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It was an average afternoon and there weren't any more missions for anyone to go on tonight, so everyone was just doing their own things in the base. Both Riyo and Rudo were walking around the base, talking to each other. Bro, Gris, Zanka, and Enjin were all in the lounge area. Tamsy on the other hand hasn’t left his room at all that day, everyone thought he was sick, except Rudo, he was sitting on the floor outside of Tamsy’s room for majority of the day, that’s why Riyo asked him to walk around the base with him. Tamsy wasn’t as okay as everyone thought, he’s been in his room, spiraling all day basically, he’s been up and down with his feelings all day.
Tamsy was just staring up at the ceiling, his thighs and wrists were throbbing from the cuts he had made moments earlier, but he ignored them for now. His eyes were drooping closed slightly before he had heard a sudden knock on his door, Tamsy simply sighed as he chose to ignore whoever was at his door. Until the familiar voice of Enjin came through “Hey, Tams, you good in there, you don’t need like, medicine or anything, right?” Tamsy just kept silent for a few minutes before he eventually got out of bed, carefully covering his wrists with his sleeves and his thighs with some sweat pants he just threw on, before he went and opened his bedroom door to a surprised looking Enjin. “Ah, Tams…you good…? You look like shit…” Enjin asked in a teasing tone.
“Yeah…I’m okay…just feeling under the weather…” Tamsy replied softly as he leaned on his doorframe a little bit. “Ah-Alright, you need anything, like anything at all?” Enjin asked, trying to be at least a little helpful. “Mnh… no, I’m okay…” Tamsy murmured as he slightly shooed Enjin away with one of his hands, the other holding onto the doorframe for support. Enjin just blinked a few times before he let out an amused huff, not noticing anything up with Tamsy and just walked off after waving a little at Tamsy. Tamsy stood there for a moment before he started to slink back into his room, gently closing the door and locking it behind him.
He sighed as he laid back down on his bed, being careful of his wrists and thighs as he covered up with his blanket. He could be doing so many other things, but no, he decided to relapse and sulk in his room all day and let Rudo worry about him. That’s when he heard another knock on his door to which he sighed at and got out of bed again and slowly went over to his door and unlocked and opened it, revealing Rudo. Who simply and quickly hugged Tamsy. Tamsy tensed up slightly before he carefully and gently wrapped his arms around Rudo and let out a quiet sigh.
Rudo just buried his face into Tamsy’s chest, keeping silent, he knew Tamsy would probably want a bit of quiet. Tamsy just continued to quietly hug Rudo, lightly playing with his hair as well. “You’re not yelling at me or hitting me right now…surprising…” Tamsy murmured softly. To which Rudo muttered something quietly in response before he let go of Tamsy. “Tired…?” To which Rudo simply nodded before Tamsy stepped out of his way after Tamsy closed his bedroom door behind Rudo.