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After a long long day of adventures, Everyone is tired.
"WELL AS MY MIND CAN SEE, YOU ALL SEEM A BIT tired? ANYWAYS, HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY MY SHINING STAR MOONLIGHTS!" said a annoying cheerful voice.
Caine disappeared and there they were left alone
"If anyone needs me I'll be in my room" said jax
The others looked a bit relieved but worried but quickly started talking to each other. Pomni looked like she wanted to say something but ultimately decided not to, before Jax left she whispered in his ear "will you be okay?". Jax gave a quick nod not wanting her or any of them to worry about him, he watched as she walked over to the rest of them.
Finally
Jax walked to his room, took a deep breath and opened the door. It looked the exact way he left it which gave him a sense of security. He plopped himself on his bed and thought about today's events.
Why was he such a jerk?
Did he even deserve to live?
Would anyone care if he abstracted?
He pushed himself up off of the bed and looked at the glinting blade, he didn't know if it would work,it was worth a shot though. Jax carefully picked it up and held it against his plastic and smooth skin. He took a deep breath and...
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He thought about all the bad things he's ever done. He hurt gangle and a whole lot of other things. Jax slowly zoned out while cutting, he had lost count of how many times he did it.
He zoned out bad
so bad that he didn't notice something walking in.