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Monophobia (vent)

Summary:

Fear of loneliness.

Vent work.

Notes:

(See the end of the work for notes.)

Work Text:

SHURIKEN POV


i was spawn to replace someone they fear, curses.

however, she’s not a curse, she was misunderstood

i ask her to leave together, we both left

now i work on this rest, but even after interact with some customer, i don’t feel anything

i have a sister, a cousin, maybe that roommate, but they’re also busy with their duty right?

Once everyone asleep, i become silver shadow, defeat any bad guys and doing heroic work, without anyone knows.

even someone probably question it, no one knows it was me

but i always wonder

why i feel nothing?

it feels wrong, i already talk with a lot of people

and i have yet to feel actually appreciated by someone

 No one really see me as a person, just a worker

even if Sling and Vine knows, i really want someone who value me as a friend

like, a proper friend.

i don’t want to fucking die
i don’t even want to die alone

i just want…

 

 

 

A friend.

Notes:

I only keep writing vent work cuz i fucking hate myself

It’s so funny how i try to interact with more people lately, the only reason why i’m scared to talk again cuz i don’t wanna be too annoying with my interaction, i already cause someone uncomfortable, so i just gonna shut up and bottle my emotion, who the fuck check my emotion anymore? No one, it’s like, i probably die alone anyway, even now as a fucking grown ass woman

I just wanna scream so loud but no one checks on me when i really need help.
Okay whatever, i’ll shut up then, maybe that’s what most people wanted, right?

I never really a good person.