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It's the day, and while basil usually doesn't wake up this early today he had to if he wanted to have a chance at talking to his cute little gay crush that he doesn't have definitely yup
**So... ITS TODAY!!! you'll finally get to spend more time with him after today is done ehehe... wait nonono you're supposed to be happy because he'll get to show off in the recital! you're so selfish and self-centered and-**
Basil's ramblings are interrupted by bopping his forehead against the door of his beloveds-his FRIENDS house
"Ouchie..."
*Knock knock*
"Uhm H-Hello? Are you guys rea-"
*CRASH BLAM SHIT BREAKS SCRAM*
"OH MY GOD WHAT HAPPENED!?"
Door gets slammed wide open by the confused anxious and worried little flower, no time for niceties.
**OH GOD PLEASE NO OLEASE GOD OH PLEA- oh thank God it's just the vio....lin...**
As he stares around trying to find whoever did it his eyes land on the sweaty hyperventilating figure standing on the top of the stairs
"S-Sunny?..."
The flower calls out worriedly as his sun blocks out the little light that bleeds in through the window behind the stairs, after a few awkward seconds sunny starts moving down after realizing that his sister is probably gonna come in any second now and scream at him for ruining everything.
"hate... haaah... It* sunny tries his hardest to voice out what he feels but his throat is closing up on him.
**Hate? He hates what? The violin? But he looked so happy when I... I mean we gave it to him...**
"Did y-you do th-" before he finishes his sentence sunny grabs his hand and starts leading them into the backyard while tears start to form in his eyes.
"Horrible..." As their hands intertwine basil starts to understand "hurts too much... Not steady enough... Haaahh"
And he realizes that maybe he shouldn't have waited this long to ask someone if sunny cutting up his fingertips this much was normal for a violin player.
**damn it I'm so stupid... I thought he was just very passionate why didn't I ask why didn't I do anything this is all my fault it's all my fault I can't let him suffer because of me it's my fault I need to do some-**
Once again the flower boy boops his forehead against wood before following his sun inside.
"Ouchie"
Sunny sits down in the corner and stares intensely at basil, waiting for something to happen.
"Sunny I- we didn't- your sisters gonna- why-" *sigh* "what happened S-Sunny?" The flower takes a seat as close as possible to his sun and gently grabs his hand.
Sunny stare into nothing as tears finally roll down yet his expression doesn't change "n-not *sniff* good en-nough" his head falls a little with each syllable "i-i would ruin it for... Her"
Basil rests his head on sunnys shoulder while leaving basically no room between them, trying to physically absorb Sunny's sadness like a sponge
"Sunny... I've heard h-how you play t-the violin... You're amazing"
**And perfect and smart and kind and caring and cute and perfect and thoughtful and calming and**
Sunny shakes his head as he starts to grab basil's waist slowly to ground himself and stop anything "notgood enough... For her"