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Two Sons, One Legend
Chapter One
The house was too loud.
It wasn’t the kind of loud that came from shouting or crashing, though there was plenty of that, but the kind that pressed into Harry’s skull and stayed there. Laughter that didn’t include him. Praise that wasn’t meant for him. Love that never quite reached him.
“Finley, that was brilliant!”
Harry didn’t look up from the corner sofa where he sat, a book open but unread in his lap. He already knew what he’d see if he did.
His brother, his twin, standing in the centre of the room, wand raised slightly, a faint glow still lingering at the tip. Their mother beaming like the sun itself revolved around him. Their father clapping a hand on Finley’s shoulder, pride written in every line of his face.
Harry turned the page anyway.
“You’re getting better every day,” their father said. “Just like that night. You’re a natural!”
That night.
Harry’s fingers tightened on the paper, creasing it.
He remembered that night.
Not clearly, not like a story you could tell from the beginning to end, but in flashes. Green light. A scream. Cold. Something else…something that felt like it wrapped around his very bones and settled there.
Only their parents fully remember what happened. And they had their hero.
“Harry,” his mother said suddenly. He blinks looking up. For a moment, just a moment, hope flickered.
“Yes?”
“Could you grab the plates from the kitchen?” His mother asked, smiling apologetically. “We seem to be short again.”
The hope didn’t vanish.
It just…shifted.
“Yeah. Of course.”
“Thank you, love.”
She was already turning back before he stood.
The kitchen was quieter. The noise from the sitting room dulled behind walls, turning into something distant and manageable.
Harry moved automatically, pulling plates from the cupboards, stacking them carefully. He didn’t have to think about where anything was.
He always knew.
He paused for a second, leaning back against the counter, letting the quiet settle around him.
It didn’t last long.
“Merlin, I knew I’d find you hiding in here.”
Harry glanced up.
Sirius leaned in the doorway, arms crossed, a half-smile tugging at his mouth.
“Not hiding,” Harry said.
“Of course not. You just happen to disappear every time the room gets uncomfortable.”
Harry huffed a quiet laugh. “Mum actually asked me to do something.”
Sirius pushed himself off doorframe and walked in, grabbing a glass from the side without asking.
“They’ve got him doing party tricks again?” he asked, jerking his head toward the other room.
“Something like that.” Sirius didn’t look convinced.
“Mm.” For a moment, neither of them spoke.
It wasn’t awkward.
It never was with Sirius.
“You alright?” Sirius asked eventually. The question was casual. But not careless.
Harry hesitated. “Yeah.”
Sirius raised an eyebrow. “Do you want me to believe that, or is this one of those polite lies you do?”
Harry’s lips twitched despite himself. “I’m fine.”
“Right.” Sirius studied him for a second, then nodded. “You’re fine. Just…. coincidentally always in the next room.”
Harry looked down at the plates in his hands.
“They don’t mean it,” he said after a moment.
“I know.”
“They’re just-“
“Distracted,” Sirius finished. “Proud. Overwhelmed. All the usual tragic flaws.”
Harry let out a quiet breath. “Yeah.”
Sirius stepped closer, reaching to take a couple plates from the stack. “Doesn’t make it feel any better, though.”
Harry didn’t answer. He didn’t need to.
Sirius nudged his shoulder slightly. “For what it’s worth,” he said, more quietly now, “I see you.”
Harry blinked. The words landed heavier than they should have.
“I know,” he said.
They carried the plates back together. The noise grew louder with every step, spilling out into the hallway.
Just before they reached the door, Sirius slowed slightly.
“Hey.”
Harry glanced at him.
“You don’t have to be the easy one all the time,” Sirius said.
Harry frowned, just a little. “I’m not-“
“You are,” Sirius cut in gently. “You make it simple for everyone else. Doesn’t mean it is simple for you.”
Harry didn’t have an answer for that.
Sirius held his gaze a second longer, then smirked lightly.
“Come on, then. Let’s go remind them there’s two of you.”
Harry almost smiled.
The sitting room hadn’t changed. It was still full. Still bright. Still centred around Finley like everything naturally leaned toward him. It was crowded with bodies and expectation. Afternoon light filters through the tall windows in thin, dusty beams, catching on the floating motes stirred by every shift and whisper. Someone has opened the curtains wide, so that the room feels exposed, as if the whole world has been invited in to witness this moment.
Aunts, uncles, neighbours, old family friends fill the seats with the kind of eager anticipation reserved for holiday performances or school recitals. Their faces are bright, open, already smiling in the way people do when they’ve decided the outcome before it happens.
Finley stands in the centre of the room, small shoulders squared, wand clutched in a hand that trembles just enough to be endearing. Someone murmurs encouragement, someone else hushes the room and the air tightens.
The fireplace crackles softly, the only sound in the hush that follows. Even the portraits on the wall seem to lean in, their painted eyes reflecting the glow of the flames.
Finley lifts his wand.
A ripple of excitement moves through the crowd, a collective inhale, a leaning forward, a hunger for proof that the story they’ve been telling themselves is still true.
Magic gathers around him in a visible shimmer, faint but deliberate. The spell he casts blooms in the air like a small, bright flare; not powerful, nor perfect, but pretty. Pretty enough to draw applause. Pretty enough to confirm what everyone believes.
The room erupts in warm praise, voice overlapping, chairs scraping as people rise to clap. Someone wipes a tear. Someone else declares that Finley is ‘a natural,’ ‘a prodigy,’ ‘just like the prophecy said.’
And in the far corner, half shadowed by the tall bookcase, harry watches. Sirius stood beside him, clapping slowly. Showing face.
He doesn’t resent the applause. He doesn’t resent Finley. He just feels the familiar, hollow tug in his chest – the quiet reminder that this room was never arranged for him. That the light never falls quite the same way when he stands in it.
Harry folds his hands behind his back, unnoticed, while the celebration swells around his brother.
Later, when the night had settled and the house had begun to empty, Harry slipped outside. The garden was dim, the air cooler now, the noise from inside softened into something distant.
He sat beneath the old tree. He always did. For a while, nothing happened. Then Harry could feel the change.
The stillness.
The wind died.
The air sharpened.
Harry straightened slightly, his pulse quickening.
That feeling.
Stronger this time.
It pressed it around him, quiet but unmistakable. Not heavy. Not suffocating.
Aware.
Like something had turned its attention to him.
Harry didn’t move. Something stirred under his ribs, low and steady, like a second heartbeat.
Waiting.
Watching.
For a moment, a brief, impossible moment, it felt like the world was listening.
Footsteps approached from behind him. The wind returned, leaves rustling softly in the breeze.
“Thought I’d find you here.”
Harry glanced back. Sirius again. Of course.
“Is it that obvious?” Harry asked.
“Painfully.” Sirius dropped down beside him, stretching his legs out. “You’ve been coming out here since you were what – ten?”
“Something like that.”
They sat in silence for a moment. It was comfortable.
“You ever going to tell me what’s going on inside that head of yours?” Sirius asked.
Harry considered it. His knees are drawn up, fingers absently tracing the rough bark as if it might steady the thoughts he can’t quite name.
The low rise of the moon’s light filters through the leaves in shifting patches, warm one moment, shadowed the next. It suits him, the way the world can’t decide what to make of him. The way he can’t decide what to make of himself.
He has been out here long enough that the sounds of the house have faded into a distant hum of laughter, the soft patter of footsteps, the clatter of dishes; all of it softened by distance and the thick summer air. It’s easier to think when no one is looking at him. Easier to breathe.
He wants to tell Sirius.
Not everything, he doesn’t even have words for everything, but something. Open up about a piece of him he can’t quite understand. But he doesn’t. He won’t.
“Not yet.” He decides.
Sirius nodded, like that was a perfectly acceptable answer.
“Alright.” No pressure. No disappointment. Just…there.
After a moment, Sirius bumped his shoulder against Harry’s.
“You know,” he said, “if I had to pick which of you two I’d trust in a crisis-“ Harry glanced at him. Sirius grinned. “Wouldn’t even be a question.”
Something warm and unfamiliar settled in Harry’s chest. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.”
Harry looked back out at the dark garden. The feeling of before was gone.
Quiet.
Patient.
But for the first time, Harry didn’t feel lonely.