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If I Lose You in the Rain

Summary:

After escaping the Labyrinth, Annabeth Chase carries the weight of failure, guilt, and a prophecy she’s terrified to name. Percy Jackson carries the storm.

With war looming over Camp Half-Blood and the space between them growing wider by the day, everything they’ve left unsaid finally erupts beside the lake. Fear, love, and the truth neither of them can outrun.

Sometimes, the rain listens.

Notes:

My first ever fully written out fic! I hope it’s somewhat enjoyable. It’s not too long but I tried my best :)

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They did not emerge from the Labyrinth so much as fall out of it.

The earth spat them back into the open world without ceremony, dumping them onto the forest floor as if it were done with them. Done testing, done breaking. The air aboveground felt too thin, too bright. Percy sucked it in greedily, lungs burning, and barely registered the way his knees hit the dirt.

Pain came later. Exhaustion came immediately.

He stayed there for a moment, one hand pressed to the ground like he needed to reassure himself it was solid, that it wouldn’t tilt and swallow him whole again. His blond hair clung damply to his forehead, streaked with grime and dried sweat. There was blood somewhere along his ribs, he could feel it every time he breathed, but his body had learned to catalog pain and move on.

Tyson emerged behind him with a sound like a wounded animal, massive shoulders slumped, armor cracked, one eye swollen nearly shut. Grover followed, reed pipes snapped clean in half, hands shaking so badly he nearly dropped them. His goat legs buckled, and he had to catch himself on a nearby tree.

And then—

Annabeth.

She stepped out last.

She didn’t stumble. She didn’t collapse. She stood there, back straight, chin lifted, as if posture alone could keep her from splintering apart. Her braids were tangled with dust and blood, dark against her skin, her armor dented and scraped raw. A thin cut traced her temple, dried crimson stark against her cheek.

Her brown eyes were empty.

That scared Percy more than anything else.

Annabeth Chase had always been in motion, thinking, planning, adjusting. Even when she was afraid, her mind stayed sharp. Now she looked like someone who had walked out of a dream she didn’t want to remember but couldn’t forget.

The Labyrinth had not just tested her intellect. It had judged her.

Daedalus. The man she’d admired, understood, believed in. The proof that brilliance without mercy rotted from the inside out. And Luke. Luke who had once held her hand, who had once protected her, who had looked at her with something almost like regret before choosing the Titans anyway.

She had hesitated.

That was the wound she couldn’t cauterize.

If she had acted faster, if she had been colder, smarter, less hopeful, would Kronos still be gathering strength? Would Luke still be lost? The questions circled endlessly, cruel and precise, each one cutting deeper than the last.

Annabeth curled her fingers around her knife so tightly her knuckles burned.

She could still feel Percy nearby.

That was worse.

She didn’t look at him. She couldn’t. Being near him felt like walking barefoot along the edge of a blade. Every time she let herself soften, the prophecy loomed larger in her mind. A hero’s soul, cursed blade, death. Percy’s face kept inserting itself into every possible ending.

And Percy…gods, Percy never learned.

He threw himself into danger with a reckless grace that made her chest ache. He chose sacrifice as if it were instinct. And she knew. She knew. that if fate demanded a life, it would not hesitate to take his.

So she had done the only thing that felt remotely like control.

She pulled away.

Percy felt that absence like a missing limb.

He didn’t need her to say anything; the space between them screamed loud enough. She walked ahead as they made their way back toward camp, her silence sharp, deliberate. He tried to tell himself she was exhausted, that everyone was, but that lie didn’t hold.

Not when she flinched every time he got too close.

Not when she refused to meet his eyes.

By the time Camp Half-Blood came into view, the weight on Percy’s chest felt unbearable.

The camp was already bracing for war.

Demigods ran drills in the fields, bronze flashing under a sky gone heavy and gray. The forge rang nonstop. The Athena cabin reinforced defenses, the Ares kids tested blades with manic focus. It was like the whole place was vibrating, tuned to the same dreadful frequency.

They hadn’t been attacked yet…but everyone knew it was coming.

And Percy, Son of Poseidon, felt the unspoken expectation settle squarely on his shoulders.

This is on you.

He clenched his fists, jaw tight. The prophecy followed him like a shadow, whispering that no matter how hard he tried, it would demand its price. And the one person he wanted beside him, the one person he needed, was slipping further away with every step.

He didn’t know when he stopped walking with the others.

He only knew that Annabeth turned toward the lake, and his feet followed her before his brain could catch up.

The water lay dark and restless, rippling beneath a sky thick with clouds. The air smelled sharp, metallic. Percy felt it immediately, the pull, the awareness. The lake recognized him the way the sea always did.

Annabeth stopped near the shore, shoulders tense.

“Are you going to keep pretending I’m not here?” Percy asked quietly.

She froze.

“I don’t have time for this, Percy.”

The words landed like a slap.

He laughed once, harsh and humorless. “Yeah. That tracks. World’s ending, prophecy breathing down my neck. G uess I’m just another problem you don’t want to deal with.”

She turned then, eyes flashing. “That’s not fair.”

