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Shota's always been pretty controlled over himself, in his opinion. Keeping a cool head. When he had a crush on his now husband, Hizashi, back when they were teens, he could control his bodily reactions around him well enough. But lately, it's been different.
Hitoshi Shinsou, a first year at U.A that Shota's been training. They've grown quite close and Shota's found himself quite fond of the young boy...maybe too fond.
He finds himself watching Hitoshi training, looking at his figure, the curve of his waist. Sometimes, he'd even get an erection and have to excuse himself.
This is stupid, he isn't a teenage, he's a grown man, so why is his body doing this?
At night, when Hizashi is asleep, Shota is up, unable to sleep, thinking about Hitoshi. These thoughts about his mentee are not at all appropriate. Shota's always disliked pedophiles. He couldn't possibly be one himself... right? But Hitoshi is just so beautiful, his messy purple hair compliments his pale skin so well. No, no, that's disgusting. Not only is Hitoshi sixteen, but Shota is married! He can't imagine how his husband would react if he knew Shota had a thing for a student.
How would Hizashi look at him? Disgust in his eyes, probably. Maybe disappointment. No, he'll never find out. Because Shota will never act on this, never talk about it, never think about how he wants to have sex with his mentee.
He startles when he hears rustling from Hizashi's side of the bed. He leans over, and green eyes open, looking over at him.
"Shota? Why aren't you asleep yet?" His husband asks, sitting up slightly with a yawn. Shota rubs his neck, shrugging, acting like he wasn't just thinking about the fact he might be a pedophile.
"Nothing in particular, just can't sleep." Shota replies, itching the scruff of his beard. Hizashi nods, though unconvinced.
"You've been acting off the past few weeks. If somethings going on, you know you can tell me." Hizashi says, a small smile on his face.
Acting odd? Of course he has. He's been battling his own thoughts. Shota looks at the man next to him, and for a moment thinks he might tell him. But no. He could never bring himself to tell his husband, or anyone. So, he bids Hizashi to go back to sleep and forced himself to sleep as well.