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The first letter arrived folded so neatly it looked almost deliberate in its harmlessness.
Jimin found it when he and Hoseok got back to the dorm just after midnight, both of them tired in that dull, overused way that came from back-to-back rehearsals and a schedule that had started before sunrise. The apartment was mostly quiet. Someone had left the kitchen light on. Seokjin’s mug was still in the sink. The television in the living room had long since gone dark, but the lamp by the sofa was still warm, casting that sleepy amber glow that made the dorm feel gentler than it usually did at the end of a long day.
Hoseok kicked off his shoes by the door and groaned dramatically about his feet.
“I’m filing a formal complaint,” he said, voice hoarse. “Against choreography. Against dance practice. Against stairs. Against this industry.”
“You complain like an old man,” Jimin muttered, shrugging off his jacket.
“I complain like a visionary.”
Jimin almost smiled.
He would have missed the envelope entirely if it hadn’t been placed so cleanly against the inside of the door, where it had slid just far enough over the threshold to catch against the rug instead of drifting farther into the entryway. Plain white. No stamp. No company logo. No note from management or security or staff. Just his name on the front, written by hand.
지민
Nothing else. He paused.
Hoseok, halfway down the hall, looked back. “What?”
Jimin held it up. “This was inside.”
Hoseok wandered back over, sleepiness replaced by mild curiosity. “Fan mail?”
“At the dorm?”
That made him blink. For a second neither of them said anything.
Fan letters happened. Gifts happened. Handwritten notes happened all the time. They were screened, sorted, passed through the company, sometimes bundled into careful little stacks for them to read when schedules got especially brutal and morale needed rescuing. Sometimes they were sweet. Sometimes strange. Sometimes intense in the way that came with parasocial attachment and too much imagination. But they were not supposed to arrive here. Not like this.
Hoseok took the envelope, turned it over, frowned when he found no seal and no sender. “Did somebody bring it from the company and forget to say?”
Jimin reached for it. “Why would they put it on the floor inside the front door?”
“Maybe Seokjin found it and—”
“Hyung wouldn’t leave it like this.”
That much they both knew. Seokjin might forget to answer texts. He might leave a half-finished snack on the counter for six hours and swear he was coming back to it. He might mother all of them to death and then immediately lose his own wallet. But he was careful with anything strange involving the dorm. Especially lately, with their popularity climbing and the company giving more warnings about privacy.
Hoseok’s expression changed, the teasing draining slightly. “You want to open it?”
Jimin looked at the envelope in his hand. It was stupid, maybe, how quickly a tiny thing could shift the air. How the simple fact of his name written there in unfamiliar handwriting made his shoulders tighten before he had even read a word.
“It’s probably nothing,” he said.
“Then open it.”
Jimin slid one finger under the flap and unfolded the paper inside.
The note was short.
'I’m glad you got home safe.'
That was all.
No signature. No heart. No fan name. No demand. No threat. Just one sentence.
Hoseok read it over his shoulder and let out a short breath that wasn’t quite a laugh. “Okay. That’s… not my favorite thing.”
Jimin stared at the words. Not because they were dramatic. Because they weren’t.
If it had been unhinged immediately, it would have been easier. Easier to define. Easier to hand over to management and say, this is weird, this is dangerous, do something. But this sat in that awful space between affection and intrusion, where it could still be explained away if you really wanted to.
Maybe someone had seen them come in. Maybe a sasaeng had followed the car. Maybe some teenager had gotten lucky, slipped past building security, panicked, and left a note. Maybe.
“You should tell Namjoon,” Hoseok said.
Jimin folded the paper back along its crease. “It’s one note.”
“At the dorm.”
“It’s still one note.”
Hoseok looked like he wanted to argue more, but Jimin was already moving past him toward the bedroom they shared.
Their room wasn’t big, but it was familiar in all the ways that mattered. Two beds. Two wardrobes. Hoseok’s side perpetually messier, shirts hanging half out of drawers no matter how many times he swore he’d organize. Jimin’s side cleaner, not because he liked cleaning but because disorder made him itch when he was already tired. The window above Hoseok’s bed overlooked the side street. The curtains were half drawn.
Jimin set the note on his desk.
Hoseok hovered in the doorway. “You’re actually not bothered?”
Jimin glanced at him. “I didn’t say that.”
“Then—”
“It’s late.”
“That is not an answer.”
Jimin sat down to untie his shoes. “I’m tired.”
Hoseok leaned against the frame, arms folded. He was one of the few people in the group who could get away with pushing when Jimin started shutting down, mostly because he did it with enough lightness that it didn’t feel like pressure until it was too late to dodge. “You know that thing where you pretend something’s fine in a really specific voice, and then three days later we find out it’s been bothering you the whole time?”
Jimin looked up flatly. “No.”
“Right now. You’re doing it right now.”
Despite himself, Jimin huffed a laugh through his nose.
That seemed to ease something in Hoseok. “Just tell Namjoon in the morning.”
Jimin made a noncommittal sound.
Hoseok narrowed his eyes. “That better mean yes.”
“It means go brush your teeth.”
“Coward.”
“Annoying.”
“Victim-blaming.”
That actually got a small smile out of him, brief and tired.
But the moment Hoseok disappeared into the bathroom and the room went quiet again, Jimin looked back at the note on his desk.
'I’m glad you got home safe.'
There was nothing in it, really. Nothing overt. Nothing he could point to and say this is wrong, this is bad, this made my stomach drop for reasons I can’t even explain properly. Still, when he lay down that night, he found himself listening.
For footsteps in the hallway outside the dorm. For the elevator. For the buzz of the front entrance downstairs. For no reason at all.
—----
He didn’t tell Namjoon in the morning. Not immediately.
Schedules were early. Seokjin was arguing with Yoongi over whether anyone had seen his phone charger. Jungkook was half awake and clinging to an iced coffee like it contained his soul. Taehyung was trying to eat breakfast while also reading over a revised cue sheet on his tablet. The apartment had that tightly wound, rushed energy it always had on workdays, everyone moving around one another in practiced near-collisions.
Jimin tucked the folded note into his hoodie pocket and told himself he’d mention it later, when they weren’t all trying not to miss their van call.
He made it until lunch. They were at the company by then, moving between rehearsal rooms and fittings, the kind of day that never settled in one place long enough for anyone to breathe. During a short break, Namjoon found him alone near the vending machines at the end of the hall, tipping water into his mouth with his head leaned back against the wall.
“You’re quiet,” Namjoon said.
Jimin lowered the bottle. “I’m always quiet.”
“Not like this.”
That was Namjoon. Calm voice, steady eyes, infuriating ability to notice things before anyone else had even identified them in themselves. Jimin stared at the label on the bottle for a second, then pulled the folded note from his pocket and handed it over without preamble.
Namjoon read it once. Then again. “Where did you get this?”
“Inside the dorm door.”
His eyes lifted immediately. “Inside?”
“Yeah.”
“Who else saw?”
“Hoseok.”
Namjoon’s jaw tightened, not visibly enough for anyone who didn’t know him, but Jimin knew. “When?”
“Last night.”
“And you’re telling me now?”
Jimin looked away. “I didn’t think—”
“That’s exactly the problem.”
The words weren’t sharp, but the concern under them was. Namjoon folded the note carefully, too carefully. “Did building security say anything? Did management contact you?”
“No.”
“So somebody got into the building, or somebody with access put it there.”
He said it quietly, but it still made something cold slip down Jimin’s spine.
Namjoon seemed to realize the effect a second later and softened his tone. “We’re telling management.”
“It was one note.”
“It was sent to your home.”
Jimin didn’t argue after that.
Maybe because he knew Namjoon was right. Maybe because hearing it said plainly by someone else made it harder to dismiss. Maybe because once the possibility had been spoken aloud, it stopped feeling like overreaction and started feeling like the first sign of something they would regret minimizing.
Management took it seriously enough to be irritating about it. Questions. Building camera review. Security access logs. Quiet instructions not to discuss it publicly. A promise that they would “monitor the situation.” Reassurance that it was “likely an isolated breach.” The kind of corporate language that tried to be soothing and only made everyone feel more watched.
The members found out by evening. Seokjin swore softly under his breath and immediately asked why no one had woken him up. Taehyung went pale in that angry, frightened way he had when worry hit first and rage followed half a beat later. Yoongi got very still, which was always worse than if he had started talking. Jungkook asked three questions in under ten seconds, each one more alarmed than the last. Hoseok, having already known, looked vindicated in a way that made Jimin want to throw something at him.
Namjoon fielded it all, calm on the surface, firm underneath, relaying what management had said and what they were doing next. And through all of it, Jimin felt increasingly ridiculous. Because it was one note. One note and suddenly everyone was watching him a little too closely, asking if he was okay in voices that already assumed the answer was no.
“I’m fine,” he said for what felt like the hundredth time.
Seokjin gave him a look. “No one said you weren’t.”
The problem was that they didn’t have to. That night, Namjoon insisted nobody come back to the dorm alone. Jimin pretended to be annoyed by that and failed badly enough that Hoseok didn’t even bother teasing him for it.
Nothing happened. No new note. No movement outside. No suspicious calls. No one lingering near the building entrance. By the third day, the dorm felt normal again. By the fourth, even Jimin had started to think maybe it had been a one-off. By the fifth, he hated himself a little for how relieved he felt.
The second letter arrived in his practice bag.
