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Micah had learned early on that if you didn’t look directly at certain things, they couldn’t ask anything of you.
Soulmates were one of those things.
They were real—everyone knew that. Not dramatic, not mystical in a way that disrupted daily life. Just a fact of the world, like gravity or the way some Raelos had two suns.
People found each other. Sometimes early, sometimes late. Sometimes romantically, sometimes not at first.
The Agency had entire handbooks that mentioned it only in passing, the way you referenced weather patterns or long-term exposure risks.
Be aware of emotional entanglements.
Maintain operational clarity.
Micah read those sections once and never went back.
It wasn’t that he didn’t believe in soulmates. That would’ve been easier, actually. Disbelief could be argued with, dismantled, proven wrong or right.
No—Micah believed in them the same way he believed in structural integrity. If the math worked, the bridge held. If it didn’t, it collapsed.
He just didn’t believe the math worked out in his favor.
He adjusted the strap of his pack as the hangar doors sealed behind them, metal echoing in the cavernous space. The transport hummed—steady, familiar. He liked that about ships. Machines didn’t hesitate. They didn’t wonder if they were enough.
He’d heard the stories. Everyone had. The moment you knew. The inexplicable calm. The way your thoughts lined up with someone else’s like they’d always been arranged that way. People talked about it with a softness that made Micah instinctively straighten his shoulders, like he’d wandered too close to something fragile.
Judah said it felt like being seen without having to explain yourself.
Josiah said it was like finally being understood mid-sentence.
David, once, had just smiled and said, “You don’t have to be impressive. You just have to be there.”
Micah had nodded at the time. Filed it away. Moved on.
Because what exactly was someone supposed to see in him?
He was good in a fight. His brothers told him that, and the mission logs backed it up. He could handle himself, keep a perimeter, watch the angles no one else wanted to watch. He knew basic tech—enough to patch things together when they went wrong, enough to follow instructions without screwing them up.
He was reliable.
That was the word that came up most often.
Reliable wasn’t nothing. Reliable kept people alive. Reliable got you invited back on missions. Reliable meant Shiloh trusted him to have her back when things went sideways.
But reliable wasn’t… magnetic. It wasn’t the kind of thing someone’s soul would supposedly tilt toward across a room.
Micah shifted his weight, eyes flicking to the others as they checked gear and ran last-minute diagnostics. He knew their rhythms. Judah’s restless energy, always moving. Elijah’s quiet focus. Patience’s calm efficiency. Gala’s sharp attention to detail.
And Michelle—
No.
He stopped himself before the thought could finish.
That was another thing he’d learned: some thoughts weren’t dangerous because they were wrong, but because they were comfortable.
Michelle stood near the console, scrolling through mission data, her posture relaxed but alert. She looked exactly like she always did—composed, capable, entirely herself. Nothing about her glowed. Nothing about the air between them felt charged or fated or anything that would justify the way Micah’s shoulders eased when she was in the room.
That didn’t mean anything.
People mistook familiarity for fate all the time. Proximity, shared danger, adrenaline—it rewired things. Micah knew the psychology. He’d read the briefings. He’d sat through the training modules.
He rolled his neck, grounding himself in the present.
He wasn’t special. He wasn’t broken, either.
He was just… average.
A piece that fit where it was placed. A constant in a world that changed too fast.
And soulmates—real or not—were supposed to be about something extraordinary. About two people bringing something out in each other that hadn’t existed before.
Micah didn’t think he had anything like that to offer.
The transport gave a low warning chime as it prepared to jump. Micah braced automatically, one hand steadying himself against the wall. Across the cabin, Michelle glanced up at the sound.
Their eyes met.
Just for a second.
No spark. No mystical revelation. Just a quiet recognition—the kind you got when you trusted someone to stand where they said they would.
Michelle gave him a small nod. Micah returned it without thinking.
The jump engaged, space folding around them, and Micah exhaled slowly, the way he always did when things moved from theory to action.
Whatever soulmates were supposed to feel like, this wasn’t it.
And that was fine.
It had to be.
The jump smoothed out into a long, steady cruise, the kind that lulled most people into half-rest. Hours passed in muted routines—equipment checks, status updates, quiet conversation that never quite rose above the hum of the engines.
