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𝑨𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒚...
How much could these people handle anymore?
Rounds that never seem to end, killers chasing constantly, and the feeling of death never quite leaving.
At last, we finally can get some rest... For now, at least.
I stepped outside for a breath of fresh air, I couldn't handle being inside with those morons.
Finally some peace and quie-...
Oh... Itrapped is crashing out. Amazing.
Before I could approach, his eyes seem to fall on me... Well, not as if I could see them.
He huffs and sit down on the stairs, his leg bouncing and looking more stressed than when he was getting chased earlier.
"Azure, quit staring like a creep and come sit down. At least having someone around could distract me." Itrapped says in a pretty frustrated tone.
I wonder what crawled up his ass and died this morning.
Wait, he's always like that...
Furthermore, I sit down next to him and stay quiet for a moment, before deciding to break this awkward silence.
"Are you always this frustrated or-"
"The fucking specter won't give me a goddamn cigarette!!! So much for being an all powerful entity!" He snaps.
"I tried summoning him at the altar earlier, and guess what? He couldn't even drop a 'fuck you' or something!"
I couldn't help but chuckle at his nonsense.
He was always kinda cute when he was mad...
"Hm, I can give you a cigarette." I say, suddenly remembering that I had a cigarette from Doombringer.
Itrapped's eyes widen, like I had just said the most unbelievable shit in history.
His eyebrows furrow slightly and his face is a mixture of surprise and confusion.
"Wait... You smoke? How come I've never seen you do it before then?" He asks as I reach into my pocket and hand him a cigarette that he almost immediately lights up, giving me a grateful nod.
"I don't. But Doombringer tried teaching me a couple of days back..." I said, suddenly feeling my face flush a bit, remembering how violently I coughed when I first inhaled that smoke.
"Teach you?" Itrapped asks with an amused smirk on his dumbass face.
God, was he hot...
I feel my face turn pink and I, like an idiot, started stuttering.
"H-Hey! Smoking for the first time is tough, okay?!" I quickly blurted out, trying to make my situation less embarrassing than it already was.
Itrapped on the other hand wasn't even trying to contain his stupid laughter...
Though I didn't exactly hate hearing it.
"You are something else, Azure" He said with a chuckle, then took a hit of the cigarette and blew the smoke away from my face.
"Yeah yeah, keep laughing, Elsa..." I muttered, quietly enough so that he didn't hear the last part.
He and I stayed like that for a while. Just... Silently...
But this time, it wasn't awkward...
But I guess 5 months of being trapped in here with the same people does that to you.
My heartbeat quickened just by being in his presence... Strange, huh?
Yeah, I figured I developed a crush on him around 3 months ago, but how the hell could I say anything?
This guy avoids human interaction like the plague, but I somehow ended up here with him... Talking about something that doesn't involve strategy or avoiding
killers.
I think he might've noticed that I was buried deep inside my thoughts, because he soon put his hand on my shoulder, looking at me worriedly.
"You okay? You seem lost in thought." He asked while I was silently freaking out.
"Uh, yep!" I said, looking for anything to make conversation about...
Until I noticed his cigarette was almost out.
And if Itrapped himself felt comfortable enough to be so, I dunno... Natural around me...
Then maybe it was time.
"Oh, your cigarette's almost out...!" I blurted out before he could question my flustered expression.
He looked at the nub between his fingers. "Oh, yeah... Which means we should probably get back inside now." He said, throwing the cigarette nub on the grass, then getting up and stretching his arms.
Now's my chance.
"Oh well... I actually have something to show you! It's in my room!" I spoke while I got up, suddenly feeling very nervous.
Itrapped looked at me a bit suspiciously, but shrugged and followed me back inside the cabin.
God I'm terrified.
We walk into my room, my hands were shaking pretty badly, but I managed to hide it from him.
"Nice room... A bit too dark for me though." He pointed out, looking around a bit before deciding to sit on my bed.
"So? What did you wanna show me?"
Time to shoot my shot.
I sat next to him, my face flushed pink but I didn't even try to hide it anymore.
"I kind of lied..." I say.
"Huh? What do you mean?" He tilts his head slightly in confusion.
"It not necessarily something that I have to show you... It's something I want to tell you...
Something that's been on my mind for a long time."
At this point, Itrapped looked a bit worried, bored and mostly confused.
How could I blame him? I was basically tripping over my own words.
Then he waited...
