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i'm scared i'll never sleep again

Summary:

phil lester is a worldwide famous singer, all the girls have loved him since he was a kid, but he's never been sure if he's felt the same way to them.
dan howell has been acting since he was a toddler, his first role in his dad's movie as the main character's nephew. He has been famous his entire life, something he's never really liked but also everything hes only known. He has been openly gay since he was 19 and has helped out with charities and stars in mainly queer films, something he loves doing
When Phil and Dan meet at a celebrity party, and they get put working on the same things, or at the same events, thing start off between them

Notes:

first proper fic so sorry if its awful
title is based of the song by 5sos (same name as title) cause I saw it in a socmed

Chapter 1: fire

Chapter Text

april 19th

dan howell

manchester

 

I had a few weeks till I had to film my next film, a queer film about two boys who meet at a conversion camp, and I had already been learning the script a lot, so I was doomscrolling twitter, seeing what people were talking about. I always recognised usernames, faginof, tiffany_bl3ws, lilbugboy_, Dipple_N_pipple, flowrsdnp, gu1lt_tripping,  and Ellis248121, They were all popular fan accounts of me, but I noticed sometimes they'd have profile pictures of Phil lester, a famous musician. I had listened to his music before, it was good, I related to his song boyband, about being famous, and as someone who's been in the public eye my whole life, I related to this a lot. 

As I scrolled on twitter, I saw the fan accounts tweeting about my new film, as the trailer had dropped today.

The film was called fire and was about a gay club being attacked, then the survivors being haunted by a fire. My character died at the start, 15 minutes into the film, and I only had a few flashback scenes in the whole movie.

I looked through the tweets everyone was saying about my few seconds in the trailer, one being off my attack

Dipple_N_pipple

WHY DOES DAN'S CHARACTER HAVE NO SCREEN TIME AND ONE OF THE CLIPS IS HIM BEING MURDERED, let this man play a happy character for once in his life, HIS LAST CHARACTER WAS A DEPRESSED GAY DUDE WHO DIES

Ellis248121

THE CLIP OF DAN'S CHARACTER CRYING INTO THE MIRROR WITH BLOOD ON HIS FACE OH NO WE'RE ABOUT TO CRY TO A CHARACTER WE DON'T EVEN KNOW THE NAME OF

Faginof

im already sat in the cinema, the staff are trying to make me leave but i'm sat ready for this sad gay film with Dan

lilbugboy_

The edits are about to destroy me, I already opened the app to one and he has no screen time in this trailer besides the few clips AND THE TRAILER CAME OUT AN HOUR AGO

I decided to watch the trailer again. I found it on twitter and watched it on my phone. They used pushing it down and praying by lizzy mcalpine for the trailer, and I knew in the actual movie they use Starting line and I'm still your boy by Phil lester. I knew of Phil from online, seeing people say we'd be a good duo and people freaking out when I tweeted once about the song Boyband. I watched the trailer and saw my few scenes. One was at the start of the movie as my character and the 4 others in the group were walking into the club, then my next clip was me hiding behind a table, all bloody, then there was a 5 second clip of me crying into the bathroom mirror, blood dripping off my face, then my final clip and the final clip in the trailer was me being stabbed in the club. The trailer didn't show a lot, and it didn't show any of my flashback scenes. The trailer mainly stuck to the club, which was only the first 25 minutes of the movie, it only had a few small clips of the other characters being in a fire. I opened tiktok and searched up the film, with my name added onto the end and saw plenty of edits already, and a lot using songs by Phil lester. I knew we had a big fandom crossover, I saw the edits and the tweets. I knew how shocked everyone was with the film, and how Phil was working on it. I decided to tweet about the trailer dropping so I opened twitter

danisnotonfire_howell

Today the trailer for fire dropped, im so proud of this film and im so excited for you guys to meet Charlie, the 19 year old just out of the closest gay kid who is finally living his true life. I've already seen the edits and tweets so im so excited for everyone to see the full movie. Everyone go watch the trailer, you won't be dissapointed !! <3

I quickly saw the replies and quote retweets coming in then

Ellis248121

WE KNOW THE CHARACTER'S NAME AND BACKSTORY, THIS IS GONNA MAKE IT EVEN MORE SAD WTF

Faginof

oh Dan wtf is gonna happen to this character

lilbugboy_

@dipple_N_pipple WE ARE ABOUT TO CRY TO THIS MOVIE 

dipple_N_pipple

@lilbugboy_ STOP

I then went onto my timeline and saw Phil had also tweeted about the film

Phillester_

The trailer for fire has officially dropped !! My songs starting line and im still your boy feature in this film and I worked with the crew to make a couple songs for this film which will all be released on release day of the film, 26th of June. Getting to work with amazing talented actors i've watched since I was a child, like Dan Howell was an amazing experience. Announcements about music also coming soon <333

I saw everyone freaking out about Phil's tweet, it was a mix of people freaking out over new music and him mentioning me. Everyone wanted us as a duo, and I wondered how or when it would even happen