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The day begins like normal.
Tsukasa woke up from a nice and relaxing beauty sleep. It was the weekend, and he didn't have many plans other than going to rehearsal.
He quickly swung his legs over his bed frame. Dropping his feet against the hardwood floors, the pajamas with little stars on them swallow his frame. He had gotten them from an impulse buy and he ended up not bothering checking the size.
Tsukasa rubbed his eyes to remove the sleepiness which was still clinging onto him, he hated getting up in the morning, especially when it was a Saturday. If only he could just stay cuddled up in bed, but he knew Saki would've killed him if he didn't get out of bed soon.
Walking over to the closet he looks though his clothes to find his casual wear, he always liked wearing that blue sweater with a small fish on it. Unfortunately, it was in the wash and he couldn't wear it, so he ended up grabbing just a plain shirt and some jeans.
He does some poses in the mirror to make sure he still looks good and walks down the stairs.
The star is greeted with a smile from his sister, who had made breakfast before he had woken up. She turned to face him, handing him a plate of toast with butter on it.
“Onii-chan! You are awake! I thought you were going to be asleep for the whole day!”
He chuckles at her comment, taking a bite from the toast.
“I know, I know. But there’s nothing to worry about. Besides a star must never sleep inn!”
“Hehe. Anyways, me and the girls are going to have a trip to a venue. We will be staying there for a few days.”
“So, I won’t be home till next week”
Tsukasa freezes. Saki... Won’t be home? They’re parents were out on a business trip which means he will have the whole house to himself...
“Ah, I see. Well make sure you have fun!”
The star continues to eat, starting to think about what he should do while the house will be empty.
Being alone in the house brings an unpleasant feeling. He doesn’t quite know why, but he does feel it. He doesn’t want to be alone.
That was when he remembers that he could just contact Wonderland x Showtime. Or.. He could contact Rui... His director and.. Boyfriend.
He hadn’t told anyone yet, but he and Rui had started dating in secret for a month.
They had been able to hide it pretty well considering not even Emu has found out. They had been able to go on dates without anyone interfering or questioning their intentions.
Tsukasa looked over at his phone, exploring his contact list, looking for the name “Rui <33”
He quickly presses the call button and waits for the sound of someone picking up the call from the other side.
A little ding could be heard before that smooth voice comes out of the speaker.
“Oya? Tsukasa-kun, did you need something?”
Bringing the phone to his ear, Tsukasa speaks up.
“Ah, Rui! I was wondering if you had any plans for next week...?”
“No? Well other than the rehearsals we have after school then I don’t. Why?”
Tsukasa lets out a sigh of relief, already preparing to ask Rui if he could hang out this week-
“Hey.. Tsukasa-kun?”
The serious tone in the director’s voice comes to a surprise as he is normally laid back and teasing, so the seriousness unsettles Tsukasa a little. The star closes his eyes for a second, praying Rui didn’t find out that he snuck some carrots in his lunch the day before.
“Yeah?”
“.. You know our relationship? And how we have done a lot of things?”
The anticipation is killing him. He is immediately thinking of the worst-case scenarios like Rui is going to leave him, or Rui has cancer and will die in the next 24 hours.
“Mhm… What are you getting at?”
“I’m Thinking, why don’t we take the next step in our relationship? You know… the bed?”
The star quickly calms down, before just as fast getting extremely flustered. The bed? Like-like Sex? Of course, it’s only reasonable to want to try to explore that kind of activity, but it didn’t make it any less embarrassing.
“I see, I mean I don’t mind if you want that. But are you sure.”
“Well, I was hoping we could try it, I want to know your preferences and I was wondering how it would feel.”
Tsukasa struggles to keep down excitement.
“So next week? Should we do Saturday?”
“That works for me. But should we do your place or my place? I mean, you have a bed, but then again you have Saki”
Tsukasa cuts Rui off to explain the situation with Saki.
“Oh no I actually have the whole house to myself, Saki’s going to a venue and mom and dad are on a business trip.”
Tsukasa could basically feel Rui’s smile from the other end.
“Good, then it will be your house. I can’t wait. Well, see you.”
The call ends leaving the star with a warm feeling in his chest. He was already thinking about it, about how it would feel, about how good it would be to take care of Rui that way…
That was when he remembers. That he has no idea what to do, or how he should prepare which instantly sent him into a small panic. He wants to do his best, to please Rui in the best way possible. He doesn’t want to disappoint him.
Like should he give Rui a gift? Flowers? Chocolates? What should he wear? What cologne should he have on. What about scented candles? How should he set up his bed?
These were all questions he decided to declare as important in some way. Tsukasa looks at the time, rehearsal starts at 4 and it is currently 2. So he has time to search things.
The star rushes up the stairs back into his room, he sits down at his desk, taking a small laptop out of his bag and placing it on the table.
Opening the computer, he hurries to open the web and starts to search up a bunch of stuff.
The first search was “Should I give my lover something before sex?” He clicks around seeing one of the responses saying he should give chocolates, so he quickly types another search.
“What’s the best chocolate to give to arouse my partner?” The response was to give a dark chocolate, at least 70% cacao. That or something called Sex Chocolates.
And so, on was all the questions in his mind answered. He should wear a long robe, preferably loose to show his chest. He should wear something scented like vanilla or amber.
He knew he shouldn’t be using the internet for help, considering it normally isn’t the most trustable source, but he didn’t have any better source. He was planning to get rose pedals and some rose scented candles to set up his bedroom, like a scene from a romance movie.
Tsukasa had a week to prepare, so he wasn’t in a rush. He just needs to think. Maybe he should ask Rui what kind of flowers he would like? Or what scent he likes? Wait..
Should he get condoms? Were they going to do this safely? The star takes a moment before realizing that if he was going to get some that means he needs to find out his size and even Rui’s...
Why didn’t he think about that? Well, it can’t be that hard.
Right?