Micah stayed awake.
He always did on long hauls. Someone had to.
The Judahnator Ship handled like a stubborn animal. Reliable, though. Slow, but honest. Built to carry weight without complaint. Micah respected that about it. If he’d had the choice, he would’ve taken the Arxis in a heartbeat—shorter transit, cleaner arrival—but they were hauling half a warehouse worth of supplies this time.
Med kits. Fabricators. Portable generators. Crates of food sealed for long storage.
The kind of cargo you brought when a place was still learning how to breathe again.
He watched the starfield of the Ancient Pathway thin and warp as they dropped out of transit, the viewport filling with the muted colors of the Raelo below. Two pale moons hung low over the horizon, their light catching on wide stretches of exposed stone and patchy green that looked like it had only recently dared to grow back.
Micah’s jaw tightened, just slightly.
Some Raelos had been lucky. Others—
He pushed the thought away and focused as the ship began its descent, thrusters vibrating through the deck. The atmosphere readouts stabilized. Gravity normalized. The Judahnator gave a familiar, protesting groan as landing struts deployed.
“Touchdown in thirty,” Elijah called from the cockpit.
Micah stood, rolling his shoulders, checking his gear one last time. Across the bay, Michelle was already moving, efficient as ever, securing a crate that had shifted slightly during descent. She didn’t look up when he passed—didn’t need to. He adjusted the strap himself and moved on.
The ramp lowered with a hydraulic hiss, warm air spilling in, thick with dust and the faint metallic tang that always lingered after large-scale devastation. Micah stepped forward automatically, boots hitting solid ground as the ship settled fully.
They weren’t alone.
A small delegation waited just beyond the landing zone—locals in layered robes and light armor, their posture formal but not hostile. At their center stood a tall man with silver-threaded dark hair pulled back from a lined face, his expression composed but wary in the way Micah had come to recognize.
Leadership under strain.
“Lord Kaelren,” Shiloh said as she stepped forward, voice calm, respectful. “It’s good to see you again.”
Kaelren inclined his head. “Shiloh. You honor us with your return.”
Micah clocked the way Kaelren’s gaze lingered, just briefly, on the ship behind them—on the crates visible through the open ramp. Relief flickered there, quickly buried under protocol.
“This is Thymera,” Kaelren continued, gesturing around them. “What remains of it, at least.”
The words landed heavier than his tone suggested.
Micah scanned the outskirts of the landing area as the team began unloading. Reinforced platforms bore scorch marks that hadn’t quite faded. Structures in the distance stood half-rebuilt, scaffolding hugging their sides like bandages. There were gaps, too—spaces where something had once been, now only flat stone and silence.
Stripped barren.
He’d seen the reports. The images. Entire Raelos harvested clean by Darius’ machines, every resource extracted, every person gone. Thymera had survived—but only just.
“We brought additional generators,” Shiloh said. “And the med fabricators you requested. Plus food supplies for the outlying settlements.”
Kaelren’s shoulders eased, the tension bleeding out of him in a way that made Micah’s chest ache faintly. “You have no idea what that means to us.”
Micah doubted that. He had a pretty good idea.
As he and Judah maneuvered a heavy crate down the ramp, Micah caught fragments of conversation—plans for distribution, concerns about remaining drone patrols, quiet mentions of neighboring Raelos that hadn’t been so fortunate.
Judah cracked a joke under his breath about the ship’s suspension. Patience listened, eyes sharp, already assessing who might need care first. Gala and Josiah discussed power grid integration like it was a puzzle they’d been itching to solve.
And Michelle, she moved among the crates, coordinating with the locals effortlessly, hands steady, voice low and reassuring. Someone thanked her—too earnestly, like gratitude was something fragile they weren’t used to offering yet. Michelle smiled, small and genuine, and Micah felt that same strange easing in his chest again.
He looked away.
This was the work. This was what mattered. Showing up. Delivering what people needed. Standing between what was left and what might come next.
Whatever soulmates were supposed to be, whatever people said about destiny and recognition and futures mapped out in advance—
Micah planted his feet in the dust of Thymera and hefted another crate into place.
Right now, being reliable was enough.
Judah loved his ship.
Not in a sentimental way—he wasn’t that far gone—but in the deeply personal sense of having worked on something ugly, loud, and stubborn that refused to quit even when it probably should’ve. The Judahnator creaked and complained as they hauled the last of the crates down the ramp, hydraulics whining like it had opinions about being used as intended.
“Easy—easy—easy,” Judah muttered, bracing his shoulder as Elijah and Daniel guided the crate down with him. “This thing’s got med fabricators in it. If it breaks, Patience will actually kill me.”
Daniel snorted. “She wouldn’t kill you.”
“She’d be disappointed,” Judah shot back. “Worse.”
The crate touched down with a solid thump. Judah straightened, hands on his hips, rolling his neck as he looked back toward the ship. The cargo bay stood empty now—bare metal, scuffed floors, the faint smell of oil and ozone. Hours of unloading, done. The kind of work that left your arms aching and your brain blissfully quiet.
He liked that part.
Elijah wiped his hands on his pants, already turning his attention toward Kaelren and the locals. Daniel followed, peeling off to help Gala with inventory checks. Judah lingered a second longer, leaning against one of the crates, catching his breath.
That’s when he noticed Micah.
Micah hadn’t stopped working until the last crate was down. He never did. Judah had clocked that years ago—how Micah stayed in motion like stillness might invite something unpleasant. But now, with nothing left to carry, Micah had gone quiet.
Too quiet.
Judah followed his line of sight without really meaning to.
Michelle stood a short distance away with Shiloh and Lord Kaelren, the three of them deep in conversation. Shiloh had that familiar leadership calm about her, hands moving as she spoke. Kaelren listened intently, nodding now and then. Michelle stood just off to Shiloh’s side—not front and center, not withdrawn either. Present. Steady.
Judah watched Micah watch her.
It wasn’t obvious. That was the thing. Micah didn’t stare. Didn’t lean. Didn’t smile like an idiot or do anything that would’ve made Judah immediately insufferable about it. He just… tracked her. The way his attention adjusted when she moved. The way his shoulders stayed squared toward her even while his head stayed mostly forward.
Like gravity. Subtle. Unarguable.
Judah’s expression softened, the teasing commentary he usually kept locked and loaded failing to materialize.
Oh.
He’d seen that look before.
Not on Micah—not like this—but on David, years back, before anyone had put words to anything. On people who didn’t realize yet that something had already decided to matter to them.
Judah shifted his weight, folding his arms loosely as he leaned back against the crate. Micah hadn’t noticed him watching. Of course he hadn’t. Micah was terrible at noticing anything about himself.
Judah had grown up in a world where soulmates were just… a thing. Not flashy. Not dramatic. You found them or you didn’t. Sometimes it worked out clean. Sometimes it took a while. Sometimes people circled each other like they were afraid to touch something fragile.
Micah, Judah suspected, had decided a long time ago that fragility wasn’t something he was allowed to handle.
Judah glanced back at Michelle. She laughed at something Shiloh said—quiet, genuine. The sound carried just far enough that Micah’s jaw unclenched without him realizing it.
Judah exhaled slowly through his nose.
Yeah. That tracks.
He pushed off the crate and crossed the short distance to Micah, stopping beside him without saying anything at first. Just stood there, shoulder to shoulder, watching the end of the conversation play out.
Micah shifted slightly, awareness flickering in. “We’re clear on unloading,” he said, like that explained everything.
“Mm,” Judah hummed. “I know.”
A beat passed. Another.
Judah didn’t look at him. Didn’t poke. Didn’t grin.
“Y’know,” he said casually, “most people don’t look at their coworkers like that.”
Micah stiffened—just a fraction. Barely there, but Judah caught it.
“I’m not—” Micah started, then stopped. Reset. “I’m just making sure everything’s good.”
Judah tilted his head, considering. “Sure,” he said easily. “That’s usually how it starts.”
Micah finally glanced at him, confusion flickering across his face. “What starts?”
Judah met his eyes then, expression open, not mocking. Not pushing.
“Noticing,” he said.
Micah frowned, like the word didn’t belong to him.
Judah clapped him lightly on the shoulder and straightened, already turning away. “C’mon. Patience is gonna want help setting up the med station, and if I don’t get there first she’s gonna make me do paperwork.”
