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Before We Knew Love

Summary:

Junkyu and Jihoon have been best friends since before they were even born. Their mothers were close, and the two boys grew up together-playing in the dirt, running through the rain, skipping classes, sharing hobbies, even having the same friend groups.

They did everything together.

For years, their world was nothing but sunshine and laughter.

Until high school.

Because high school is where everything changes.

And it was the same for Jihoon and Junkyu.

Somewhere between growing up and growing older, Jihoon realized something terrifying.

The feelings he had for Junkyu weren't the kind a bestfriend should have.

They were deeper.

Stronger.

More dangerous.

But Jihoon doesn't know one thing.

What does Junkyu feel?

Chapter 1: Prologue

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Jihoon never thought it would come to this.

How did everything go so wrong?

Junkyu and Jihoon were supposed to stay best friends forever.

They had promised it when they were kids, pinkies linked under summer rain, laughing so hard that the world seemed small enough to hold them both.

But now everything was different.

And it was his fault.

Because of his own selfish heart, he was about to lose the most important person in his life.

Junkyu.

The boy who had been by his side since before they even knew the meaning of friendship.

No.

He couldn't let this happen.

Not like this.

Not while he still had the chance to fix it.

Even if it hurt.

Even if it meant pretending... pretending that his feelings didn't exist.

He couldn't let Junkyu slip away.

Couldn't let anyone else take his place.

Jihoon's chest tightened at the thought, a quiet, gnawing ache that refused to go away.

He would fight.

He would endure.

Even if it meant keeping his heart buried so deep that he could barely breathe.

Because some truths... some truths were too dangerous to speak aloud.

And some promises... some promises had to be kept, even if it destroyed you from the inside.

Jihoon would do whatever it took to protect what they had.

Even if it meant losing himself along the way.

Notes:

All thanks to Jihoon for giving me this inspiration, hehe. 😌💛