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mothkit watched hivekit and bunnykit go to their mentors- being hivepaw and bunnypaw now.
she wishes she were with them, and the only reason she were here is because of freshstar. she resented him, and his bloodline. but she didnt want to. she hated being like this.
my name is mothkit, im 1 moon old.
only greenlight likes me, and shes my mother.
hivepaw and bunnypaw are my siblings, but they seem to resent me very much.
i wish i werent like this. i wish i was like them. they seem so perfect.
"hivepaw! bunnypaw! hivepaw! bunnypaw!"
mothkit didn't cheer. she couldn't bring herself to.
she couldn't find words to, anyway. not like bunnypaw or hivepaw cared. she didn't know how to form proper words without coughing. how did words form? she tried to speak but nothing came out.
hivepaw hopped up, knowing 2 moons passed quickly and now she was 8 moons old.<br />
she couldn't bring herself to hate her baby sister, mothkit for having skyclan and riverclan blood, as she knew it wasn't really her fault.
she thought about hollystar and sighed, knowing she was never coming back after becoming a rouge.<br />
"hey! hivepaw, hivepaw, i got you something!' salmonpaw, the young molly waved a paw at her, dropping the trout to the side. why did she have that, anyway?<br />
she knew mothkit would be an apprentice soon, she was 3 moons after all.<br />
but bunnypaw hated her, so she had to, too.<br />
(she really didn't want to, but what could she do?)
salmonpaw looked up, realizing hivepaw seemed zoned out. "...are you thinking about mothkit?" she stared, concerned and confused. she didn't particularly hate the little one, as she was basically the last kit.
frailkit and ivykit had been sent to skyclan before mothkit opened her eyes. hivepaw could tell mothkit missed them. she knew frailkit and ivykit were now frailpaw and ivypaw, as they were just 2 moons younger than hivepaw and the same age as salmonpaw. "oh, um. yeah... i guess so." hivepaw bluntly responded back, knowing she wanted to talk to her so bad...
"what's stopping you from trying to talk to her?" bluepaw, the older apprentice who was 12 moons old, looked at hivepaw with confusion. "your sibling, bunnypaw can't stop you from doing everything, y'know." hivepaw looked at bluepaw, shocked on what she said.
"i guess.. your right." hivepaw finally sighed. she had to talk to her! it wasn't mothkits fault, and bunnypaw needed to learn that.
hivepaw really cared about mothkit and bunnypaw, but she needed to talk to mothkit. she really cared about her, and it broke her heart to see the little one being ignored.
"hivepaw?" mothkit looked up while batting the mossball sadly. brightkit was too old to play a baby game with her and vinekit didn't like mossball. they didn't care about mothkit having different blood, but they did not want to play with mothkit for a baby game. plus, greenlights kits were coming soon, so she was confused on why her older sister was suddenly here.
"well, um... i want to talk."