantly, steady as ever.

Jeongin looks away, but not before she sees the small smile on Seungmin’s face.

Later that night, Jeongin was in the kitchen getting water when she hears Minhee’s voice from the hallway.

“Do you ever get tired of me?”

Seungmin answers immediately. “No.”

“Not even when I’m being… like this?”

“That’s most of the time.”

“Seungmin.”

After a moment of silence, Seungmin's soft voice chuckled. “I married you knowing you’re like this.”

“And...?”

“And I like it.”

Jeongin stands very still. She thinks about the scissors, about the calm breathing, about how Seungmin never once rolled his eyes.

He didn’t try to change her. Didn’t try to quiet her. Didn’t try to rush her out of her feelings.

He just… matched her energy.

Jeongin thinks about love. About patience. About staying calm when someone is spiraling over two centimeters of hair.

Because love, she’s decided, isn’t always loud. It’s not always dramatic. It’s not even always logical.

It’s patience.

It’s trimming uneven hair without complaint. It’s breathing normally even when accused of doing it wrong. It’s saying I like you like this, and meaning it.

And that, Jeongin thinks, is the kind of love that lasts.

 

(Jeongin: Love is Patience)

 

 

 

 

 

Hyunjin is painting.

She’s completely lost in it, brush in hand, streaks of blue and gold across the canvas.

Chan knows that look.

It means she forgot time exists.

Jisung knows it too. Because at two in the noon, he quietly walks in with a glass of water and places it beside her without interrupting.

She doesn’t even notice.

At three, he brings sliced apples. At half past three, he gently nudges the curtain so more light falls on her canvas. At four, when she finally blinks and looks around like she just returned from another dimension, he’s sitting nearby, laptop open, but his eyes are on her.

“You didn’t eat lunch,” he says softly.

Hyunjin frowns. “Oh.”

“I know.”

Chan sat cross-legged on the carpet, chin in his hands.

“Dada,” he whispers later while Jisung washes the brushes for Hyunjin.

“Yes, buddy?”

“Why do you always watch Mumma?”

Jisung pauses. “I don’t always watch her.”

“You do...”

A small smile flashes across the man's face. “Because she forgets things.”

“Like lunch?”

“Like herself.”

Chan processes that. “But... is that... your job?”

Jisung shakes his head. “No.”

“Then why?”

“Well,” Jisung thinks for a second. “Because I want to.”

That answer settles somewhere deep in Chan’s chest.

That night, it rained, the kind that rattles windows.

Chan hates storms. He tries not to, beacuse he’s seven. And he’s brave. But thunder still makes his stomach jump.

So tiptoes to his parents’ room.

The door is slightly open, and inside, Hyunjin is already half-awake, sitting up, when the thunder cracks again. Jisung doesn’t even fully wake, but his hand just reaches out automatically.

Hyunjin relaxes immediately, lying back down, fingers tangled with his.

Chan stands in the hallway, watching the way their hands stay linked even in sleep. He goes back to his room.

The thunder still sounds. But it feels… smaller.

The next week at school, his teacher asks the class what love means.

One kid said it’s hearts, another said it’s giving roses and chocolates, another says it’s getting married.

Chan slowly raises his hand.

“Yes, Chan?”

“It’s when you don’t stop choosing someone,” he says carefully.

The teacher smiles. “What do you mean?”

He blinks, searching for words big enough. “Like… even when they forget stuff. Or get scared.” He pauses. “My Dada always looks at my Mumma like she’s the only person in the room. And my Mumma always looks for him first. Even when she’s half asleep.”

The teacher nods softly. “So love is…?”

Chan smiles, certain. “Devotion.”

 

(Chan: Love is Devotion)

 

 

 

 

 

Yongbok (always) thinks her parents are weird.

Seungmin and Minhee are in the living room, sitting on the floor instead of the sofa because Minhee claims the carpet is finally washed.

Yongbok is supposed to be building a puzzle. Instead, she’s watching them.

Minhee is cross-legged, hair falling out of her clip, holding a book. Seungmin is lying with his head on her lap, listening to her rant about something.

“and then she said I should’ve emailed first,” Minhee finishes dramatically. “Like I didn’t already send three emails.”

Seungmin hums. “You did send three emails?”

“Exactly.”

“That’s menace behavior.”

Minhee gasps. “You’re supposed to support me.”

“I am supporting you,” he replies calmly. “I support your chaos. I just won’t enable it.”

Yongbok snorts, and they both look at her. Minhee narrows her eyes, dramatically. “You’re eavesdropping.”

“I live here,” Yongbok defends.

Seungmin grins. “Fair point.”

Then, like it’s instinct, Minhee shoved Seungmin’s shoulder.

Later, Minhee challenges him to a game. “Best of three,” she says.

“You’re going to lose,” Seungmin replies confidently.

“I never lose.”

“You absolutely lose.”

They set up on the coffee table. Yongbok climbs onto the sofa, observing, as Minhee flicks the carrom coin first, misses.

Seungmin just smirks slightly. And when he flicks, he scores.

Minhee points accusingly. “You practiced.”

“I didn’t.”

“You did.”

“I have talent.”

“You have luck.”

They argue.

And Yongbok notices something. Even when they disagree, they’re smiling. Even when Minhee dramatically flops backward onto the carpet and declares, “This game is rigged,” Seungmin just reaches over and pushes her forehead lightly.

