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Chapter 1: Getting together

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The Pitt never really slept. It only shifted personalities—bright and clipped during the day, sharp and haunted at night.

Dr. Jack Abbott preferred nights. Fewer administrators. Fewer speeches. More honesty.

Dr. Frank Langdon preferred days. More movement. More chaos. More reasons not to think.

They overlapped for exactly forty-seven minutes every afternoon during shift change.

At first, that overlap was professional. Efficient. Clean.

Jack would stand beside Frank at the central desk, voice low and steady as he handed off trauma summaries.

“Motor vehicle collision in Bay Three, watch the spleen. Elderly fall in Seven—subdural’s small but I don’t trust it.”

Frank would nod, absorbing everything with sharp eyes and quick hands already flipping through labs.

It took three weeks for people to notice that neither of them ever seemed in a rush to end those forty-seven minutes.

The First Sign;

It happened in Trauma Bay Two.

A teenage patient. Tension pneumothorax. Monitors screaming. Respiratory tanking.

Frank had the needle in his hand, jaw tight. He’d done this before—but not with this kind of room. Nurses moving fast. A paramedic still giving report. Someone knocking into the supply cart.

Jack stepped in without fanfare.

“Langdon,” he said quietly, stepping behind him, “angle slightly superior. Second intercostal. You’re too medial.”

Frank adjusted.

“No,” Jack murmured, closer now. “Here.”

And then Jack did what he always did when he taught—he demonstrated.

Except this time, instead of standing beside him, he stepped directly behind him.

Close.

One hand came around Frank’s side, guiding his wrist. The other braced lightly against Frank’s hip to steady him in the crowded bay.

Their bodies aligned almost perfectly.

Jack leaned in, voice near Frank’s ear.

“Feel that? That’s your landmark.”

Frank exhaled.

He could feel Jack’s chest against his back. Solid. Warm. Calm.

The needle slid in. A hiss of air. The monitor numbers climbed.

“Good,” Jack said softly.

He didn’t move away right away.

Neither did Frank.

The Second Sign;

By the next week, it was subtle things.

Jack lingering in the doorway when Frank was suturing.

Frank saving the good coffee from the physician lounge because “Abbott drinks it black and deserves better than this sludge.”

Jack touching Frank’s elbow when he passed him in the hallway—just a brief squeeze.

Frank leaning against Jack’s shoulder during a rare quiet moment at the desk, eyes half-closed from exhaustion.

No one said anything.

But everyone noticed.

The Trauma Bay Incident;

It was a mass casualty—three-car pileup on the bridge. The ER turned electric.

Frank was assigned lead in one bay. Jack was technically off shift—but he stayed.

Frank was focused on an unstable abdominal bleed, hands steady but tension obvious in his shoulders.

“Pressure’s dropping,” a nurse called.

“I know,” Frank snapped, already calculating.

Jack stepped up behind him again.

“Breathe,” he said.

“I am breathing.”

“Not effectively.”

And then—without thinking about optics or proximity or the fact that half the department was watching—Jack positioned himself behind Frank the way he always did when things got critical.

Chest to back.

One arm reaching around to guide suction placement.

His chin nearly brushing Frank’s temple.

“You’re going to clamp here,” Jack instructed quietly. “Trust your instincts.”

Frank swallowed.

The room was loud.

But between them, it was still.

“Like this?” Frank asked.

“Exactly like that.”

Jack’s hand flattened briefly against Frank’s abdomen to steady him.

It was clinical.

Technically.

But the visual told a different story.

When the patient stabilized, Jack finally stepped away.

Frank turned slightly, and for a split second their faces were inches apart.

Neither seemed aware of how that looked.

The nurses absolutely were.

The Break Room After;

Nurse Patel leaned against the counter, arms crossed.

“So,” she said casually, “are we not talking about the fact that Dr. Abbott basically slow-danced Dr. Langdon through a splenic clamp?”

Laughter rippled.