He found it after dance rehearsal, sweat damp at the back of his neck, shirt sticking lightly to his spine, lungs still burning from the last run-through. Everyone else was still in the studio, some collapsed on the floor, some arguing half-heartedly about whether they had time to get food before vocal practice.
Jimin had knelt to unzip his bag for a towel when he saw the folded cream-colored paper resting on top of his spare shirt. Not tucked deep inside. Not hidden. Placed there.
Deliberately. For one full second, his mind blanked so completely it felt like he had stepped out of his own body. Then the blood rushed back in. He snatched the paper up so fast he nearly tore it. His hands were already cold.
He unfolded it.
'You looked tired today.
You should sleep more.
The black shirt makes your shoulders look pretty.'
His stomach dropped so hard it hurt.
Not because of the last line alone, though that made his skin crawl almost instantly. It was the casualness of all of it. The intimate observational tone. Like someone had watched him long enough to feel entitled to commentary. Like someone had been close enough to notice details that should have dissolved into the blur of backup staff, mirrors, movement, routine.
He realized belatedly that the room had gone quieter.
“Jimin?” Taehyung’s voice. Too close.
Jimin looked up. He hadn’t heard him walk over. Taehyung was standing a few feet away, concern sharpening his features. “What happened?”
He didn’t answer. That was answer enough.
Taehyung crossed the distance fast. “What is that?”
Jimin handed it over because his fingers suddenly didn’t feel reliable enough to hold anything. Taehyung read it, and whatever softness had been in his face disappeared.
“Hyung,” he called, not taking his eyes off the page.
Namjoon looked up from across the room, saw something in Taehyung’s expression, and was on his feet immediately.
The others followed in pieces — curiosity first, then concern, then the sickening understanding that spread through the group one face at a time as the note was passed between them.
“This was in your bag?” Yoongi asked.
Jimin nodded.
“When?”
“I don’t know.”
“Did you leave it alone?”
“It was with the staff things for like twenty minutes before rehearsal.”
“That’s enough,” Namjoon said quietly, already pulling out his phone.
Jungkook looked furious in a way that barely fit on his face. “So somebody here did it?”
“No,” Namjoon said, but it sounded like he was forcing himself not to jump there too quickly. “Not necessarily. But somebody had access.”
Seokjin took the note from Taehyung and read the last line twice, his mouth thinning. “This is not fan behavior anymore.”
Hoseok, unusually serious, asked, “Did anyone touch your bag?”
“I don’t know,” Jimin said again, and he hated how thin his voice sounded.
That, more than the note, was what made the room change. Because Jimin was not the one who usually sounded shaken. He was the one who played things off. The one who hated making a scene. The one who would rather swallow discomfort whole than let it leak into a room and change the atmosphere for everyone else.
Now he stood there with sweat cooling on his skin and his heartbeat going too fast, staring at a piece of paper as if it might open its mouth and say his name aloud.
Taehyung moved first, stepping closer without touching him yet. Giving him the option. “Sit down.”
“I’m okay.”
“You’re pale.”
“I said I’m okay.” It came out sharper than he meant it to.
Taehyung didn’t flinch. “Then sit down and be okay sitting.”
A terrible, inappropriate laugh almost escaped Hoseok at that, purely from nerves. It died quickly. Jimin sat because suddenly standing felt like too much effort.
Namjoon had management on the line within seconds. Everything after that blurred into motion: staff called in, bags checked, access lists reviewed, security footage requested, the practice room temporarily locked down, questions layered on questions.
Jimin answered them all because he had to. Because not answering would make it worse. Because the more frightened everyone else became, the more he felt like he had to compress his own fear into something smaller and more manageable for their sake.
But by the time they finally got back to the dorm that night, his nerves felt scraped raw. He showered quickly, changed into sleep clothes, and tried to act normal while Seokjin made tea nobody really wanted and Hoseok hovered too close under the pretense of looking for socks.
Jungkook kept glancing at him. Taehyung kept almost saying something and then stopping. Yoongi was on his phone, probably reading over security updates Namjoon had forwarded. Namjoon himself was speaking quietly to management in the kitchen, voice low and even, in that tone he used when he was two seconds from being angry in a way he couldn’t afford to show.
Jimin escaped to the bedroom first. He sat on the edge of his bed and stared at the floor.
The note from rehearsal had been taken by management. The first note too. For evidence, they said. For documentation. To compare handwriting, wording, timeline, access points. All sensible. All correct. It didn’t help.
Someone had gotten into the dorm. Someone had touched his bag. Someone had watched him closely enough to know what he wore, when he was tired, where to reach him.
His phone buzzed in his hand. The sound was so sudden he jolted.
Unknown number. For one irrational second, he considered letting it ring out. Then he opened it.
A text.
'Don’t let them make you scared of me.'