And waited...
AND WAITED... for me to find my words.
"Azure, if you don't want to tell me, that's-"
"Itrapped, I love you!" I spoke out.
𝘚𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦...
His expression quickly turned to shock, his mouth falling open and his hands falling idly on his sides.
"I-..." He stuttered.
But I couldn't handle the thought of him rejecting me.
In a fit of quick panic, I grabbed his jaw gently, tilting his face to look up at me.
And I kissed him.
Now, every thought in my mind was going crazy.
What if he pushed away? What if he started yelling? What if he told anyone? I should've never done this-
𝘏𝘦 𝘬𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬.
At first, I thought I was feeling stuff, but no...
Itrapped started kissing me back.
The guy who I barely spoke to all these months...
Was reciprocating the kiss back.
I felt his arms wrap around my neck, pulling me closer as my own arms started to snake around his waist, one even reach to the back of his head and pulling him even closer.
The kiss remained gentle, soft... Filled with unspoken words.
We pulled away to breathe, his face flushed in a beautiful peachy color, his lipstick smudged, probably having left a mark on mine. His beautiful blue eyes hazy and wanting.
I pulled him back in for another, and yet this time, it wasn't the same.
The kiss was deep, desperate... His lips against mine tasting like the best drug I have ever gotten my hands on...
The only drug I'd ever want
Our tongues found their way to each other, at first, just small touches, before they danced together like a tango.
I felt his breath quicken... Until...
I heard him let out a small whimper.
I froze for a moment. I couldn't have possibly heard right... I mean, THE cold Itrapped, whimper at a kiss?
He realized it too, pulling away for a second, his eyes wide, blushing like crazy.
"You better not say anything about-"
"Shut me up then~" I said teasingly, though it wasn't something I usually did, I enjoyed seeing him flustered.
"I-... You-" He stuttered, then looked away, pouting like a little kid.
I chuckled and turned his face back to me.
God, seeing his eyes look into mine was...
"Eyes up here, pretty boy~" I said, acting as if I wasn't completely flustered and shocked myself.
Then... I genuinely don't know what came over me.
I pulled him back in for another kiss, and for someone that seemed so stubborn, he submitted faster than I can count.
I slowly started unbuttoning his blue vest, my other hand tangling in his long, blonde hair.
His hands, on the other hand, were trailing up and down my body, now starting to slowly take off my scarf, then my cloak.
As we continued removing each others clothes, (and hats too of course) I started getting filled with blue kiss marks from his lipstick.
And he seemed to quite enjoy filling my face up with them like a canvas.
We slowly broke that kiss, a small trail on saliva keeping our lips connected as we pulled away.
I looked at his body, now only in boxers.
It was beautiful,but what caught my attention-
Old scars.
Scars on his arms, too thin to be make in one of these rounds, and bigger scars on his torso, probably from past battles.
I looked at his face, but he seemed to look at my own body, seemingly fascinated, slightly concerned at small scars scattered and...
Turned on.
Then, he seemed to notice that I was staring at his arms, and he seemed to get slightly more insecure.
I see why he always covered his arms now.
"Look, if you don't want to see them, we can just..." He trailed off, looking away, embarrassed.
"Hey, I think they're beautiful." I kiss his wrists gently, and he seemed to greately appreciate that.
I slowly lay him down on my bed, and he seemed quite embarrassed and covered his face.
"Don't look at me like that! God, you just confessed and now we're gonna have sex..." He mumbled.
I couldn't help but chuckle at his embarrassment.
Just as he did to mine just a couple of minutes ago.
"What? Don't tell me the Itrapped can't handle a bit of fun?" I teased, gently brushing some hair out of his face, just to see those swollen lips of his again.
"Hey! Don't you DARE make fun of me, cultist!" He yelled, though no anger in his voice.
But definetly anger in his underwear that I was actively feeling.
I hooked my fingers into his boxers, tugging slightly and looking at him for permission.
His hand found my wrist and slowly pushed it down, revealing him v-line.
"Do it." He commands, like he thinks he's in charge.
But hey? I don't think his first and last order was too bad.
I take his boxers off fully, revealing his half-hard cock, hidden by his foreskin.
I don't think my mouth has ever watered so fast before.
I started stroking him gently, watching his cock slowly spring to life. The most attractive whimpers and moans started escaping his mouth.
I barely started and he was already gripping my shoulders.
