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Dearest,
The days are more boring without you :(. How much longer will you be out? I've done more than five performances and you still aren't back. I know that you're out there, but try to respond to this, pleeeaaassse~
Love,
Your Angel
2 / 14 / 18••
Angel,
You know the days outside are long and treacherous. I try my best to answer, you know this. I hear about your performances and shows from my fellow nurses and I bet that they were beautiful. I'm sorry that I haven't been able to appreciate your work as much as I would be able to.
Don't worry, when I return, I'll easily appreciate everything that you do.
Love,
Your Dearest
2 / 21 / 18••
I wish we could hold hands and adore each other like everybody else when we're outside together. Why won't they let us? It's not any different from what they do, two lovers coming together to appreciate each other.
Is that really so bad?
My audience always asks me the same question, asking if I'm married or in a relationship in some way. I always tell them no. I wish I could say yes. Tell them how much I love you and wish that I could show them how much I love you everyday, but I can't. It's just never allowed.
Worst part is, I can never see you. You said that you were going to come back, but you're still gone. And you haven't replied to me in days. It's been more than 3 weeks without your replies.
Where are you?
I'd hope alive.
Love,
Your Angel
3 / 17 / 18••
Are you busy? How many people got hurt? You're still gone...
It's been two months since you've been called. Nurses don't work as much as the Frontline, do they? Or did you lie to me to make it seem less dangerous than it actually was?
Please reply or come back soon.
Love,
Your Angel
3 / 20 /18••
My songs have gotten sadder.
My audience says they can hear my sadness through my lyrics and my singing. I never thought much about it, but it sounds like I'm missing a lover, and now my audience is thinking I have a boyfriend or husband of my own.
Which, they're correct aren't they?
Using male terms to announce you in public because I know that we'd be sentence without a problem if I called you your actual name. Evan, as I call you. I miss your actual name against my tongue, and you still haven't replied, please reply or come back.
Love,
Your Angel
4 / 3 / 18••
Angel,
I'm sorry for not responding for months and weeks. I couldn't reply to you as much as I'd like, the soldiers got more injured from the last attack and I was the main nurse, and there was just too much to do.
I'm sorry that your song have gotten sadder and your audience has gotten more persistent.
You still know my real name, I know you do. The people's voices are just getting to you, I promise.
I'm still here.
And you're still here with me.
I know you're strong to continue, I'll do better to respond, I promise this with my entire life.
Love,
Your Dearest
4 / 5 / 18••
I'm sorry for bursting out on you... you didn't deserve my outburst, I should've known that you'd be busy, and I'm so sorry.
I'll do better myself, I feel like I'm doing too much to you
You're overworked already and I'm just being even more time consuming.
I'm sorry Dearest. I love you.
And I do knoe you name, I always have, and I always will. I was just under too much stress.
4 / 10 / 18••
My songs got better and I'm feeling a lot better
I'm still sorry for lashing out on you like I did, I hope you forgave me. I love you <3
Love,
Your Angel
4 / 14 / 18••
Angel,
I forgave you the minute I got the letter and read it. I'm glad that your personal life has gotten better and that you're more excited, I can tell from your little heart "<3" or whatever weird name you gave it, HeartiSweet or something like that?
I'm happy that you are happy.
I got exciting news from the Commander. He says we should be allowed to leave in the next two months, I know it's still a long time, but I promise; as soon as those two months are over and I return, I'll do everything to make you happy.
Even if it means spending hundreds of dollars just to see you smile.
Love,
Your Only Dearest
4 / 20 / 18••
Dearest,
I could tell that you were getting closer to leaving, you've been able to respond to me faster!
You don't have to spend money on me to make me happy, I'm easily happy by just seeing your face back in the place it belongs. My hands and our little cottage that we live in together.
Our rabbits have gotten for fiesty, they miss their momma. I can't wait for these two months to be over! Love youu
Love,
You Angel
5 / 2 / 18••
My older audience saw that I mentioned your name in one of my songs, like, your actual name. And they keep questioning who you are.
Some speculate that you're a sister, mother, or even a daughter. Even though my lyrics easily show that you're a lover, they still immediatly think that you are a sister to me. I'm not that surprised though, it's how it is nowadays, even the most out there lyrics will always get overshadowed as soon as woman's name is mentioned in another woman's song.
But, that's okay. I still know who you are and I still remember what you look like. And that's all that matters. Only one more month and I'll see you again :)
Love,
Your Angel
5 / 5 / 18••
I'm sorry for what's happening to you love, but don't give up your biggest dream because of some people. I'm always here for you, the planned leave is still on root, so I'll be home soon. Don't worry, I'm still here.
And I'm always going to be here.
I'm your number one supporter, remember that.
Love,
Your Only Dearest
5 / 16 / 18••
Our little bunnies have gotten more expansive to take care of :(
But don't worry, I've started taking in extra jobs as a waitress to care for them. The money from your end is coming in next month right? So I'll only be working at this place for a couple more weeks. Mila and Nula are quite the hungry bunnies aren't they? They remind me of a close friend of ours.
I can't wait to see your pretty face again and be able to call you by your actual name in the house again.
5 / 24 / 18••
Angel,
Yes, the money is coming in soon.
When I return it should.
And I already decided what the first thing that I would do with you would be. It would be something sweet, something you like a lot.
A little secret date on top of the hill that we go to. Our secret hang out spot that we go to every time we just have enough of everything and just want a night to ourselves.
And it'll be the best night of our lives.
The first night that we are back together, I can't wait for that, and I know you can't wait either
Love,
You Only Dearest
6 / 1 / 18••
She saw her immediatly, and she couldn't help but run up to her as soon as she was out of the crowd and hug her. She cried into her shoulder, whispering and quietly sobbing about how much she missed her.
And as the people around them cooed about two "sisters" meeting each other again, she grabbed her hand and brought them home to their little cottage where their little bunnies waited, she greeted the two; Nula and Mila letting themselves be pet.
As soon as midnight was available, they went to the hill, their own little private hill. As the moon shined and the stars were out, they kissed, happy to finally be back together again.
But was this truly the happy ending that they wanted?