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February 11th
Dear journal,
Hi! Uhm... Mr. Counselor said I should write in a journal to help me express my feelings better.
I know he means well and all the other kids in here are getting these sessions but I still don't think I should have them. What have I do It's been a month since it happened and yet I can't stop tinking thinking about it. I remember everything... especially how they looked at me. I see them... sometimes. The others tell me there they're not there, and I know that! Really I-... I know they're gone... And not here... But it's comforting somewhat, you know... To see them.
Nezuko is still sleeping, don't know when she will wake up or if she will be okay when she does... I'm trying my best to be optimistic about it. The doctors told me she will surely get better and yet I could still smell the uncertainty. They don't know either. I swear I saw her yesterday She looks so fragile when I'm allowed to visit... all the bandages and the machines look so out of place next to her. She shouldn't be here...
You know, when she got in the hospital all this stuff they used scared me... I was so frightened it would burst down the door when I saw the TV the first time. It was opened on a documentary about wild-life aparently.
Since I've been here I lerned learned a lot of new stuff. Like how to write properly! Ar you proud? And about all this technology stuff. I know I was in school and I know I learned about this stuff already but after so long of being absent to help work and so the others could go to school I guess I just kind of forgot... they won't even graduate now
Everyone here is really nice! I esepaci especially like Mr.Rengoku!! He helped me where I was struggling academically and he even gave me my first phone! It's not much (by his standards) yet I still apreciate it so much! He teaches history in a highschool, he just enjoys helping the orphanage when he can.
They say in another month or two me and Nezuko will meet mr.Urokodaki... They've shown me pictures of him and told me about how nice he is... talked to him over the phone once too! I don't know if I'm ready yet though, even if he isn't a bad man... It just feels like I'm replacing them... They're not happy either
I think that's all I have for today! I might write again tomorrow... who knows!
Bye!!