“Did you see how close they were?” one of the residents added. “I thought we were about to dim the lights.”

“They’re definitely together,” someone else said.

“They’ve been together.”

“Have you seen how Langdon looks at him?”

“And Abbott? Abbott doesn’t look at anyone like that.”

There was unanimous agreement.

The Aftermath;

Frank found Jack in an empty hallway near radiology later that night.

“Apparently,” Frank began, trying for nonchalance and failing, “the department thinks we’re dating.”

Jack raised an eyebrow. “Do they.”

“After today.”

Jack leaned against the wall, arms crossed. Calm as ever.

“Does that bother you?”

Frank opened his mouth.

Closed it.

He replayed the trauma bay. The warmth at his back. The steadiness in Jack’s voice. The way the chaos felt manageable when Jack was close.

“…I don’t know,” Frank admitted.

Jack stepped forward slowly.

This time there was no emergency. No patient. No excuse.

He reached up and adjusted Frank’s collar—something that didn’t need adjusting.

“You do good work,” Jack said quietly.

Frank’s pulse jumped.

“You only get that close when you’re teaching,” Frank murmured.

“Not always.”

The hallway was dim.

Jack’s hand slid briefly to the back of Frank’s neck—not possessive. Not explicit. Just grounding.

Intentional.

“If they’re going to assume,” Jack said softly, “we could give them something real to assume about.”

Frank’s breath hitched.

“You’re serious.”

Jack didn’t answer with words.

He leaned in.

Not rushed. Not dramatic.

Just a deliberate, quiet press of his lips to Frank’s.

Soft.

Frank froze for half a second—then melted into it.

When they pulled apart, they were both slightly breathless.

“Well,” Frank said faintly, “that’s going to validate some rumors.”

Jack’s thumb brushed lightly along Frank’s jaw.

“Let them talk.”

 

The next day, they weren’t exactly subtle.

Jack’s hand resting at the small of Frank’s back while reviewing scans.

Frank leaning into Jack during rounds.

A shared smile that lingered too long to be just professional.

Nurse Patel walked by, nodded once, and said, “Finally.”

Frank turned red.

Jack looked entirely unbothered.

When they ended up in Trauma Bay Two again later that week, Jack stepped behind Frank out of habit.

This time, Frank leaned back on purpose.

And the entire room collectively tried not to stare.

Because now?

It wasn’t an assumption.

It was obvious.

And somehow, in the middle of sirens and blood and fluorescent lights, the ER at The Pitt had gained something rare.

Stability.

In the form of two doctors who worked better pressed together than apart.

 

_____

 

The email hit both their inboxes at 9:12 a.m.

Subject: Professional Conduct Review – Mandatory Attendance

Frank stared at it like it might disappear if he blinked hard enough.

Jack, on the other hand, read it once, took a sip of his coffee, and said, “Well. That was efficient.”

“Efficient?” Frank hissed. “Jack, this says multiple reports.”

Jack glanced over. “That means at least three.”

Frank groaned and dropped his forehead to the desk.

 

By the time they walked into the small HR office, half the department had already heard.

Nurse Patel gave them a thumbs-up.

One of the residents whispered, “Bring snacks back.”

Frank wanted to evaporate.

Jack walked in like he was presenting at a conference.

Inside sat Ms. Duvall from HR — immaculate, unamused, and holding a folder that looked thick.

“Dr. Abbott. Dr. Langdon,” she began crisply. “Please sit.”

They did.

She opened the folder.

“I have received multiple concerns regarding physical proximity in clinical settings. Specifically in Trauma Bays Two and Three.”

Frank turned the color of a cardiac arrest code cart.

Jack folded his hands calmly in his lap.

“Can you clarify what is meant by proximity?” he asked.

Ms. Duvall blinked. “Dr. Abbott, witnesses describe you as ‘pressed up against Dr. Langdon’s back’ while instructing procedures.”

Jack nodded thoughtfully. “Yes. That would be correct.”

Frank shot him a look.

“You admit that?” Frank whispered.

“It’s accurate.”

Ms. Duvall cleared her throat. “Several staff members described the behavior as… intimate.”

Jack’s expression didn’t change.

“It was instructional.”

“Chest-to-back instructional?” she asked pointedly.

Frank made a strangled sound.

Jack tilted his head slightly. “When guiding fine motor placement under stress, physical stabilization improves precision.”

There was a pause.

Ms. Duvall looked at Frank. “Dr. Langdon, did you feel uncomfortable?”

Frank opened his mouth.

Closed it.

Thought about the trauma bay. The warmth. The steadiness. The way his pulse had slowed when Jack’s voice dropped near his ear.

“…No,” he admitted quietly.

“Were you pressured?”

“No.”

“Were you aware of how it might appear to others?”

Frank hesitated.

Jack answered, “We are now.”

Ms. Duvall leaned back.

“There are also reports,” she continued carefully, “of lingering physical contact in hallways. Collar adjustments. Hands at the lower back.”

Frank covered his face.

Jack remained infuriatingly composed.

“Is there a personal relationship between the two of you?” she asked.

Silence.

Frank’s heart was pounding so loud he was sure it was audible.

Jack turned slightly toward him.

It wasn’t dramatic. It wasn’t showy.

But it was deliberate.

“Yes,” Jack said calmly. “There is.”

Frank’s head snapped up.

Ms. Duvall blinked. “You are confirming a consensual relationship?”

Jack didn’t look away from Frank when he answered.

“Yes.”

Frank swallowed hard.

“…Yes,” he echoed.

The air in the room shifted.

Ms. Duvall closed the folder slowly.

“Hospital policy requires disclosure of workplace relationships, especially between supervising physicians.”

Jack nodded. “Understood.”

Frank looked like he might faint.

“You will both complete the appropriate documentation. Additionally,” she added pointedly, “we expect professional boundaries during active patient care.”

Jack inclined his head slightly. “Of course.”

A beat passed.

Then Ms. Duvall said, almost reluctantly, “For what it’s worth, patient outcomes during the reported incidents were excellent.”

Frank blinked.

Jack allowed himself the faintest hint of a smile.

“Thank you.”

 

The moment the office door shut, Frank turned to Jack.

“You just—just said it.”

“Yes.”

“You didn’t even warn me!”

Jack stepped closer, lowering his voice.

“Would you have preferred I deny it?”

Frank faltered.

“No.”

Jack’s hand brushed lightly against Frank’s wrist — subtle, but grounding.

“I don’t particularly enjoy rumors speaking for me,” Jack said. “I prefer accuracy.”

Frank stared at him.

“You’re impossible.”

“And yet.”

Frank’s breath hitched slightly.

Down the hall, Nurse Patel peeked around a corner.

“Well?” she stage-whispered.

Jack didn’t look away from Frank when he answered.

“Documentation pending.”

The hallway erupted in muffled cheering.

Frank buried his face in Jack’s shoulder for half a second out of pure mortification.

Jack’s hand settled at the small of his back automatically.

This time, though—

It wasn’t instruction.

It was possession.

And absolutely everyone saw it.

 

______

 

They’re “Married”Now;

It starts subtly.

Frank walks into the ER the morning after HR.

Nurse Patel looks up from the desk and says, “Morning, Mrs. Abbott.”

Frank chokes on his coffee.

“I— what?”

“Sorry,” she says sweetly. “Dr. Abbott.”

Across the room, Jack doesn’t even look up from a chart. “Good morning.”

Unhelpful. Completely unbothered.

By noon, it’s worse.

A trauma resident asks, “Should we run this by Dr. Langdon or… his husband?”

Frank drops a pen.

Jack calmly replies, “Dr. Langdon is perfectly capable of making independent decisions.”

The resident nods quickly.

Then adds, “Yes, sir.”

Sir.

Frank cannot survive this.

Later, in the supply closet, Frank hisses, “They’re calling you my husband.”

