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Sorry readers I know this isn’t what any of you would want to see likely another fanfic but not today as recently both Magpiepony and the lost narrator both got unfairly accused of being made for kids by YouTube and demonetized both of them make content for all and YouTube has had a massive issue of doing this to creators even the digital circus had this happen
I’ve been watching Magpiepony and the lost narrator for many years and they got me through my toughest times including my suicidal thoughts when I was a young teen and seeing them get married is what led to me feeling comfortable enough to come out to my family which was nerve racking but I played their wedding video over and over again watching it to build up courage before I did it.
If I’m going to be completely honest with my readers I self harmed not by cutting or something as severe as that but I used to hit my head hard with my fist until I couldn’t think just to make my bad thoughts go away it was a very self destructive way of stimming when everything got to be too much but one day when it got really bad I ended up finding an apple sleep experiment on YouTube read by the lost narrator it was so soothing that it made me stop what I was doing.
If you read this and can take away anything from it go support Magpiepony and the lost narrator out
Even just send words of encouragement if you can
You can find out more on how in the description of magpiepony’s latest video called Demonetized. (And how you can help) as well as in the description of the lost narrator’s latest video called Demonetized.