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Shark
Civil Lines
City PO. 243001
Cat
SG Society
City PO. 226026
my husband,
i write to you as extreme warmth and affection fills up my dire heart, and needless to say it is one of those beautiful days wherein even though we may not be together tangibly, i reside in your heart as you carry pieces of me with you as you go about your frantic day.
you are eighteen like the goddess artemis when she took one look at the moon and claimed thus its chilling opalescent divinity down her throat. you are eighteen like lord dionysus as he enbriates one's senses, both mortal and godly alike as the desire of life-beginning starts to unfold. you are eighteen as far as revelry, theatre and ecstasy go.
we live in a substantively tailspin world and I am so sure in my heart that we of all people are star crossed lovers. the ‘meant to be’ type. because you’re kind and loving and patient and can take it all; my chaotic, my mean and my whimsical hurt. all of me loves all of you Parthy. if there was one good thing I was supposed to do in life, it is to love you endlessly. we shall walk the deepest pits of tartarus together my love, our bleached white bones cranking as we move. but i’d know somewhere in the middle of earth, perhaps, my heart still beats for yours.
Sincerely,
SHARK
love,
you’re like a soft rock album that i can’t get off my head, one i gatekeep like a total maniac. don’t get me wrong, i do want the world to know how unmatchable the beauty of your work is. but then again deep down, i just wanna keep you all to myself. as much as i want a busy bee worklife where im the life of every party, i wanna make love to you in a small hobbit house in the middle of nowhere where its just us against all odds. nobody but us. just us. just us. just us
that, perhaps, is the fickleness of life. but no matter where the roads take us. I want all the next steps of my crazy life with parth singh. because he is all of the world’s sweetest things combined and crystallised into one beautiful ocean blue candy. his heart. if you and i were two rocks, i’d want the spreading greens to cover our surfaces, and cover us whole, as you rest your rock head against my shoulder. and that way we’d be inseparable. written together forever, engraved in the loops of fate.
I found your name pressed between the pages of August like little raindrops trailing down my glass window, and suddenly i’m seven and it’s the most exhilarating thing ever. galaxies spun and yet— i met you on this trembling patch of sky. i simply cannot wait to spend the rest of our silly goofy lives together. i want all your wishes to come true and come true, as in ‘never let you down’ and ‘always goes well for you’ because you’re such a beautiful boy carrying so much hurt inside you, i just wanna hold you close to my chest and give you all the warmth in the world. i want to love you so endlessly you forget what it’s like to feel unloved. i’d tell you a million times how much you matter to me and I’d never get mad at you if it seems like some days you need more love than the others.
love,
your wife