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your world was cursed
i stepped into it with my own burden to carry
overtime i understood
my new burden; of being
the burden of my hand
the burden of my soul
my fists were for breaking things, i was told
i wish to save a life, its my destiny, its in my mold
thank you for saving me
in hindsight, maybe that was the wrong move
time went by, i learned more
you said purpose was futile
i think i agree now
i don't know all that much about it though, you're smarter than me
your way of thinking leaves me puzzled
still, i remain with a simple resolve about all of this
we aren't cut from the same cloth you and i, but we meet at the same point,
i wont forget you're quiet affection
in the end, we are littered with similar scars
more than ones simply from battle
from loss, from strain, from protecting ourselves
mine come from the people who died; their blood wont wash off
im cursed, please don't treat me like im good; please
i can't do anything without the weight of it
guilt is ineffable, i lost my other way of living; its no use
don't hurt you're chances of a proper life, a happy one
don't stick around
why do you stay by me
knowing my heart is not right
im sorry
it is the fault of mine that so many are dead
i have cursed too many with the bad in me
i don't want you to die, please don't stick around megumi
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you really are something
you told me i should stay here, at least to try and save you
ill come around to being alive if you can tell me its okay
megumi, ill live if you live along side me
i don't want you to die, especially not because of...
...me