“Then tell me what is,” he shot back. “Because you’ve been shutting me out since we got in the Labyrinth, and I’m done guessing why.”

The first drops of rain fell.

Not enough to soak them. Just enough to darken the earth. To ripple the lake.

Percy didn’t notice. Not yet.

Annabeth folded her arms, armor clinking softly. “You don’t understand what I’m carrying.”

“Then let me,” he said, voice breaking despite himself. “Because it feels like you’re carrying it away from me.”

Thunder murmured distantly.

And something inside Percy, tight, coiled, furious and terrified…began to unravel. The rain didn’t stop.

It didn’t surge either…not yet. It lingered in a maddening in-between, misting the air, dampening the dirt, clinging to skin like a warning. Percy felt it prickling along his nerves, the familiar hum beneath his feet, the lake responding to something restless inside him.

Annabeth exhaled shakily and turned away, pacing a few steps toward the water’s edge. “You don’t get it,” she said, quieter now, and somehow that hurt worse. “Every choice I make lately feels like it ends with someone bleeding.”

Percy followed, boots crunching against wet gravel. “You think I don’t feel that?” he demanded. “You think I don’t replay everything over and over, wondering what I could’ve done differently?”

She stopped short. “Then why do you keep doing it?”

“Doing what?”

“Running headfirst into danger like you’re disposable!” Her voice cracked, sharp with panic she’d been trying to keep buried. “Like your life is just another piece on the board!”

The wind picked up, tugging at Percy’s shirt, rattling the trees. The lake darkened, waves beginning to lap harder against the shore.

“I don’t have the luxury of being careful,” Percy shot back. “Not when monsters don’t hesitate. Not when Kronos doesn’t wait for us to be ready.”

“And that’s exactly what terrifies me,” Annabeth snapped, spinning on him. Rain streaked down her face, blurring with tears she refused to acknowledge. “You act like if you don’t move first, everything will fall apart..but Percy, you are not the only one who can fight.”

“That’s funny,” he said bitterly. “Because it sure feels like everyone expects me to be.”

She flinched.

There it was. The unspoken truth between them, dragged into the open and dripping with resentment. Percy felt it every time a counselor looked at him for reassurance, every time Chiron’s gaze lingered a second too long. Hero. Weapon. Sacrifice.

Annabeth swallowed hard. “The prophecy—”

“Don’t,” Percy said immediately.

“No,” she insisted, stepping closer, rain plastering her braids to her cheeks. “We have to talk about it.”

He shook his head. “Every time you bring it up, you look at me like I’m already dead.”

Her voice dropped to a whisper. “Because I’m scared that you are.”

Thunder cracked overhead, louder this time. The rain thickened, drops growing heavier, colder. Percy felt it surge through him, unbidden, his pulse syncing with the rhythm of the storm.

Annabeth pressed on, words spilling out now that the dam had cracked. “I failed Luke. I saw the boy he used to be, and I hesitated because I wanted to believe there was still good left. And now Kronos is closer than ever, and I can’t stop thinking that if I’d been stronger..if I’d been smarter—”

“Annabeth,” Percy said, voice rough. “Luke made his choice.”

“And you keep making yours,” she shot back. “Over and over again. You choose everyone else before yourself. Before me.”

The rain was a downpour now.

It hammered the lake’s surface, water rising around their boots, soaking them to the bone. Percy barely noticed the cold. His chest felt too tight, emotions clawing their way out with nowhere to go.

“You think I want to be this person?” he demanded. “You think I wake up every day excited about being the hero who might not make it to seventeen?”

She stared at him, stunned.

“I’m terrified,” Percy went on, words tumbling out unchecked. “I’m scared all the time. Of the prophecy. Of failing. Of losing—” His voice broke. “Of losing you.”

Annabeth’s breath hitched.

“But you keep pushing me away,” he said, anguish sharp and bright in his eyes. “Like being with me is some kind of mistake.”

She stepped back as if struck. “It’s not a mistake.”

“Then why does it feel like you’re already saying goodbye?”

The question hung between them, heavy and unforgiving.

Annabeth’s shoulders sagged. When she spoke again, her voice was raw. “Because being around you feels like inviting fate to take you faster.”

The storm answered her.

Rain poured down in sheets now, thunder rolling directly overhead, the lake surging as waves slapped violently against the shore. Percy felt it..felt himself doing this..and still couldn’t stop. His emotions were too tangled, too big, and the water obeyed without question.

“I don’t know how to be with you without being afraid,” she admitted, tears finally spilling free. “Every time you get hurt, every time you don’t come back right away, I think—this is it. This is where I lose him.”

Percy stepped closer, water swirling around his ankles. “You won’t lose me because you’re with me,” he said fiercely. “You’ll lose me if you shut me out.”

She shook her head. “You don’t understand what it’s like to see the end coming.”

“I do,” he said softly. “I live with it.”

Silence fell, broken only by the roar of rain and the crash of thunder. Percy’s hands trembled at his sides. Annabeth looked at him like she was memorizing his face…every freckle, every familiar line..as if afraid it might vanish.

“I can’t pretend I don’t miss you,” she whispered. “But I don’t know how to survive it if something happens to you.”