He took a few steps, then paused, looking back just long enough to add, softer this time—
“And Micah? For what it’s worth… being reliable isn’t nothing.”
Micah didn’t answer.
But when Judah walked away, he smiled to himself, because Micah’s eyes drifted back—unconsciously, inevitably—to where Michelle stood in the dust of Thymera, alive and real and talking about rebuilding.
Like it wasn’t the first time they’d stood on the edge of something broken together.
Like it wouldn’t be the last.
Judah found Patience exactly where he expected her to be—already three steps ahead of everyone else and pretending she wasn’t.
She’d claimed a patch of open ground just beyond the landing zone, close enough to the transport for easy access to supplies but far enough from the main foot traffic to keep things calm. Two locals hovered nearby, waiting for instructions, while Patience knelt beside an open crate, methodically sorting med packs with the kind of focus that made the world feel quieter around her.
Judah approached at a respectful angle. He’d learned that one the hard way.
“Before you say anything,” he started, hands raised slightly, “I helped unload all the heavy stuff. I have witnesses. Multiple.”
Patience didn’t look up. “Good.”
Judah squinted. “…That’s it? No lecture? No suspicious silence?”
She glanced at him then, one eyebrow lifting. “Do you want one?”
He considered. “Not particularly.”
“Then help me,” she said, already turning back to the crate. “We need the trauma kits separated from the general med packs. Thymera’s clinics are understaffed.”
Judah crouched without complaint, reaching for the nearest sealed case. The banter was familiar, comfortable—the kind of rhythm you didn’t notice until it was gone. He cracked the seal and began sorting as instructed, movements efficient despite the constant motion in his hands.
For a few minutes, neither of them spoke.
Judah liked these moments. The quiet ones. The ones where Patience didn’t need him to fill the space with jokes, and he didn’t feel the urge to anyway.
Eventually, Patience broke the silence.
“You’re distracted,” she said mildly.
Judah blinked. “Wow. I work very hard to hide that.”
She gave him a look. Not sharp. Just knowing.
He sighed, conceding the point. “Micah.”
That earned him a small pause—Patience’s hands stilled for half a second before resuming. “What about him?”
Judah shrugged, carefully stacking a row of injectors. “Nothing. Everything. Same old Micah stuff.”
“Judah,” she said gently, which was always worse than her being stern.
He leaned back on his heels, exhaling. “He doesn’t think he’s… eligible,” he said finally. “For anything good. Not really.”
Patience’s expression softened, the way it always did when someone’s quiet pain came into focus. “He’s wrong.”
“Yeah,” Judah agreed easily. “But you know Micah. Facts bounce right off when they don’t line up with the narrative he’s running.”
She hummed in acknowledgment. “And Michelle?”
Judah’s mouth curved despite himself. “Is standing there existing and absolutely wrecking that narrative just by doing so.”
Patience shook her head faintly, lips twitching. “Soulmates don’t announce themselves loudly,” she said. “Sometimes they just… persist.”
Judah glanced at her, thoughtful. “You ever wish it was clearer?”
She met his gaze then, calm and steady. “No.”
That surprised him. “No?”
Patience returned to her sorting. “Clarity removes choice,” she said simply. “I prefer knowing someone stays because they want to—not because the universe told them to.”
Judah watched her for a beat, something warm settling in his chest. He didn’t say anything. He didn’t need to.
They worked side by side, falling into an easy rhythm as the med station took shape around them. Locals came and went, asking questions, receiving supplies, offering quiet thanks. Patience answered each with patience—fittingly—and Judah found himself stepping in where needed without being asked, anticipating her movements before she made them.
At some point, she handed him a data pad without looking.
He took it automatically.
Their fingers brushed.
Nothing dramatic happened. No spark. No jolt. Just a familiar steadiness, like slipping into a well-worn jacket.
Judah smiled to himself and kept working.
Across the clearing, Micah’s voice carried faintly as he coordinated perimeter checks. Somewhere nearby, Michelle laughed again. The world kept turning. Thymera kept breathing.
Judah glanced up once, briefly, in time to see Micah glance back.
Judah didn’t grin. Didn’t tease.
He just gave him a small nod.
Take your time, it said.
