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Part I. Homecoming
Chapter 1. The Prodigal Son
The spring of that year came softly to Imladris, with white blossoms upon the birches and the singing of many waters in the valley. The household of Elrond Half-elven was in peace, and laughter still echoed among the terraces and the fair green fields. Yet before the summer had ripened, a shadow fell upon the House of Rivendell; for Estel, the young ward of Elrond, was gone.
None could say how it had happened. One bright morning, when the mists yet clung to the hollows, the child had gone to wander the outer glades, seeking herbs and wildflowers as was his wont. He did not return by sunset. They searched the woods until moonrise, calling his name in the tongue of the Eldar and of Men, but no answer came back save the sighing of leaves. The footprints by the path ended near the stream that runs down from the northern fells, and there the trail grew strange, as though the air itself had swallowed him.
So began the years of the long search.
The sons of Elrond, Elladan and Elrohir, rode far and wide beyond the borders of Eriador. They sought among the ruins of the North, in the cold hills and the shadowed dales, and sent word to the Rangers that one dear to their house was lost. Yet none found sign or rumor of the boy.
Many feared that some dark power had taken him — for the servants of the Enemy were again abroad — but Elrond spoke otherwise. “Grieve not beyond measure,” he said, his eyes dark with distant thought. “I have Seen that Estel shall return. But no search will bring him home, until the hour appointed.”
Thus the years passed.
The first year was filled with restless hope; riders came and went with tidings of every wandering child and stray traveler. By the second, silence lay heavy upon the valley, and the name of Estel was spoken seldom, save in prayer. In the third year, the laughter of children seemed dimmer, and the valley itself mourned. Lady Gilraen returned to her own people, for while she would not give up hope and still waited for tidings of her son, the valley of Rivendell had grown too terrible for her to endure. The sons of Elrond returned from their journeys weary and grim, their eyes haunted by the wild lands beyond. The fourth year waned into winter, and Elrond stood often upon the terrace that overlooked the Bruinen, gazing eastward as though awaiting a sign. In the fifth year, there was nothing but silence; the wound was not forgotten, yet it could not be spoken or even thought of.
And so it was, in the sixth spring since Estel’s vanishing, that a cry went up from the watch upon the western bridge. At the Ford of Bruinen a rider was seen approaching in haste, his horse foam-flecked, and in his arms he bore a still form.
Glorfindel it was, golden-haired and bright even beneath the shadow of grief. He dismounted before the gates and called for Elrond, his voice trembling though seldom had any heard him thus. “He is found!” he cried. “He is found — but I fear too late.”
Those who came running beheld that he bore a young man, pale as moonlight and scarcely breathing. His garments were torn and dark with blood; strange marks, like burns or wounds of battle, scored his arms. His face, though changed by years and hardship, was known to all who had loved the lost child.
Elrond himself came swiftly, his hands steady though his countenance was grave. He knelt beside the still form and laid his fingers upon the brow. After a long silence he spoke, and his voice was low: “It is Estel.”
Then all the valley stirred, and tears of joy and sorrow mingled in that hour. Glorfindel sank to one knee, his golden hair dimmed with weariness. “I found him upon the very brink of the Ford,” he said. “He had fallen as one who has spent all strength in a great striving. I do not know whence he came, nor what foe he met, but he has passed through fire and shadow.”
Elrond looked upon the pale face of the youth, and something like awe came into his gaze. “He has returned,” he murmured, “as I foresaw. Yet the road he has walked is beyond the knowledge of any in Middle-earth.”
And so they bore Estel within the House of Healing, and there began the long vigil of his return.
They laid Estel upon the high couch in the House of Healing, where the windows looked eastward toward the dawn. The lamps were dim, and only the murmur of the Bruinen and the whisper of many leaves could be heard through the open arches.
Elrond bent over the still form, and those who aided him — Glorfindel, and the sons of Elrond — stood in silence, for they felt some dread upon them, as though the air itself waited.
The garments were of a make none could name: each item fine-wrought, the cloth rich and supple, yet of a weave unknown in Middle-earth. The colors had been the sharpest black and white once, but were now dulled by smoke and blood. Elrond, with gentle hand, cut them away, and a gasp escaped Elladan.
The body beneath was marred by many scars — old wounds, long healed, crossing one another like the lines of a map written in pain, though the body that bore it could be no older than sixteen. Few could endure such hurts and live, yet this child of sixteen summers did, and all those old wounds were white and smooth, the sign of healing beyond mortal skill. But upon them now were set new gashes, deep and raw, as though some clawed beast had torn at flesh and spirit alike. From those wounds seeped not blood but a dark ichor that smoked faintly in the lamplight.
Elrond’s face grew grave, but he set his hands upon the boy’s brow and breast and began to speak words of power, old and secret. A cool light kindled at his fingertips — yet when it touched the wounds, it faltered, as though swallowed by shadow.
“Strange,” he murmured. “This darkness does not come of poison or spell I have known.”
Glorfindel’s voice was low. “He has walked in places where no healer of Arda may follow.”
For a long while Elrond labored, calling upon his art and the strength of his ring, Vilya. Sweat shone upon his brow, and still the wounds bled darkness, and Estel’s breath came faint and ragged. Then, when the struggle seemed beyond endurance, a soft radiance broke forth — not from Elrond, but from the wounded youth himself.
A blue-white light, like moonlit water, welled out from Estel’s heart and spread in a widening circle. It shimmered as dew upon the air, clinging to the walls, the floor, and to every living thing. The healers drew back in awe; their weariness fled, and their hearts quickened as though spring had come anew.
Elrond felt life surge through him, bright and perilous. His own strength, long husbanded through many ages, was renewed as if some hidden fountain had been unsealed within him. But with that wonder came dread, for he perceived that this was healing — not by craft of the Eldar, nor by any grace of the Valar, but by a power unknown, that gave life as one might pour water from an overflowing cup.
“Estel…” he whispered, his voice trembling. “What have you brought back with you, my son?”
The blue mist thickened, then slowly began to fade, and where it touched Estel’s skin the wounds closed, leaving behind only pale traces. His breathing deepened; color returned to his cheeks.
Then, with a sudden gasp, the young man sat upright, eyes wide with confusion and alarm. His voice was hoarse but urgent.
“Come closer— I can cast the healing field once more. No— let me do this, I can handle it—”
His gaze swept the room wildly, and then fixed on Elrond. The confusion in his face softened to bewildered recognition.
“Where… am I?” he asked, his voice small and uncertain.
Elrond knelt beside him, resting a steadying hand upon his shoulder.
“You are home, Estel,” he said quietly. “In Imladris.”
The youth frowned, his eyes distant, as though struggling against some unseen dream.
“Home?” he murmured. “No… I need to wake up.”
At that, Elrond’s heart clenched.
“You are awake, ion nin,” he said swiftly, using the word of deepest endearment — my son.
Estel blinked at him, uncertain, then slowly lifted a hand. His fingers brushed Elrond’s sleeve, tentative and trembling, as if testing whether what he touched was real. For a long moment he stared, breathing unevenly.
Elrond gently took his hand and asked, “Where are you still hurt, Estel?”
Then at last the young man spoke, his voice weary and low.
“I… I think I’m not hurt anymore. Only…”
Elrond leaned close.
“Only what, ion nin?”
Estel swallowed and gave a small, hesitant smile, almost like a desperate deflection.
“I am… I am hungry, Ada.”
For the first two days since the youth’s return, Elrond’s house was filled with quiet wonder. Estel, once the laughing child who had vanished, now walked again the halls of Imladris. The sons of Elrond rode out in haste, to the land of the Dunedain to carry this news to the mother of the child in secret.
Elrond himself oversaw Estel’s care. He had the healers bring warm broth and bread, and sat beside the bed until Estel could eat unaided. Then he sent for hot water and herbs of cleansing, and the youth was bathed and tended with gentle hands. When Estel rose from the bath, thin steam coiling around him like mist, Elrond noted how every movement was wary, precise — as though the young man feared to break the world by touch alone.