He sighs. “You’re insufferable.”

She smiles smugly. “You liked me anyway.”

“I liked you because you were my true friend before anything else.”

True friend.

The next day at school, Yongbok's class has a Valentine’s activity.

“What’s love to you, Yongbok?” Her teacher asks.

She answers without hesitation. “It’s when you are friends before lovers.”

The teacher blinks. “Friends?”

She nods seriously. “They tell each other everything. Even boring stuff. And they play games. And they laugh when they fight.”

“Laugh when they fight?”

“Yeah. My Mommy and Papa, they don’t fight to win. They fight to have fun.”

The class looks confused.

But Yongbok knows.

Her parents are married.

But before that...

They are friends.

Yongbok smiles.

Love isn’t scary. Love isn’t serious. Love isn’t only kisses and roses and chocolates and anniversaries.

Love is being the first person someone wants to tell something to. Love is choosing them to be your best friend. Over and over again.

And if one day she ever falls in love...

She decides-

It has to feel like this.

Like laughing on the carpet.

Like whispering in kitchens.

Like having someone who is your favorite person, even before they are anything else.

 

(Yongbok: Love is Friendship)

 

 

 

 

The twins are two, which means they knows exactly three things about the world with absolute certainty.

1. Unicorns are real.
2. They have big family.
3. Their parents belong to each other.

And the fresh fourth thing...

Love is small.

At least, that’s what Hyejin and Jihan think.

Because everything important in their world is small.

Small clothes. Small hands. Small bed. Small spoons. Small kisses.

Hyunjin is sitting on the floor in the living room, folding tiny laundry, socks that look like they belong to dolls.

Jisung is nearby with Chan, building something extremely serious and extremely crooked with blocks.

Little Hyejin waddles over first. She leans her whole tiny body against Hyunjin’s knee and sighs.

Hyunjin looks down. “Oh,” she says softly. “Who is this baby leaning on me?”

Hyejin tilts her head up, blinking slow. “Mama.”

Hyunjin’s face melts instantly.

Little Jihan toddles over next, determined, eyebrows scrunched in concentration, and climbs directly into Hyunjin’s lap.

Hyunjin laughs, slightly squished. “I see. It’s a coordinated attack.”

Jisung gasps dramatically. “You two are criminals.”

Hyejin giggles.

Jihan pats Hyunjin’s cheek with a chubby hand. “Cute,” he declares.

He says that word a lot largely.

Cute puppy. Cute spoon. Cute pants. Now... cute Mama.

Hyunjin presses a kiss into his palm. “You’re cute.”

“No,” he argues seriously. “Mama cute.”

Jisung drops the blocks and crawls over like he’s been summoned.

“And what about Appa?” he asks, pretending to pout.

The twins look at him. Hyejin tilts her head, and Jihan squints like he’s evaluating a very important business deal.

Then Hyejin toddles forward, grabs Jisung’s cheeks with both hands, and squishes his face.

“Cute.”

“You heard it from her first,” Hyunjin says. “Officially cute.”

Jisung gasps. “Promotion accepted.”

He leans in and kisses Hyunjin’s temple, quick, soft, absentminded.

The twins pause. They both saw that. Hyejin immediately attempts to copy it. She turns and presses an open-mouthed, very wet kiss to Jihan’s forehead.

“MWAH.”

Jihan squeals, then he grabs her face and returns one.

“Mwah!”

Hyunjin covers her mouth, trying not to laugh too loudly. Jisung just melts into the carpet.

“They think love is just kissing randomly,” he murmurs.

“It kind of is,” Hyunjin whispers back.

Jisung reaches and squeezes her hand.

The twins don’t understand marriage. They don’t understand loyalty, they don’t understand patience or devotion. But they understand giggles. They understand kisses. They understand that when Mama trips slightly on the rug, Appa catches her and says, “Careful,” in that soft voice. They understand that when Appa is sad, Mama cups his face and says, “Why is my honey upset?”

They understand that hugs fix everything.

That love sounds like laughter.

That love feels like being picked up and spun until the world blurs.

Hyejin pats her father's hair. “Appa cute,” she announces again.

Jisung sighs dreamily. “My legacy.”

Hyunjin leans over and kisses his forehead. “You are indeed cute.”

He opens one eye. “You’re cuter.”

She wrinkles her nose. “Debatable.”

The twins giggle wildly.

Because to them-

This is love.

Mama smiling. Appa smiling. Kisses everywhere. Laughter all around.

Love isn’t big. It isn’t serious.

Love is when Appa calls Mama “Honey.” Love is when Appa carries all the grocery bags and calls Mama “princess.”

To two-year-olds-

Love is cute.

And it looks exactly like Mama and Appa.

 

(Hyejin and Jihan: Love is Cute)

 

Notes:

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Lila always believed true love exists. Then one morning she stepped out of her phone, leaving her 2D men and fictional men behind and... turns out there's no such thing as true love in this (real) life. Or it's just 99.999% of people are that unlucky that they never got that textbook perfect love. Or it's just their standards are soooooo high (in Lila's case, thanks to Mr. Bang Christopher Chan, and endless fictional characters) that no men can match.

(Lila : Love is as real as unicorns) 🙂

 

Once again... Happy valentine's day. Lila loves you all. You should too. Love yourself first💛

 

Thank you for reading. 🦋

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