Percy took another step forward, heart pounding, storm raging. “Then don’t survive it alone.”

Lightning split the sky.

The rain came down harder than ever, as if the heavens themselves were listening.

And Percy—finally, recklessly—let himself say the truth he’d been holding back since the moment he’d realized it was inevitable.

“I love you,” he said. “More than the prophecy. More than the war. More than anything.”

Annabeth quietly gasped, as if the words had struck her physically.

For a moment, neither of them moved.

The storm raged.

And Percy, soaked and shaking and utterly undone, stepped into her space

Percy didn’t think.

If he did, he would stop. He would remember the prophecy, the war waiting just beyond the trees, the thousand ways loving Annabeth Chase could end in ruin. Thinking had never saved him anyway.

So he acted.

He closed the distance between them in two strides, hands coming up to frame her face like it was instinct, like muscle memory carved into him deeper than fear. His palms were warm against her rain-chilled skin, thumbs brushing the curve of her jaw, steady even as everything inside him shook.

Annabeth inhaled sharply.

“Percy—”

He didn’t give her time to finish.

He kissed her.

It wasn’t gentle. It wasn’t careful. It was desperate and aching and far too honest, rain and emotion crashing together in a way that felt inevitable. His lips were warm, insistent, like he was trying to pour every unsaid thing into that single moment. Like he was trying to convince the universe itself that this mattered.

For half a heartbeat, Annabeth froze.

Then she broke.

Her hands fisted in the front of his soaked shirt, pulling him closer as if the world might rip him away if she didn’t anchor him there. She kissed him back with a fierceness that startled them both…months of fear, love, restraint, and grief unraveling all at once.

The storm reacted instantly.

Rain slammed down harder, pounding the lake’s surface into chaos. Waves surged toward the shore, water climbing their calves, their knees. Thunder rolled so close it felt like it rattled Percy’s bones. Lightning flashed, illuminating them in stark white…two figures clinging to each other at the edge of the world.

Percy felt it all.

The rain wasn’t just falling, it was answering. Every spike of emotion, every pulse of longing, every fractured piece of him that screamed don’t take this from me. The water curled closer, protective and wild, mirroring the way his heart felt like it might burst through his ribs.

Annabeth gasped against his mouth, breath uneven, rain soaking her lashes, her loose curls from her braids plastered to her cheeks. She tasted like salt and rain and something achingly familiar. Something that felt like home.

She broke the kiss first, forehead dropping against his, both of them shaking.

“This is dangerous,” she whispered.

“I know,” Percy breathed.

Her hands slid up his arms, as if memorizing him. “Percy, if something happens to you—”

He pressed his forehead harder to hers, eyes closed. “Then let this be real,” he said fiercely. “Let this be something fate can’t erase.”

The rain faltered.

Not stopped…but softened. The downpour eased into something steadier, less violent, as if the storm itself were exhaling. The waves retreated, water lowering inch by inch, the lake settling into a restless calm.

Annabeth noticed.

Her eyes flicked to the water, then back to him. “You’re doing this,” she whispered.

Percy swallowed. “I’m not trying to.”

“I know,” she said softly.

She cupped his face now, her touch reverent, thumbs brushing under his eyes as if she could wipe away every burden etched there. “I love you,” she said, voice trembling but sure. “And that’s exactly why I’m so afraid.”

He leaned into her touch like he needed it to breathe. “I’m afraid too.”

They stayed like that for a long moment..rain misting around them, the storm hovering at the edge of control, the world holding its breath.

Finally, Annabeth stepped back.

Just half a step. But it felt like miles.

Her hands slipped from his shirt, though her gaze never left his face. “We can’t pretend this fixes everything,” she said quietly.

“I know,” Percy replied. His chest ached, but he didn’t argue. “The war’s still coming.”

“And the prophecy,” she added, voice tight.

He nodded. “Yeah.”

The rain continued to ease, thinning to a soft drizzle, as if responding to the quiet acceptance settling between them. Percy hadn’t commanded it—he just let himself feel. And the water, loyal as ever, listened.

Annabeth wrapped her arms around herself, suddenly looking younger, smaller beneath the weight of everything she carried. “I don’t regret that,” she said, glancing back at him. “The kiss. I won’t.”

Relief hit him so hard his knees nearly buckled. “Me neither.”

They stood in silence, the lake dark and watchful beside them. Somewhere back at camp, horns would sound soon. Orders would be given. Swords would be drawn.

War didn’t care about stolen moments.

“I’m not avoiding you anymore,” Annabeth said at last. “I can’t promise I won’t be scared. But I won’t shut you out.”

Percy gave a small, shaky smile. “That’s all I want.”

She hesitated, then reached for his hand, just their fingers lacing together, subtle and private and devastatingly intimate.

Thunder rumbled one last time, distant now.

When they finally turned back toward camp, the sky was still gray, the air still heavy…but the storm no longer felt like it was waiting to break.

It had already passed through him.

And though the war loomed and fate circled like a vulture, Percy walked forward knowing one thing with absolute certainty:

Whatever came next, he wouldn’t face it alone.