His lungs forgot how to work. A second message arrived before he could move.
'I only want your attention.'
There was a third, almost immediately.
'You looked prettier when you were frightened.'
The room tipped. Not physically. Not really. But something in his sense of proportion did, a subtle internal tilt that turned the familiar room strange around the edges. He was aware, in distant fragments, of the blanket beneath his hand, the hum of the air conditioner, footsteps somewhere outside the bedroom, the faint clatter of a cup in the kitchen.
And over all of it, the electric static of terror. The words blurred once before he realized his vision had gone watery. No, he thought, absurdly, angrily. No. Not this. Not over texts. Not now.
The phone slipped in his grip.
“Jimin?”
Hoseok’s voice from the doorway.
He looked up too fast.
Hoseok took one look at his face and crossed the room immediately. “What happened?”
Jimin couldn’t seem to answer. He just held the phone out with a hand that had started shaking hard enough to be visible. Hoseok read the screen.
All color drained from his face. “Hyung,” he called, voice suddenly much louder than the room could hold. “Namjoon. Now.”
The others were there within seconds. Too many bodies. Too many eyes. Too much alarm hitting the room all at once.
Taehyung was beside him first this time, one hand braced near his shoulder without forcing contact. Seokjin took the phone from Hoseok and swore. Jungkook looked like he wanted to smash something. Yoongi went frighteningly quiet.
Namjoon read the messages once, jaw set so tight the muscle jumped. “Did it just come in?” he asked.
Jimin nodded.
“Did they call?”
“No.”
“Any other messages?”
He shook his head.
Namjoon inhaled slowly, then looked at the others. “No one leaves him alone tonight.”
“That wasn’t the plan anyway,” Seokjin said.
“I’m serious.”
“So am I.”
Jimin wanted to say he didn’t need that. Wanted to insist he was fine. Wanted, maybe most of all, to roll back the last five minutes and never open the message in the first place. Instead he sat there with his pulse hammering in his throat while the room filled with the low, controlled panic of people trying not to let him see how afraid they were.
Taehyung crouched in front of him carefully. “Hey.”
Jimin looked at him.
“You’re with us.”
A simple sentence. A stupid sentence, maybe. But it hit somewhere tender and unguarded.
His mouth tightened.
Taehyung’s voice softened. “You don’t have to act okay right now.”
That almost broke him. Not because he was on the verge of sobbing or collapsing or anything dramatic. Because he had been trying so hard, for days now, to keep the fear clean and containable. To keep it from becoming real by refusing to perform it. To keep it from spreading to the others more than it already had.
And now it was out. In the room. On their faces. In Namjoon’s clipped instructions to security. In Hoseok hovering near enough to touch. In Jungkook pacing. In Seokjin’s hands wrapped too tightly around the phone. In the way Yoongi kept checking the locked window.
Jimin swallowed and heard how rough his own voice sounded when he finally managed, “I know.”
Taehyung studied him for a second like he didn’t fully believe that. Then he stood and pulled the spare chair from Hoseok’s desk over beside the bed.
“Great,” he said lightly, sitting down. “I’m sleeping here.”
Hoseok stared. “That’s my spot to be dramatic and overprotective.”
“You can take second shift.”
“I hate that you think this is a joke.”
“I hate that you think I’m joking.”
That got a weak, breathless sound out of Jimin that could almost have been a laugh. The room eased by half a degree. Only half. Because his phone remained in Seokjin’s hand, the messages still there, impossible to unread.
Because everyone in that room now knew what Jimin was trying not to name: this was no longer weird fan behavior. This was no longer an isolated breach. Someone had crossed from watching into targeting.
And worse — they wanted him to know it.
—----
Around three in the morning, long after the others had reluctantly peeled away in shifts and Namjoon had finally stopped taking calls from management, Jimin was still awake.
Taehyung had kept his word and stayed in the chair beside the bed, eventually dozing off half-curled under a blanket, neck bent at an angle that would definitely hurt later. Hoseok slept restlessly in his own bed across the room, turning over every half hour like his body refused to settle.
The dorm was quiet. Too quiet.
Jimin stared at the ceiling until his eyes burned. Every building sound seemed wrong. The pipes. The elevator. A car passing outside. Wind touching the window.
He turned carefully onto his side and looked toward the curtains. There was only darkness there. Nothing moving. Nothing at all. Still, he couldn’t shake the feeling of being observed, even in a locked room, even with people nearby, even after management’s promises and security’s reassurances and Namjoon’s calm, steady voice saying they would handle it.
He thought of the line again.
'You looked prettier when you were frightened.'
Something cold and nauseating twisted low in his stomach. Jimin shut his eyes.
And sometime before dawn, exhaustion finally dragged him under — not into rest, exactly, but into the thin, brittle kind of sleep that never really lets go of the world outside the door.