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If You’d Taken My Hand

Summary:

“Why does it feel like I’m missing an entire conversation?”
Hermione didn’t look up from the banner. “Because you are.”

From first year to eighth, Harry and Draco orbit each other—fighting, watching, misunderstanding, choosing. A slow burn told year by year about missed chances, hidden hands, and finally taking them.

Notes:

Canon divergence from early years onward. Voldemort plotline largely removed.

This is a year-by-year slow burn focusing on emotional development and eventual Drarry.
Thank you for reading. 🖤

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Chapter 1: Parallel Lines

Chapter Text

The steam from the scarlet engine curled through the platform like a living thing, warm and damp against Harry's face.

Everything felt too loud, too bright - too much. Owls hooted overhead, trunks banged shut, and somewhere nearby a girl was crying because she couldn't find her toad.

Harry soon stepped onto the train with Hedwig's cage held carefully in both hands, her white feathers a quiet, steady presence amid the press of bodies and luggage.

His bags were already stowed somewhere ahead.

He almost felt swallowed by the narrow corridors as he gripped the cage a bit tighter to his chest.

He moved slowly past open compartment doors, glancing in at laughing strangers and crowded seats, until a freckled, red haired boy waved him over, smiling like this was the most natural thing in the world, which Harry could never imagine feeling that way.

Grateful, Harry stepped inside as the train gave a low, unexpected shudder as he sat across from the boy.

The movement sent a ripple of excited chatter through the train, and for a moment, neither of them spoke, both turning their heads to watch the platform begin to slide away beyond the window. Parents waved, younger siblings ran alongside the train until the speed outpaced them, and the scarlet engine gave a triumphant whistle that seemed to vibrate in Harry's chest.

He didn't wave — there was no one there to wave back — but he kept his eyes fixed on the shrinking figures anyway as if he might miss something important if he looked away.

The red haired boy across from Harry, looked at him curiously before grabbing something from his bag, a chocolate. He let out a sigh as he looked back at Harry "Brilliant! I thought i was going to have to sit with a bunch of third years. They look like they bite." The boy stuck his hand out without hesitation, "I'm Ron."

Harry blinked at the offered hand for a moment, like he wasn't used to people introducing themselves so easily.

Harry carefully shifted Hedwig's cage with one arm so he could shake the boys hand. "I'm Harry" He said, feeling a bit shy but smiling anyway, the name feeling strange and new on his tongue in a place where no one had shouted it from another room or snapped it like a warning. He let go quickly, holding back onto Hedwig's cage.

Ron paused halfway through unwrapping his chocolate, eyes drifting back up to Harry's face with a flicker of recognition that widened into quiet awe.

Ron sat up a bit straighter out of instinct, "The boy who lived!" He tried to sound casual, like this was the same trip to Hogwarts it was always going to be and not the first day of school with the boy who lived sitting right across from him.

Before Harry could think of what to say — or how to say it without making things strange — the compartment door slid open with a sharp knock against the wall.

A bushy haired girl stood there, already in her school robes, her expression focused and slightly breathless like she'd be on a mission. "Has anyone seen a toad?" She asked briskly, eyes moving between them without hesitation. "A boy named Neville's lost one, and honestly, he's not being very helpful about it."

The girl didn't wait for an answer before moving on, already peering into the next compartment with determined efficiency.

The door slid shut behind her, leaving a brief, startled silence in her wake.

Ron blinked after her, "Bit intense, that one" He muttered, though there was no real meanness to it. The train rattled on, the countryside begging to roll past in wide green stretches, and for the first time since stepping onto the platform, Harry felt like he was exactly where he was supposed to be.

It turned out to be a strange train ride, all things considered — new names, new sweets, and more questions than Harry had ever been asked in his life.

Ron insisted on splitting nearly everything he had, from slightly squashed sandwiches to a chocolate frog he nearly dropped in excitement, and talked between bites about wizard chess and his brothers, a family ghoul in the attic as if these were completely ordinary topics.

Harry mostly listed, smiling when he could, the knot in his stomach slowly loosening with every mile the train carried them farther from everything he'd ever known.

Harry didn't think he'd ever had a conversation last this long before — not one where he wasn't being told off or told to stay quiet.

Ron talked easily, as if silence was something to be chased away, and somehow Harry found himself answering without overthinking every word first.