Afterward they clothed him in fine linen and silver-grey raiment fit for a prince of the North, and braided his hair after the manner of the Dúnedain. In that hour he seemed fair indeed, though his eyes were shadowed by weariness far beyond his years.
Elrond gave discreet orders that the garments found upon him be washed and kept apart. The fabric was of such weave that even the most skilled of his household could not name its making. When dry, the cloth gleamed faintly under the lamplight, as though it remembered some unseen sun. Elrond touched it once, thoughtfully, and said only:
“These too shall be tended; they have stories to tell, though not in any tongue we know.”
In the days that followed, Estel spoke little. He moved softly through the gardens, sometimes pausing to look at the flowers as if uncertain whether they were real. He ate what was given him but seemed to taste nothing, and when spoken to, he answered with courtesy yet with a faraway gentleness that chilled those who heard it.
Elrond watched him closely. There was no madness in him — only a strange restraint, as though he walked on the edge of waking from some dream he dared not disturb.
On the third morning after his return, the sun rose to find Estel’s chamber empty. His bed was unrumpled; the window stood open, and the light breeze stirred the curtains like ghostly hands.
At once there was alarm. Glorfindel took his horse, following the river road. It was not long before they saw him — a solitary figure kneeling by the Ford of Bruinen, the place where Glorfindel had first found him.
He was clad in white, and about him shimmered a pale radiance, soft yet steady, as if the morning mist had gathered to his form. His hands were pressed to the earth, and the water near him glowed faintly violet.
When Glorfindel called out, “Estel!”, he started as if struck. The light around him wavered and broke like ripples on a pool, and the air fell still. He turned toward them, face drawn, and said nothing. Without protest he returned with the ancient elf to the House of Elrond.
Elrond met them in the great hall. The young man stood before the Master of the Last Homely House, eyes downcast, his hands trembling. Elrond dismissed the others and led him to a quiet chamber where the sound of the river was soft through the open arch.
“Estel,” Elrond said gently, “tell me what weighs upon you. There is no blame here, nor judgment.”
For a long moment there was only silence. Then the young man sank to his knees and covered his face with his hands. His voice broke, low and ragged.
“I ran,” he whispered. “I ran from the field of battle, leaving only two to hold the breach alone. I tried to save those who could fight no longer, those who should not fight to begin with… I tried to take them far from that place, because my healing… I could not keep up with how fast the creatures of the Abyss were draining them, and they were dying before my eyes. But my spell went astray, and I am here alone in Middle-earth. I could not find them; I searched and called, and none answered me. I left everyone to die, and I do not know how to go back.”
Elrond’s heart ached to hear those words spoken in such anguish. He took Estel’s hands in his own, feeling again that faint warmth, that strange pulse of life that seemed to follow the youth wherever he went.
“You are not alone, and your companions might yet be found,” Elrond said quietly. “Just as you are found, and you are loved. You are home, Estel.”
The young man looked to his elven father, eyes red but clear, and said softly, “I am a deserter, Ada, and I might have led to the death of everyone there.”
Elrond corrected with gentle conviction, “You were not a deserter, Estel. You made a leader’s decision in the field of turmoil; you tried to remove those who could not fight, those who lay dying. It was perhaps not the most effective decision you could have made, but you made it with a heart full of honor and love, and you answered an impossible woe with what power and wisdom you had. Yet all decisions could go ill, that is what every commander must learn.”
Estel bowed his head. For a time he wept without words, and Elrond held him as he would a child long lost and newly returned. And as the sun fell through the arches, the sound of the river deepened, carrying away the echoes of Estel’s grief.
While Estel slept at last, a deep and dreamless slumber brought on by food and the peace of his return, Elrond retired to his own study. The sound of the waterfalls was a quiet murmur here, a counterpoint to the disquiet in his heart.
