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Youre going to break my heart, I can already tell. But I'm so happy right now I don't even care. You don't know it, but you've shown me such love without even meaning too. I'll cherish this time with you, however short or long it is. Because I could never regret spending this time with you.
You keep telling me your not going anywhere soon, and to be honest, I'm not sure what I'll do when you finally say goodbye. Because if I'm being honest with myself, I know I won't be ready to let you go.
You tease me when I compliment you, but you don't really know all the things I've seen in you. I try to look without my rose colored glasses, and trust, I see the bad things in you too. But I also see how much you care. I see your curiosity, I see your steadiness, and maturity I know you deny. I have met many men older then you, who know less about themselves.
You make me feel seen, you make me feel safe when I'm vulnerable. I want to share with you and talk to you, and open up to you.
God, you have been the greatest example of love. You have been patient and kind, considerate and caring, curious and fiery. I could talk with you all day long if you let me.
You have no idea how much I needed a friend when I found you. You have no idea the joy you have added to my life. No matter how much it hurts when I lose you one day I will never regret the joy you have given me. And I sincerely hope I was able to give you some small kindness in return. Please know you will always be the man I could write my sonnets to, the man I considered my lover, and my friend.