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Letter #1.
Dear My Future Lover,
Hi! I’m Mingi! Uhm… Actually, you might already know that by the time you are seeing this lol, excuse my awkwardness. This is actually the first time I’m writing a letter, so it might just sound really awkward haha… Either way! I’m 15-years-old Mingi (it’s my birthday today!), so I guess that’s still considered as someone you’ve never met lol.
If you’re wondering, “well Mingi, why are you awkwardly writing a letter, specifically addressed to your future lover?” Uhm… I just thought that you know, maybe one day, you, the love of my life would want to know what my life was like before I would’ve met you. Kind of like a personal diary? I guess? But something that wouldn’t be buried for forever, never to be seen again.
I just thought it might be romantic, but if it isn’t then I guess this will be a diary. But if you are reading this, I’ll write about the little details of my life no one would be able to tell. How I feel, what I was thinking, you know, the things that are perpetually kept in my brain and that I was never able to really verbalize? Yeah. Those thoughts.
I’ll skip the basics for now, considering that the future me probably already told you enough about himself. I’m 15, right now, and I am unfortunately going to start sophomore year in the next few days, actually. I’ve got decent grades in school and mum never feels the need to nag at me too much. I love music, and I’m considering pursuing it in college, though I’m not too confident that I am good enough for it…
Oh, one thing I’m hoping is that future me has a lot of friends. I uh… I don’t really have that many right now, just a shy, socially awkward boy. Would you believe that? haha. I guess I’m just too tall and (really) clumsy… I don’t have good enough coordination skills to play sports, I don’t think I have the good looks to draw attention in crowds… and I’m really shy too. I don’t hold conversations that well, don’t really know how to keep up with them. Parties aren’t really my thing either, I’d much rather stay home and read or work on music than find myself in one of those stuffy homes.
But I do have some friends. Oh! I should tell you about Yunho! He’s my best friend! Or rather, he’s actually my mum’s best friend’s son, but we’ve grown up by each other’s side for so long now that he’s my best friend too. Yunho knows everything about me, it’s kind of funny now that I think about it, but he really does know me a little too well. He knows when the crowds start getting too much for me, somehow knows what food I’m craving on any given day, knows all of my embarrassing moments.
I hope in the future, as you’re reading this, that you would also have become friends with Yunho. He’s the kind of guy that I want sticking around in my life until the end. So I really hope that future me is still together with him, best buds and all. And I guess I would also really like it if you were friends with him too! My best buddy and my love. That sounds really good, actually.
Anyways, I think I’ll stop here for now. But I’ll write every week. I actually joked about doing this to my mum the other day, only for her to call me a hopeless romantic who is going to waste paper just to write imaginary letters to someone I don’t know. But I fought back and said that I wanted these letters to be a gift to you, whoever you might be, wherever you are right now.
So I’ll write next week, and the week after that. Until I find you, even if it takes me a thousand letters until the day I do. Wait for me, my love.
Love,
Mingi <3
