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Neil's hand shook as he picked up the pen and began to write.
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Dead Todd,
If you are receiving this letter, I am gone. I'm sorry I left you so early but I can't keep living like this. I need to grow my wings without my father chaining me down and this is the only way. I crave to be on the stage acting but instead I have been moulded into the perfect form of a man that I was intended to be.
I would like to thank you and tell you something. It's not your fault, don't blame yourself. As the captain himself said, one day we will all turn cold, roll over and die, I am just shortening my period of time on this earth.
There is one more thing I must tell you. I love you Todd. I'll love you forever. Even as I'm lowered into the ground, and you move on, I'll love you. Forever. I'll keep watching over you so look for me in every sunset. Remember the way I loved you.
Don't try to join me. Live for me. Love for me. Keep going for me. I'll be here in the end.
Yours forever
Neil