Upon a table of polished rowan-wood, the items recovered from Estel’s person had been laid out, now cleansed of the blood and ichor that had marred them. These were the first—and perhaps the only—telltale signs, the only snippets of a world that had wound itself around Estel like the marks upon his body for six long years.
Elrond’s long, wise fingers first traced the garments. The fabric was of a weave finer than any silk of Lindon, yet it held a resilience that defied tearing. The black leggings and tall boots were practical, yet unnervingly seamless, as if they had been formed rather than stitched. The white tunic, however, was a thing of splendor, its cuffs and high collar sewn with thread-of-gold in patterns that seemed to shift, suggesting no flower or star known in Arda.
Over this, Estel had worn a coat of black and silver, and a belt of supple, golden leather. Elrond lifted the belt. It was warm to the touch, and the intricate tooling upon it was masterful.
A deep line formed between Elrond’s brows. These were the raiment of a noble, perhaps even a princeling of some great house. For all his talk of battle and despair, Estel had clearly known no deprivation in that other place.
But it was the belt that held the first, sharp puzzle. It was a broad, fine thing, meant to cinch the tunic and coat, yet it held no place for a sword-frog. There was no loop for a scabbard, no clasp from which a dagger might hang. It was a piece of finery, beautiful and strange, but it was not the belt of a warrior.
He turned then to the last item, which lay apart from the others: the single, wide ring of milky-grey chalcedony. It was cool, and smooth as a river-stone. The outer surface was plain, but as Elrond turned it over, he saw that the inside was inlaid with silver, wrought into a complex tracery of lines and sigils that he could not read. They stung his eyes, as if they were a script meant for another kind of sight.
He did not need to wear it. Even as it lay upon his palm, he could feel a presence within it. It was not like the Rings of Power he had known; it held no malice, no dominating will. This was... a stillness. A vast, coiled potential, like a mountain lake that concealed an immeasurable depth. He felt Vilya stir upon his own hand, a faint note of warning, not against evil, but against the unknown.
His fingers, long versed in lore and the making of things, assessed its shape. Its width, its smoothness... it was a guard.
"An archer's ring," he murmured aloud. A thumb-ring, such as some of the Easterlings used for drawing a great bow.
And at that, the full weight of the puzzle fell upon him.
Estel had the ring for a bow. He had fine raiment. He had spoken of a "field of battle" and "creatures of the Abyss."
And he had no weapon.
No sword. No knife at the belt. No dagger in the boot. The twins had searched the Ford when Glorfindel first brought him in, and they had found nothing.
This was beyond strange; it was incredulous. Estel had begun his training before he vanished. He knew the bite of a blade, the song of a bowstring. He was of the line of Elendil, and the art of war was in his blood. To go into a fight as he described, unarmed... it was not merely foolish. It was impossible.
A sudden, cold thought struck Elrond. He sent a call through the house, and in moments, Glorfindel came before him.
"I must beg a boon from you, old friend," he spoke with a voice quiet but urgent. "You must return to the Ford of Bruinen and scour the banks; we must have missed something. Search the water, the stones, the hollows of the roots. A sword may have been cast aside. A bow, broken. A quiver, lost in the flood. He spoke of a great striving, yet he bore no tools of that striving. This unnerves me more than I can say."
Glorfindel’s eyes instantly sharpened with alarm, and he left with a curt nod. He understood Elrond’s mind at once: a warrior might lose his life, but he would not willingly lose his blade.
Glorfindel returned many hours later, still with nothing. Thus Elrond stood long at the window after Glorfindel’s report after a thorough search, gazing toward the Bruinen. He was deeply puzzled, and a concern colder than any he had felt during the long years of Estel's vanishing now settled in his heart.
A soldier who spoke of war but carried no steel.
A prince who had a ring for archery yet not the bow itself.
A healer who spoke not of herbs but of spells and craft.
Elrond looked back at the ring on the table.
What, then, did he use for a weapon? Or what kind of war was this, where a healer's overflowing light and a prince's raiment were the only armor required?