Jack considers that. “Technically unverified.”

“That is not the point.”

Jack steps closer, adjusting Frank’s badge like it’s crooked (it’s not).

“They’ll get bored.”

They do not get bored.

They escalate.

Someone leaves two ring pops in their mail slots.

There’s a card taped to Jack’s locker that reads: Congratulations on your work wife.

Frank nearly dies.

Jack pockets the ring pops without comment.

The Favoritism Comment;

It happens during rounds.

A complicated abdominal case. Frank makes the call to observe instead of rushing to surgery.

It’s solid reasoning.

Evidence-based.

Clean.

A junior attending mutters under his breath, “Must be nice having the department head backing your every move.”

The room goes quiet.

Frank stiffens.

Jack, who has been leaning casually against the counter, straightens slowly.

“Clarify,” Jack says.

Not loud.

Not emotional.

Just cold.

The junior attending swallows. “I just mean— it’s obvious who gets preferential oversight.”

The air temperature drops ten degrees.

Jack steps forward.

“Dr. Langdon’s outcomes are in the ninety-eighth percentile for his cohort,” Jack says evenly. “His complication rates are below departmental average. His clinical judgment has been independently reviewed twice this quarter.”

Silence.

“If you are implying his competence is relational rather than earned,” Jack continues, voice razor-thin, “I suggest you review his file before questioning it.”

The attending flushes. “I didn’t mean—”

“I know exactly what you meant.”

Frank’s heart is pounding.

Because Jack isn’t defending their relationship.

He’s defending Frank.

The room disperses quickly.

Later, Frank corners him in an empty hallway.

“You didn’t have to do that.”

“Yes,” Jack says simply. “I did.”

“You went nuclear.”

Jack’s jaw tightens slightly. “No one diminishes your work.”

Frank stares at him.

“You’re terrifying when you’re protective.”

Jack’s expression softens just a fraction.

“Good.”

The Disclosure Form;

They sit side-by-side in Jack’s office after shift.

The hospital’s official “Workplace Relationship Disclosure” form is pulled up on the screen.

Frank reads aloud.

“Section One: Nature of Relationship.”

He looks at Jack.

“What do we even put?”

Jack doesn’t hesitate. “Consensual romantic relationship.”

Frank’s ears burn.

“You say that like it’s a diagnosis.”

“It is a classification.”

Frank laughs nervously.

Section Two: Power Imbalance Considerations.

They both go quiet.

Jack leans back in his chair.

“I can recuse myself from formal evaluations,” he says.

Frank turns to him. “You would?”

“Yes.”

Without hesitation.

That hits harder than the HR confession.

Frank swallows. “You don’t have to—”

“I want your career insulated from this.”

There’s something in his voice now. Not clinical. Not calm.

Intent.

Frank looks down at the form.

There’s a box at the bottom:

Do you believe this relationship impacts patient care?

Jack glances at him.

“No,” Jack says.

Frank’s lips twitch. “If anything, our trauma stats improved.”

“They did.”

Frank bumps his shoulder lightly against Jack’s.

“Chest-to-back stabilization therapy.”

Jack’s mouth curves slightly.

Frank hesitates before clicking submit.

Then—

He laces his fingers with Jack’s under the desk.

Just for a second.

Jack stills.

Then squeezes back.

When the confirmation email dings, Frank exhales.

“That’s it,” he murmurs. “It’s official.”

Jack turns in his chair, close enough that their knees brush.

“It was official when I said it was.”

Frank’s pulse spikes.

“You’re very confident.”

“I’m very certain.”

The fluorescent lights hum overhead.

The hospital buzz continues outside the office.

But in here—

It’s quiet.

Frank studies him.

“You really don’t care what they think, do you?”

Jack’s thumb brushes over Frank’s knuckles.

“I care what you think.”

And that?

That absolutely ruins Frank.

Because the ER may treat them like they’re married.

But in this moment—

It feels dangerously close to true.