We’ve got you.
Judah always felt it first in his knees.
The Judahnator touched down at home with a familiar thrum—a vibration that rattled up through the deck and settled into his bones like an old habit. The hangar doors slid open, cool recycled air rushing in to replace the dust and heat of Thymera, and Judah let out a breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding.
Home.
The ramp dropped, and before Judah could even step forward, the tech crew descended like a flock of caffeinated birds.
“Alright, nobody touch anything yet—unless it’s smoking—actually especially if it’s smoking—”
That voice. Rapid-fire, metallic echo to it, excitement barely contained.
Judah’s mouth curved immediately. “Oh good,” he muttered. “We summoned him.”
Clank was already halfway up the ramp, tool kit slung over one shoulder, goggles perched crookedly on his helmet. He skidded to a stop in front of Micah and Judah, optics bright, head swiveling between them like he couldn’t decide who to address first.
“Okayokayokay,” Clank said, words tripping over each other. “So—I was watching your return telemetry and there was this tiny fluctuation in the port thruster array that is probably nothing but also could be something and I—Micah! You look intact. Excellent. Judah! The paint held. I told them it would.”
Judah spread his arms proudly. “Never doubt the orange.”
Clank made an enthusiastic noise that might’ve been a laugh, then immediately pivoted, crouching to peer at the underside of the ramp. “Did you feel any vibration on descent? Like a wobble? Or a wobble-wobble? Those are different.”
Micah answered without missing a beat. “Minor wobble at forty meters. Stabilized on final approach.”
Clank froze. Slowly looked up. “You felt it at forty meters?”
Micah shrugged. “Felt normal.”
Clank stared at him for a long second, then shook his head vigorously. “You are not normal. You are a gift. A deeply concerning gift.”
Judah snorted and hopped down the ramp, stretching his arms overhead as the rest of the crew fanned out. Mechanics swarmed the ship, scanners humming, panels popping open. Someone shouted about fuel levels. Someone else started arguing with the Judahnator’s diagnostic readout like it could hear them.
Judah leaned against a crate and watched Clank work.
He loved this part—watching someone do what they loved without apology. Clank moved with manic precision, hands flying, muttering half-finished thoughts as he checked systems, ran scans, slapped the hull affectionately once like it had behaved itself.
Micah lingered nearby, answering questions as they came, steady and patient as ever. Clank gravitated toward him naturally, orbiting in tighter circles whenever something complicated cropped up.
Judah followed Micah’s gaze without thinking.
Michelle had disembarked with Shiloh and the others, already in conversation near the hangar’s edge. She looked tired—everyone did—but lighter somehow. Like being back under familiar skies had loosened something in her shoulders.
Micah watched her the same way he had on Thymera.
Not possessive. Not dramatic.
Just… attentive.
Judah exhaled through his nose, something warm and fond settling in his chest.
Clank noticed. Of course he did.
“Oooh,” Clank said suddenly, popping up at Judah’s side. “That look. That’s a Look.”
Judah didn’t even try to play dumb. “Don’t.”
Clank tilted his head, optics whirring softly. “I didn’t say anything.”
“You were about to,” Judah countered.
Clank leaned closer, lowering his voice conspiratorially—still too loud. “Micah’s baseline heart rate spiked twelve percent when she stepped into the hangar.”
Judah blinked. “You’re tracking his—”
“For medical reasons,” Clank said immediately. “And also curiosity.”
Judah laughed under his breath. “Buddy. Please. For the love of everything functional. Let him figure it out.”
Clank considered that, posture shifting as he glanced back at Micah. The excitement softened—just a little.
“Oh,” he said, quieter now. “Right. Yeah. Okay. I can do that.”
Judah clapped him on the shoulder. “Good man.”
Clank brightened again instantly. “But when he does figure it out, I want credit for noticing first.”
“Get in line,” Judah said, pushing off the crate.
As the hangar buzzed with motion and familiar chaos, Judah took one last look around—at the ship, the crew, the people filtering back into their rhythms like they’d never left.
Micah stood near the Judahnator, steady as ever. Michelle glanced back once, catching his eye. He didn’t look away this time.
Judah smiled to himself.
Yeah.
Some things found their way home, no matter the universe.