"At least let me take off your boxers too, stupid!!" His hands hurry from my shoulders to my underwear, pulling it down fully.
I watched his eyes widen as he saw my own half hard member.
Then I watched them fill with hunger that he tried to hide.
"You're... So..."
"Big? Veiny? Dominant? Handsome?" I asked teasingly.
"Shut up!" He tried to sound angry, but his hand quickly started stroking my cock, making it harden almost instantly.
He smirked.
"You're hard so fast? How long have you been wanting me for, Azure? I'm almost flattered!" He said, not daring to break the intense eye contact between himself and my dick.
"You'd... Ngh... Be surprised." I got out, with a groan interrupting me.
Before he could blurt out another teasing word, I turned him around to see what I'd be working with.
His tight hole, puckering up at the cold air.
Lord, I was going to destroy it.
My finger gently traced the entrance, causing the fool under me to suddenly moan loudly, then freeze in embarrassment.
I let out quite a loud laugh.
"Trying to let everyone know what we're doing?" I asked him teasingly.
"Fuck you, Azure!" He yelled, and I took the opportunity of him being excited to insert the tip of my finger inside, making him shiver in pleasure.
"Ahhh- Stop t-teasing me!"
As much as I wanted to continue, I pulled my finger out and turned him again so he was laying on his back again.
If we were actually going to do it for the first time, I had to see his face.
"Try not to wake up the entire universe, will you?" I said, and as his mouth opened to tell me off, I inserted my head into him, making him scream in pleasure.
"Ngh! A-asshole! You didn't even warn me!" He said, but I could see how he was trying to push more of me inside.
His legs wrapped around my hips, locking me in place as I started thrusting slowly into him.
Feeling his hole slowly expand to take all of me in was euphoric.
Itrapped didn't seem to have any snarky remarks left, just whimpering and moaning.
Whenever he did try to say something, only a loud moan would come out.
I kept going slow for a while, teasing him, then, when I saw his face starting to get used to my thrusts, I picked up the speed.
His hands flew to my shoulders, holding on for dear life as I founded into his poor asshole.
My hand went to his now fully hard cock and started to stroke it greedily.
His moans started getting even louder, but instead of sounds, it was my name, or his little commands.
"D-deeper! Yes! Right t-" He moaned, cutting himself off.
I did as he said, going deeper and whispering reassurances into his ear, making sure his ego had all melted by now.
I started thrusting faster after I found his sweet spot.
His nails were scratching my back, leaving marks and tears of pleasure rolled down his cheeks, along with his mascara streaks.
Any type of attempt to keep this quiet flew out the window a long time ago.
I looked at his beautiful face. His eyes rolled to the back of his head, mouth unable to close. Beautiful tears staining his cheeks.
Our bodies intertwined, now one, held together by hunger, desire and sweat.
"C-Can't... T-too.. M-much..." He managed to whisper.
I instead, pressed down on his lower stomach so he could feel every inch driving into him.
"Yes, you can... You're such a strong boy~" I whispered into his ear, then started marking his neck up with hickeys and bites.
He moaned even more, and I knew he was going to cum.
But I didn't plan on letting it happen that early.
When his moans got more desperate and his breathy words got more jumbled up, I pulled out suddenly, leaving him feeling empty and confused.
"W-what..?" He tried to pull me back in, but I just grinned. I stopped stroking him too, leaving him wanting for more.
"I'll let you cum... If you ask nicely~"
His face flushed up even more, but considering the fact that his dignity flew out the window, he didn't really have another choice.
"Please... Please, come back inside me! I want your cum..."
At his wish, I went back inside him, now going even fast, even putting a pillow under his hips so he could feel overwhelmed.
It wasn't long before his release built up, and he let his seed fly out on his and my lower stomachs with a loud moan.
I followed shortly after him, cumming inside him with a loud groan, his asshole filling with my seed, leaking out of him as I slowly pulled out.
I layed down next to him, looking at his beautiful face as I panted.
Even with smudged lipstick, messy hair and tears on his cheeks, he still looked as beautiful as a deity.
"You... You never let me answer your confession..." He said, his voice hoarse as he slowly turned his head to look at me.
My breath hitched slightly.
"I love you too, Azure." He pressed a final, soft kiss to my lips, intertwining our fingers together as he fell asleep, and I followed suit.
The conversation we'll have tomorrow with the other though...
That's a problem for future me.
𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙣𝙙.