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You sat in your room at the bunker watching a movie on the TV, it was one of your favorites, you had a soda next to you on your nightstand and a few snacks on a plate in front of you. Your favorite part of the movie was almost there when the TV started to glitch.
Confused, you moved the plate to the nightstand and got off the bed feeling the cold floor underneath your bare feet. You walked over to the TV and gave it a gentle tap, but that didn’t work. The lights started to flicker and eventually the TV turned off by itself
Not knowing if it was a demon, spirit, or what you went to your door to alert Dean and Sam. When a deep voice and the sound of fluttering wings caught your attention
“Jesus Christ Cas, you scared the hell out of me” you said holding your chest with your back to the door
“Hello” Cas said in his regular monotone voice
“So what’s up?” you asked sitting on the bed crisscrossing your legs
“A few things the sky, heaven, the ceiling” Cas said talking as if he could extend the lists of items that were up
“No, Cas” you said holding your head in your hands “I mean like, why are you here right now?”
“Oh” he said dropping his head to look down, he was quiet for a little while and then picked up his head to answer you
“Have you - have you ever kissed someone?” he blurted out in one fast breath
You didn’t know how to respond to that question, the answer was yes you already had your first kiss at 16 and many more after that. You shifted in the bed a little bit
“Um, well yes. I have kissed someone before. Why?”
Cas walked over to you and stopped at the bed looking down at it as if it was some sort of foreign object.
“Can I sit next to you?” he asked still looking at the bed
You shifted over to one side of the bed and patted the empty side next to you “Of course, but no shoes on the bed”
Cas complied with the request and sat on the bed with his back touching the headrest and his hands folded in his lap. You waited for Cas to start, careful not to rush him or make him nervous in any way
“I once asked Dean the same question and had the same answer. I wanted to know how it felt and what it would be like. Dean told me to do it with someone I felt comfortable with and really loved” Cas said still looking down at his lap
Loved? Did Cas love you? You knew you had feelings for him but maybe he felt the same way about you.
“Do you love me?” you asked Cas in a soft voice trying to make eye contact with him
“Yes” he said looking at you “I don’t think I am supposed to feel that way considering that I am an angel, however I couldn’t help myself”
“It’s okay” you said stroking his hair
“So that’s why you’re here? Because you wanted to know what it felt like?” you asked looking at him
“Yes. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do.” Cas said looking back at you
Your hands reached for Cas’s face and pulled him close, shifting your position to be more comfortable next to him. It was light, soft and calm, slowly introducing him to how it was supposed to feel
You back away giving him time to react, Cas looked down nodding his head subtly
“That felt - nice, very nice” he said smiling a little
“Do you want me to continue?” you asked him
Cas nodded “Can I try? Try to do what you just did?”
You said yes, and without wasting time Cas held your face and kissed you hard. Your tongue slipped into mouth and he did the same, his hand moved to your waist and he guide you in his lap
You sat there comfortably and continued to kiss him, with you two matching each other's pace perfectly. Cas moved his way to your neck kissing you softly there, you dropped your head in his neck moaning at the feeling of his mouth on your skin
“Does it feel nice?” he asked in a whisper
“Perfect” you said nodding your head
He continued at the same pace and then moved back to your mouth, shoving his tongue in your mouth. You moaned into the kiss and Cas turned you over on you back on the bed
He continued to guide himself making sure to be gentle with you, your hands moved in his hair and his hands held your face. Once he felt satisfied he stopped and looked in your eyes
“How was it?” you asked tilting your head
“It felt good” he said kissing you on the head
You helped him get comfortable under the bedsheets and held him close to you, as he gripped you tight and hand a hand in your hair and you two fell asleep in each other's arms