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Yayyyy Ryan was so exited to see Chad. Where is he thought. He soon saw the big curly head of hair. And went running.they hadn’t seen eachother for the last couple of months. Ryan had been at juliard, and Chad at Redhawks u. So when he saw his boyfriend. He jumped. “CHAD” he yelled. He had gone to his championship and driven 5 hours from juliard to see him. For some reason he wasn’t doing the basketball thingy like he usually did. Usually it was,let’s do this, or I’m so exited. But today he seemed tired and bored. Ryan fought his way through the crowds. “OVER HERE” Chad saw him and started running They hugged as tight as possible. “I can’t believe you came!” He said with a glint of joy in his eyes and weirdly a tiny bit of sadness. “I missed you too!” Ryan said giving him a peck on the cheek. They got in his car,and started driving. Ryan was going to stay w his parents and visit w them a bit. So Chad went home. Shit. Come on Chad.you could’ve done better. He thought to himself. ( context:bro was smoking drugs)He then proceeded to go throw up in the bathroom. If hurt so so bad. He wiped his face and got out. And tried going to bed.(key word is tried) He had horrible nightmares of him dying and not being able to say bye to his family or his beloved boyfriend. The next day, he and the blonde went out for some ice cream.when he had gotten home,he proceeded to vomit it all up in the bathroom. Come on.it was just ice cream!?! Ryan started to notice something was up w his love. He noticed that he had gotten thinner. And that when he was w him. He looked worse every time. “Hey, Chad? Ryan was trying to talk about this. If anything or anyone was messing w his boo, he was gonna throw hands. Are you ok? You seem like youre not” “I’m fine” Chad was lying through his teeth, his head was throbbing and he just wanted to go home and sleep without being woken up by such horrible things.”I’m great, actually” Mmm Ryan didn’t believe that for one second. “Babe,if something is wrong,you need to tell me. Whatever is happening,we can fix it.” “IM FINE” Chad snapped. He didn’t mean to sound so harsh. “Im fine…” Mmmm Still doesn’t believe him, but decides to let it go. They head to his place. Full of t-shirts w corny phrases and chips. They went to his bed. Chad started to lean in to Ryan and ended up kissing him. Ryan started to lean in to the kiss. Soon they were starting to take each others clothes off,until Ryan pulled away, panting. “No, we have to talk first. Something is wrong Chad, I know it is.” “I figured” Chad was not wanting to talk. He felt horrible now. And had gotten up and ran to the bathroom. Pull yourself together!!! Ryan ran after him,only to find him throwing up,in the toilet. “Oh,baby…” he started rubbing slow circles on his back. He stopped soon, head over the porcelain bowl. The had gone back to his room “What’s wrong?! I want to help, I know that was painful,pls tell me!” Chad started sobbing. Hard. “I-I’m on withdrawal,Ryan” “What do you mean!? You were smoking?!” “Yea, I thought, that maybe I could become clean, and no one would figure out that I had been. But it HURTS ry, REALLY BAD” He kept sobbing. “Hey,comere” Ryan got at the edge of the bed frame, and put his head up. Chads head was on his chest still crying. “I know it hurts,baby,I wish I could do something” he was gently cradling his boyfriend in his arms. Chad kept sobbing but became calmer,and as his breathing steadied,and was about to fall asleep right there. Ryan noticed and starting humming that one Disney song from that one Disney movie(use your imagination, I was thinking you’ll be in my heart or something like that) Soon his boyfriend was asleep,cuddling closer. He didn’t want to move but saw a blanket he could reach and placed it on him and fell asleep himself. What was going to happen tomorrow? He didn’t know. For now he was just gonna try and comfort his boo. As much as he needed.