It was a strange, warm feeling, sitting there with the train humming beneath them and sweets spread between their knees, as if friendship had snuck up on him without permission.

For the first time that day, the tightness in his chest eased, replaced with a cautious sort of hope he didn't quite dare to name.

By the time the train finally began to slow, the sky outside had deepened into a dusky blue, the last streaks of sunset fading behind dark hills.

A ripple of nervous excitement passed through the corridors as students pulled on robes and craned to see out the windows. When they stepped down onto the small, lamplit platform, the air felt cooler and cleaner than London's, carrying the scent of damp earth and water.

Ahead, a towering, broad-shouldered man with a wild beard called for the first years to follow, his lantern swinging as he led them down a narrow path toward the black, glassy surface of a vast lake.

Harry and Ron had just clambered into one of the small wooden boats when a familiar voice called,
"Oh— It's you two." She stepped carefully down from the bank, gathering her robes as she settled onto the bench across from them, looking windswept but composed.

Ron, halfway through cramming an oversized bite of chocolate into his mouth, froze mid chew.

Hermione's nose wrinkled for a split second before she smoothed her expression. "I do hope none of that falls in the lake." She said, eyeing the water.

Ron swallowed quickly "Wouldn't waste it," He mumbled, brushing crumbs off his jumper as the boat gave a gentle lurch away from the shore.

They exchanged names as the boats drifted farther from the shore, the conversation light and brief, carried away by the gentle splash of oars in the dark water.

Then, as the path curved between overhanging branches, the view suddenly opened — and Harry nearly forgot how to breathe.

Rising from the cliffs ahead, lit by hundreds of golden windows, stood a vast castle of towers and turrets and impossible height, its reflection shimmering across the lake like something out of a dream. A quiet awe fell over the boats, but Harry barley noticed anyone else — all he could think — as the wind brushed his face and the lights grew closer — was that he had never, in all his life seen anything that looked so much like magic, or so much as home.

The boats bumped gently against a narrow stretch of rocky shore, and one by one the first years scrambled out.

Shoes slipping on damp stones as they followed the lantern light up a winding path.

The castle loomed higher with every step, its windows blazing against the dark sky, casting long, golden reflections across the lake behind them. Up close, the stone walls looked ancient and impossibly tall, and Harry felt very small walking toward the massive oak doors, his heart thudding with a mix of nerves and something that felt a lot like wonder.

Inside, the warmth hit Harry first, along with a low hum of distant voices echoing through the stone corridors.
He stayed close to Ron and Hermione as they followed the other first years, their footsteps uneven on the flagstones.

Ron craned his neck to look at everything at once, whispering an awed, "Blimey" under his breath, while Hermione walked with determined posture, like she'd be preparing for this moment her whole life.

Harry didn't say much, just listened to the sound of their footsteps together, oddly comforted by the fact that he wasn't walking into the unknown alone.

They were led into a smaller chamber just off the entrance hall, where the noise from the rest of the castle faded into a distant murmur.

The door at the front opened almost at once and a tall witch in deep green robes stepped inside.

Her gaze swept over them in a way that made several students stand a little straighter without meaning to. "Welcome to Hogwarts," She said crisply, her voice calm but carrying easily through the room. "In a few moments, you will pass through these doors and join your classmates. But before you do, you will be sorted into your houses."

The doors swung open, Harry stepped into a hall so vast it made him falter for a second.

Four long tables stretched the length of the room, packed with older students who turned to stare as the first years filed in. Candles floated in midair above them, their light warm and golden, reflecting off hundreds of plates and goblets.

Ron let out a barely contained, "Woah" beside him, while Hermione's eyes were wide despite her obvious effort to look composed.

Harry didn't trust himself to speak at all, it felt like stepping into a storybook, except somehow he was inside it.

At the front of the hall, a small wooden stool had been placed before the staff table, and on top of it sat the most battered, patched up pointed hat Harry had ever seen.
For a second nothing happened, then a rip near the brim opened like a mouth, and the hat began to sing.

Its voice echoed through the hall, cheerful and booming all at once, telling them of the four houses and the traits each one valued.

Professor McGonagall stepped forward with a long roll of parchment in her hands, the hall quieting almost instantly, "When I call your name, you will come forward, sit on the stool, and place the sorting hat on your head," She said, her sharp gaze sweeping over the line of first years.

