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Ever since c00lkid disappeared 007n7 hasn't been the same, he's been stuck in his room thinking about what he could have done differently despite the fact he couldn't do anything, the guilt has been eating him alive, he is currently in his room blood dripping from his arms as a bloodied knife sits on the counter beside him and empty bottles of alcohol lay scater around his room, he hasn't clean in so long, he forgot what it was like when the room was clean, his room was stained with blood from not cleaning himself up afterwards, the only clean thing in that room was a gun that collected dust from not being used, the only thing keeping him from grabbing the gun and shooting himself was the small glimmer of hope that maby...just maby...c00lkid would come back but he knew deep down he wouldn't.
He stared at the reminiscing about better times before everything happened, before c00lkid disappeared, before he pushed Noli away, then he remembers, Noli, his (ex)boyfriend, at this point he is his last hope
Noli was on his bed doom scrolling trying his very best not to think about 007n7, he couldn't help it, it drove him mad how much he missed 007n7's touch, he felt pathetic,but it's not like he could help it.
He room was significantly better than 007n7 with only the occasional little bit of clothes in his room, he would go walking but everything reminded him of 007n7 so he dropped all his hobbies and rot in his room, he still set fire to Elliot's pizza place for fun but it felt different without 007n7
He was zoning out when he got a text from 007n7 saying "hi"
He decided not to answer it as he wants to forget the man he can't seem to get over
007n7 notice the man who once answered him in seconds isn't answering anymore with fulled his depression further, his thoughts started to wander to something darker
Would they miss me? Would anybody notice? Of course they wouldn't. He cut contact with everyone for that child, why would they listen to him now?
he grabbed the gun and pressed it against his temple in one final act of hope to see c00lkid once more he pulled the trigger
He collapsed to the ground as a pool of blood surrounded the his head
Noli was feeling guilty about ignoring him so he texted him back a few days later saying "hay" he didn't respond or ven leave him on read which he liked doing a lot, Noli called him a couple times, no answer, he decided to stop by 007n7 to check on him
When Noli went to the house he saw the lights on but no movement or shadow on his bed, he knocked a few time, again no response, Noli decided to go in anyway and he looked everywhere, it was disgusting, bugs crawling everywhere, rotting food on the counters and blood stains...?
Noli when to 007n7's bedroom to check on him, when he went inside he was face to face with the rotting corpse of what used to be 007n7, he felt like was going to vomit, after the nausea pasted he looked that the corpse, there were flys surrounding him thr blood has staind his carpet a deep brown, if Noli looked hard enough he would be able to see the hole through his brain it disgusted him but that didn’t matter
Noli went over to him and held him kissing the top of his head lightly as he cried but despite all the grief, it felt like a wight was lifted off his shoulders as he knew he wouldn't have to deal with the constant thoughts of him that wouldn't get out of his head
After a while he got up and put 007n7 or what used to be 007n7, in his bed and left without a word only looking back at the door as he let 007n7 rot in the hell he created