Ron muttered, "Brilliant," under his breath, while Hermione clasped her hands tightly in front of her, already watching the stool like it was an exam she intended to pass. Harry's stomach gave a nervous twist as the first name was called.

Names began to echo through the hall, each student stepping forward to scattered applause before hurrying off to their new table.

Hermione Granger was called sooner than Harry expected. She walked over with determined steps, sat straight backed on the stool and barely had the hat on her head before it shouted, "GRYFFINDOR!"

Ron whooped under his breath as she hurried past to join the cheering table.

Not long after, "Ron Weasley" rang out, and Ron shot Harry a wide eyed look before heading up. The hat took only a moment to send him to Gryffinfor too, where he landed beside Hermione.

A few more names passed, blurring together in Harry's ears, until one made a small ripple through the hall.

"Draco Malfoy." The boy who stepped forward moved with easy confidence, pale hair catching the candlelight as he took the stool like he already knew where he belonged.

There was no hesitation when the hat touched his head. "SLYTHERIN!" It called, the words ringing sharp and clear. Applause rose from the table draped in green and silver, and Draco crossed to it without looking back, greeted by nods and handshakes like he'd just joined a team he'd always meant to play for.

"Harry Potter." The name seemed to echo louder than the others, a wave of whispers rolled through the hall as he walked to the stool.

As he sat, the hat placed on his head. A small voice spoke in his ear, thoughtful and curious, weighing things he didn't understand — courage, loyalty, something else it lingered on before finally declaring, loud enough for the whole hall to hear, "GRYFFINDOR!"

The table on left exploded into cheers, Harry pulled off the hat in a daze, relief and disbelief tangling together as he hurried toward the sea of red and gold.

Harry slid onto the bench between Ron and Hermione, the noise of the Gryffindor table washing over him in waves of congratulations and clattering plates, but it all felt distant, like he was hearing it from underwater.

Still catching his breath, he glanced up — just for a second — across the sea of students toward the green and silver on the far side of the hall. The pale boy who had been sorted earlier was already looking at him, grey eyes sharp beneath the candlelight, his expression unreadable but intent.
For a brief, strange moment, the noise of the hall seemed to fade, and it felt like the space between their tables wasn't just distance, but something else entirely.

Platters of food appeared along the tables in a sudden, dazzling spread, and Ron immediately forgot every worry he'd ever had.

Hermione tried to ask a question about the ceiling, then gave up and helped herself to potatoes instead.
Harry followed their lead, piling food onto his plate. Every now and then though, his eyes drifted across the hall without meaning to, toward the green and silver table.

They were just quick glances, like he was checking that the moment from before had really happened at all.

Ron quickly declared the roast chicken "Brilliant!" with his mouth still half full, reaching across Harry to grab more before the platter could vanish. "Honestly, Mum never makes it like this" He said, already loading his plate again.

"Maybe because she doesn't cook for hundreds of people at once," Hermione pointed out, though she was smiling as she said it. "And you might want to chew before you talk."

Ron made an exaggerated show of chewing properly, which only made her roll her eyes.

Harry found himself laughing quietly between them, the sound surprising him almost as much as how easy it felt.

As the noise swelled around them, Harry found his gaze drifting across the hall again, drawn by the flashes of silver and green among the sea of colors.

The Slytherin table looked different somehow — more composed, the students sitting a little straighter, while they still maintained that child like wonder, while also looking for trouble.

He spotted the pale haired boy from earlier a few seats down, listening to someone beside him with an expression that was almost bored, though his eyes flicked up now and then to take in the room.

Harry wondered what it would have been like to sit there instead and why the thought made something twist faintly in his chest before he looked away.

By the time the feast wound down, Harry felt pleasantly full and completely exhausted, like his mind had been stretched wider than it ever gone before.

He followed Ron and the other Gryffindors through the winding staircase and warm lit corridors, barely able to keep track of the turns as they climbed higher into the castle.

The common room they entered at last was cozy and golden, firelight flickering against squashy armchairs, and beyond it was a narrow staircase led up to the boys dormitory.

When Harry finally pulled the curtains around his four poster bed and lay back against the pillows, the events of the day swirled together behind his eyes.

Somewhere in the castle, other students were settling into their own beds too, and the thought that this was only the beginning made his chest feel light as sleep finally pulled him under.